In this journal, I pseudonymously confide in the community my deep thoughts.
Two months into the Dragon Reborn saga, I am now going to taste the Dragon Blood. Dragon Fire has broken down a lot behind the scenes, and for a considerable amount of time it did affect me on the outside, too. No—it affects me even now. Withdrawn from most of the world now, I have become internally focused to an extent I have not seen in nearly a decade. It rivals the era predating social media. Funny, since the start of using social media was what inspired me to look deep into myself and figure out what’s wrong with me.
This time, it’s different. Unlike the earlier pre-social-media era when most of my days were spent playing video games, now I am focused on the betterment of myself. I am focused on removing all that has held me back from attaining greatness. I have come to see this time during the pandemic as the time to make a massive transformation and shock everyone once I’m back. To do that, I must face the Dragon Blood.
In doing so I seek the support of the community. As stated above, I’ve become very inwardly drawn. This very journal is a move to break out of that, to seek advice from you all here. As much as I’m enjoying the current level of solitude, there is more to be gained with the right community. So here I am. Given what Dragon Blood is about to touch, it may be challenging for me to share what is to arise…but I’ll try.
- There are many things I have written down for Dragon Blood to tackle. Right now, I’ll share just a few things.
- Remove absolutely any sense of having a “trauma” from the past regarding my personal identity—whatever still remains, let it go.
- Heal my relationship with my parents.
- Fix my sleep once and for all. Despite all the stuff I’ve done over the past years, it’s still a problem for me to fall asleep fast and get consistent quality sleep without the aid of a supplement.
With what I have seen and experienced, completing Dragon Fire is just the end of the beginning.
— SubliminalUser, a DragonHood member