Chronicles of the Spellbinder ☄

Sub.Zero · December 30, 2023, 1:08am

Primal is amazing as it makes me authentic in every word and body movement, and that makes me a real social magnet. People responding to me with their smiles and positive energy. Women being interested in getting to know me, and approaching me. My self-expression and feeling great in my own skin has never been so immense. There’s also that masculine coolness at my core and at the same time the willingness to have fun with people, and being entertaining but in a powerful and confident way, and not being a clown.

Primal unlocks my naturalness which is not subjected to social anxiety, and that helps my character shine is social settings. I’ve just never been so much myself as I am now, and people love this, responding to me with what’s best in them. I’ve always dreamed of a sub like this. Unbridled self-expression, uninhibited social presence and demeanor, unlocked social prowess, and tons of personal magnetism.

Phoenix helps me discover the deeper layers of my psyche, casting away a lot of false notions I’ve had about myself, helping me understand, embrace and tame my emotional/irrational self.

With TWTP I am really starting to feel as if I was a force of nature or life energy and not just a mixture of emotions and thoughts. Also, I’ve met some interesting people who could help me form some valuable alliances, and it was them who offered hanging out together. TWTP also adds to my charisma as a leader and not only as a charmer like Primal does.

Sub.Zero · January 2, 2024, 3:08am

I’ve reflected about my shadow and its core in me, trying to figure out how to tackle it since that’s the main part of my psyche that constricts me, and limits my potential realization. Inevitably I went back to my childhood and my father. I saw the main theme of my childhood (in relation to my dad) as a reengineered version of the biblical theme of the Fallen Angel who got thrown down for rebelling against God since he lost in the rebellion. In my case it was about being thrown down for the hatred God (my father) had for me since he couldn’t deal with his own demons (his mother didn’t want to give the birth and he was an unwanted child). The only feeling that I associate with my father is fear… and as the Fallen Angel the only way to rebel against “God” is to rebel against a fear. I identified that fear as the fear of life which may be stronger in me than the fear of death. In the past I would “mortify” myself to deal with that fear of life and to excuse myself away from being responsible for myself and my life. That self-denial was my weapon against the fear of life. Now, I’ve dealt with some parts of that shadow (my self-denial stemming from the fear of life) yet it still keeps its hold on me. Its core is denying my self the right to feel, experience… to live, out of the fear of life and being responsible for myself. THE DENIAL OF LIVING MY LIFE is the only real nemesis I need to deal with. I though of the sub to tackle it but it seems to me that Phoenix and Primal are the best pair to deal with it as Phoenix helps me transform by letting go of the past and Primal instills in me the love of life and the courage to live it on every level.

Upon the whole reflection the old feeling of grief came back and I cried but the feeling itself seemed to have a much less intense source as if its source had got depowered and the crying wasn’t violent as it used to be and was really short-lived. I think it was Phoenix at work.

@subliminalguy

subliminalguy · January 2, 2024, 9:17am

For some reason, I connected with that idea. I can really relate.

Sub.Zero · January 3, 2024, 10:26am

On my day off, I sense a lot of subconscious work being done and internal shifts occurring. The results I’m getting, in terms of inner strength and social influence, are immense. I also feel somewhat less “burdened” psychologically, and a bit aetheral and fluid in the depths of my psyche.

On the eve of the new year, I met a beautiful, young girl (around 20 y.o.) at a nightclub. She was natural and spontaneous - the type I resonate with the best, and the attraction was pronounced yet there was something subtle about it. She approached me a couple of times during that night. I grabbed her hips, and we danced, I caressed her cheek and looked into her eyes. Then she wanted me to chase after her moving to another group a couple of times, just to approach me yet again. At some point she said only one thing to me: “we are one”. That was so simple yet really profound in how it stroke me. Later on, I complimented her on her looks, but she played the “chase after me game”, saying: “sorry but I’m crazy” twice. Then she had to escort back home her totally drunk girlfriend. The whole experience made me realize that the key is to respond to women who vibe and resonate with who you are and don’t waste your time on those who don’t. Another thing is, now, I know and feel on a very deep level that beautiful, young women are into me, and it’s only about following the key I just discovered.

Edit:
I’m a guy who has very little experience in seduction and sexual escalation. I’m just a beginner, so to speak.

subliminalguy · January 3, 2024, 10:53am

That’s how I’d describe my experiences lately. Very surreal.

I thought I was the only one

Sub.Zero · January 5, 2024, 9:22am

What Primal (aided by Phoenix) is doing for me is just amazing. I’m way more open to experiencing life, taking challenges, having adventures, and connecting with women. I’ve rediscovered the most authentic and powerful side of me that forges profound and meaningful connections with women on the fly and instantly. This is what makes me feel alive the most. It may stem from the fact that my mother loved me a lot and I just seek for this depth and intensity in connecting with women. Anyhow, with Primal it just flows unhindered.

I perceive life as a series of adventures on the path of discovering and living my most authentic self, where everything revolves around my soul, exploring what life offers and connecting with women on various levels. It’s just great.

Sub.Zero · January 6, 2024, 8:26pm

Another night and more experiences, learning and insights.
I got a lot of iois as I was the center of the party, dancing like a crazy. lol
A lot of women (18-45 y.o.) putting their hands together in the shape of heart, smiling and waving at me. I got invited to the table by ladies twice and they poured out drinks for me. One girl approached me twice and when she was talking to me I kissed her on her cheek spontaneously and then I said: “sorry but I’m stupid, sometimes”, she wanted me to go out with her but I chose to stay at the club and keep having fun. I danced with some girls but one of them was really gorgeous and spontaneous, mimicking me when I was dancing and when she smiled at me… I got a bit enthralled.

I’ve realized that when the woman is interested in you there’s no real rejection but only perceived one stemming from miscommunication and bad timing. That perceived rejection was, probably, the main reason I wasn’t successful with women in my youth. I analyzed my past experiences and I realized that that was the case every time I (actually we, the girl and me) started the “dance”.

A lot of learning with ladies ahead but I see solid progress on Primal.

Palpatine · January 7, 2024, 2:32am

Are you still married?

Out of pure curiosity. No judgment either way. Just curious since you’ve been more expressive as of late about interacting with women.

Sub.Zero · January 7, 2024, 2:48am

And happily

I’m too old for judgements, anyway.

Primal helps me integrate my shadow. All the power of my sexual expression is slowly seeping out of me. The same when it comes to my authenticity, natural charm, powerful magnetism, and social influence.

Do yourself a favour and run Primal paired up with Phoenix, mate.

Sub.Zero · January 7, 2024, 3:23pm

The guy I’ve been today is the best version of me I’ve ever seen and I feel I should have been at least like this for whole my life. I got some vital realizations about myself and my past last night. It’s just mind-blowing how powerful that shift was yet what’s interesting I welcomed it with utter calm. I don’t want to get back to my old-self ever. I also sense that it’s only the beginning of the profound shifts that still await me. Phoenix rules! Awakening to the new me…

Sub.Zero · January 8, 2024, 7:43am

TWTP has made me less emotional when it comes social interactions, helped me understand human nature better and cut people to their real size, seeing through their social mask (psychological facade). I’m also way more “political” when dealing with people, taking things much, much less personally and getting insights in the whole dynamic and politics of social interactions. I also understood that the thing that net me the most power and social influence is rationality, empathy and prosocial attitude and actions, and I started paying more attention to developing those qualities and being driven by them. People who didn’t develop those qualities well enough rely on antisocial tactics like passive-aggression and pretending, for example. I see it really clearly now. I’m grateful that TWTP helps me develop my social and “political” qualities, providing me with valuable insights, better understanding of the “social game” and higher adaptability to social dynamics.

Sebastian_Po · January 8, 2024, 9:41am

Indeed , man, I came across few of these people in the past day. They are indeed deep
down a wounded child who never develops
the necessary skillset to communicate with others and hide behind the “facades”. Seeing all that,Will to power seems to be a really good option for the purpose of building a really strong communicative suit

Sub.Zero · January 11, 2024, 10:30am

I’ve been seeing how Primal is rechanneling my energy and self-expression towards displaying masculine qualities as I’m significantly less boyish in those aspects and my playfulness is more… powerful and composed than overly animated. I’m also more masculine in dealing with people as in the beginning of my Primal ride I was a bit too cheerful and friendly whilst now I exude a cool yet positive vibe. I’ve began forging a truly masculine core that expresses its essence with a cool and calm energy instead of boyish (a bit feminine) excitement.

Sebastian_Po · January 11, 2024, 12:05pm

that sounds just like what I want…so this cheerfulness is kept inside or do you have a strong desire to converse /express this feeling to others ？

Sub.Zero · January 12, 2024, 5:30am

I’ve just got to the point where I use that cheerfulness (actually, it’s a kind of positive energy women find attractive and exciting) to connect with women by elevating their mood and energy level, making them more responsive to me, more open and into me. The only missing part in my seduction are seduction skills which I need to hone up. Don’t make me wrong, they’ve improved on Primal yet Primal seems to be prioritizing my social prowess and sexual charm over seduction skills acquisition, therefore, to fast-track my progress I would need to pair it up with S&S, which I’m strongly considering.

Sebastian_Po · January 12, 2024, 7:44am

your current stack is TWTP，primal and Phoneoxi right ？it seems to be a really good stack…which one are you gonna shift out ？

Sub.Zero · January 12, 2024, 8:18am

It is indeed as it’s opened me up socially and sexually, and it’s helping me develop my social skills, and strengthen my authenticity and the intensity of the connection to my real self.

I’ll be adding S&S for Phoenix once I see my new “modus operandi” well-established, although it looks like it already is. It’s just about making sure there’s no going back to the “old ways”. The copy of Phoenix says there’s no going back, yet I want to see if I’ve reached a kind of the “Pareto’s peak” (let’s say 80% of the “optimal transformation”, investing 20% of the “optimal exposure and work”) or there’s much more to transform within me. Naturally, that peak is gauged by my subjective measures. I don’t think it’s going to take more than a couple of weeks though. I can definitely say I’m a new person in the sense that this stack has opened the best aspects of my social being that were always there, yet suppressed by social anxiety that has got neutralized utterly, giving a lot of room to that part of my being so that it can grow and thrive unhindered.

xanderson83 · January 12, 2024, 11:30am

Sounds a lot like my goals to a degree , I think the biggest inner battle we have is to unlearn all the bad habits instilled in us by parents and society .

RagnarLothbrok · January 12, 2024, 1:01pm

Why not use PS?

Sub.Zero · January 12, 2024, 1:42pm

I’m specifically interested in developing sex and seduction skills whilst PS offers so much more and I think it’s much more focused on your energetic development and your status boost than actual sex and seduction skills acquisition, although I know it covers that too. I need to focus on those skills entirely instead of developing all that PS offers.