I know the reconciliation is harsh. I’ve been going through it too.
I may give you a preview of a post I’m planning on presenting soon.
I made a Dream/Sleep Custom Ultima that is really helping with my sleep and with improved sleep, my reconciliation is less.
Dreams Ultima Core
Sanguine Ultima Core
Paragon Complete Ultima Core
Dream Traveler
Deep Sleep
I forgot to put it in Ultima B format, and perhaps I should have added Yggdrasil. But it works well for me. It’s made my reconciliation much easier to bear.
Also I made a Healing Booster. I figured that since Elixir was designed with Regeneration, I’d start with an Ultima with Elixir. Here is what I did:
Elixir Ultima Core
I AM
ARES
New Beginnings
Pride Unbroken
FEBRUUS
I put it in Ultima B format.
This has reduced my reconciliation by about 20 to 30%
Hang in there mate, and keep your dragon eyes on the dragon prize!