Yes, I wanted it but there’s sudden anxiety emerging…situation like these in the past I rather deal with aggressively or act like too much needy…after all these subs…I just don’t know…how to handle situations like these anymore…
I am being too careful to do anything…because in past I just do it right away whatever I feel like…but now I am holding myself back & thinking of consequences my words or action brings
I act like a foolish person all my life in front of my family…I know I have to maintain my own self-respect but inflow All I acted was childish…forgiving people immediately which they think afterward…whatever they did to me was justified…heck I am even googling most of the stuff to get tips on how to deal with the particular situation
the same approach I want to take with my dad’s issues…I just don’t want to burst into anger again…I just want don’t want to be angry again…being angry is one thing but shouting like a mad dog is another…I just don’t want to be a mad dog but a human with self-respect honor dignity…I want to show my angriness in a good way or shape
I hope love bomb just calm the fuck me down
I can feel it right away…even after one loop of love bomb & khan st2…today I am feeling a little miserable again not that much but miserableness is there
ditto…I should have a love bomb in my stack since I run regeneration rebirth multiple times in cycle…poor me…I didn’t know how to exactly pair subs with each other & even heck how important it is for our own good…
I wanted to ask a question here…if we run love bomb with healing sub…did they interfere with healing…I mean if you could elaborate it…one sub is bringing past traumas & another sub teaching to love…I mean how do they both work on the subconscious mind…after trauma came to surface our mind will ease with the love bomb & make us realize its okay…etc etc…please just elaborate so that I can understand how exactly sub works
mine is recon with overexposure right?
yeah, & tonight I will listen to paragon…i have heard it helps with sleep too
Do you mean when stell is hot & we add water into it…to calm down or brain?