Chronicles of the Spellbinder ☄

This is the first part of my journal which I’m going to stick to. The goals for this part of my journey are:

  1. I want to eradicate all my social and sexual inhibitions, and express my social and sexual power unbounded.
  2. I want to develop all the qualities that are crucial for being a social mastermind and a charmer.
  3. I want to learn resilience and boldness in pursuing my goals.
  4. I want to live my life, and experience what life has to offer, totally unbounded by my old way of being.

For developing in the directions mentioned above, I’ll be running Primal+TWTP+Phoenix until I’m really satisfied with my progress or I find some other subs more suitable for my self-development.

I’ll be running my stack one program a day, every day, with at least one day off after going through the entire stack.

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Primal at school :thinking:

This stack seems inviting were I to use it in my own life. Self-control and allure.

Plus, Primal has that adventure scripting to encourage exploration of new things–that’s a strong draw for me.

You’re in Vietnam. Where would you execute this stack?

I vibe with this Venom thing going on. You have my attention.

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Nice, we are running the same stack

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Phoenix can be executed in any social situation and TWTP at my workplace as I’m a teacher and it helps me deal with the social game and students’ management. When it comes to Primal, it helps you grow as a powerful man and its social aspects are useful at my workplace. The seduction part of Primal is a bit problematic when it comes to its execution as women here are conservative and there’s the language and cultural barrier.

When I read the sales page of Primal I thought of you but I wanted you to get to your own conclusion.

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I wrote some already in the Primal thread this morning. It’s very inviting.

The adventure scripting pulls me in…

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Something else I’m seeing. Something I’ve never acknowledged.

I was just reading a thread, and I almost clicked on the Genesis thread. I loved Genesis since it made exploration seem exciting. It was. That’s why I tried Primal (my very first time) while running Genesis. It prompted me.

What I realized is that while Genesis prompts exploration, Primal folds in our masculinity to that exploration, which is an ASTOUNDING mix. I felt more like a man, confident in myself, knowing more of who I am, and I miss that. True masculinity unbridled by fear of social disapproval (which I’ve lived by all my life). I got to explore without being afraid.

That’s who I am. I only ran it for a few weeks (before NSE). Longer-term would be a whole new set of discoveries.

My stack is helping me ease into my authentic and strong self. I’m free of usual minor life anxieties and worries. I don’t overthink or overanalyze. I’m optimistic and I strongly believe in my adaptation skills, knowing that all is going to be well since I can rely on my character and skill set. I’m open to multiple possibilities that lie before me, and I have no doubt when it comes to reaching for them.

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This is a good stack, one I was considering myself for 2024. I’m leaning more towards a return to New Emperor though, rather than Primal. Good luck with it though, I’ll follow your updates.

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I need more focus on the areas addressed by Primal and TWTP than wealth generating and empire building for the time being. It’s hard to be an emperor when you’re socially and sexually limited/inhibited due to your old self. Primal, and especially paired up with Phoenix and TWTP, deals with that nicely, plus it helps you grow in both areas (social and sexual) tremendously. I’ve just started this stack but I can already tell. At some point I’ll replace Phoenix with Emperor, I think. For now I need to flush down my old traumatized self in the toilet. lol

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Yeah, that makes sense. I was enticed by the many social objectives of Primal.

Wishing you well mate. I read with a heavy heart several posts you made relating to these traumas.

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Primal is amazing as it makes me authentic in every word and body movement, and that makes me a real social magnet. People responding to me with their smiles and positive energy. Women being interested in getting to know me, and approaching me. My self-expression and feeling great in my own skin has never been so immense. There’s also that masculine coolness at my core and at the same time the willingness to have fun with people, and being entertaining but in a powerful and confident way, and not being a clown.

Primal unlocks my naturalness which is not subjected to social anxiety, and that helps my character shine is social settings. I’ve just never been so much myself as I am now, and people love this, responding to me with what’s best in them. I’ve always dreamed of a sub like this. Unbridled self-expression, uninhibited social presence and demeanor, unlocked social prowess, and tons of personal magnetism.

Phoenix helps me discover the deeper layers of my psyche, casting away a lot of false notions I’ve had about myself, helping me understand, embrace and tame my emotional/irrational self.

With TWTP I am really starting to feel as if I was a force of nature or life energy and not just a mixture of emotions and thoughts. Also, I’ve met some interesting people who could help me form some valuable alliances, and it was them who offered hanging out together. TWTP also adds to my charisma as a leader and not only as a charmer like Primal does.

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I’ve reflected about my shadow and its core in me, trying to figure out how to tackle it since that’s the main part of my psyche that constricts me, and limits my potential realization. Inevitably I went back to my childhood and my father. I saw the main theme of my childhood (in relation to my dad) as a reengineered version of the biblical theme of the Fallen Angel who got thrown down for rebelling against God since he lost in the rebellion. In my case it was about being thrown down for the hatred God (my father) had for me since he couldn’t deal with his own demons (his mother didn’t want to give the birth and he was an unwanted child). The only feeling that I associate with my father is fear… and as the Fallen Angel the only way to rebel against “God” is to rebel against a fear. I identified that fear as the fear of life which may be stronger in me than the fear of death. In the past I would “mortify” myself to deal with that fear of life and to excuse myself away from being responsible for myself and my life. That self-denial was my weapon against the fear of life. Now, I’ve dealt with some parts of that shadow (my self-denial stemming from the fear of life) yet it still keeps its hold on me. Its core is denying my self the right to feel, experience… to live, out of the fear of life and being responsible for myself. THE DENIAL OF LIVING MY LIFE is the only real nemesis I need to deal with. I though of the sub to tackle it but it seems to me that Phoenix and Primal are the best pair to deal with it as Phoenix helps me transform by letting go of the past and Primal instills in me the love of life and the courage to live it on every level.

Upon the whole reflection the old feeling of grief came back and I cried but the feeling itself seemed to have a much less intense source as if its source had got depowered and the crying wasn’t violent as it used to be and was really short-lived. I think it was Phoenix at work.

@subliminalguy

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For some reason, I connected with that idea. I can really relate.

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On my day off, I sense a lot of subconscious work being done and internal shifts occurring. The results I’m getting, in terms of inner strength and social influence, are immense. I also feel somewhat less “burdened” psychologically, and a bit aetheral and fluid in the depths of my psyche.

On the eve of the new year, I met a beautiful, young girl (around 20 y.o.) at a nightclub. She was natural and spontaneous - the type I resonate with the best, and the attraction was pronounced yet there was something subtle about it. She approached me a couple of times during that night. I grabbed her hips, and we danced, I caressed her cheek and looked into her eyes. Then she wanted me to chase after her moving to another group a couple of times, just to approach me yet again. At some point she said only one thing to me: “we are one”. That was so simple yet really profound in how it stroke me. Later on, I complimented her on her looks, but she played the “chase after me game”, saying: “sorry but I’m crazy” twice. Then she had to escort back home her totally drunk girlfriend. The whole experience made me realize that the key is to respond to women who vibe and resonate with who you are and don’t waste your time on those who don’t. Another thing is, now, I know and feel on a very deep level that beautiful, young women are into me, and it’s only about following the key I just discovered.

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I’m a guy who has very little experience in seduction and sexual escalation. I’m just a beginner, so to speak.

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That’s how I’d describe my experiences lately. Very surreal.

I thought I was the only one :man_shrugging:

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What Primal (aided by Phoenix) is doing for me is just amazing. I’m way more open to experiencing life, taking challenges, having adventures, and connecting with women. I’ve rediscovered the most authentic and powerful side of me that forges profound and meaningful connections with women on the fly and instantly. This is what makes me feel alive the most. It may stem from the fact that my mother loved me a lot and I just seek for this depth and intensity in connecting with women. Anyhow, with Primal it just flows unhindered.

I perceive life as a series of adventures on the path of discovering and living my most authentic self, where everything revolves around my soul, exploring what life offers and connecting with women on various levels. It’s just great.

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Another night and more experiences, learning and insights.
I got a lot of iois as I was the center of the party, dancing like a crazy. lol
A lot of women (18-45 y.o.) putting their hands together in the shape of heart, smiling and waving at me. I got invited to the table by ladies twice and they poured out drinks for me. One girl approached me twice and when she was talking to me I kissed her on her cheek spontaneously and then I said: “sorry but I’m stupid, sometimes”, she wanted me to go out with her but I chose to stay at the club and keep having fun. I danced with some girls but one of them was really gorgeous and spontaneous, mimicking me when I was dancing and when she smiled at me… I got a bit enthralled.

I’ve realized that when the woman is interested in you there’s no real rejection but only perceived one stemming from miscommunication and bad timing. That perceived rejection was, probably, the main reason I wasn’t successful with women in my youth. I analyzed my past experiences and I realized that that was the case every time I (actually we, the girl and me) started the “dance”.

A lot of learning with ladies ahead but I see solid progress on Primal.

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