I decided this morning to run Index Gate solo for a while. At least several cycles . I’m incredibly curious how being minimalistic with what I’m running will have on results. That and since my main goal is to become a programmer why add things that would or could potentially slow things down , be potentially overwhelming, or both?
I make things unnecessarily difficult for myself when it doesn’t need to be. As someone who craves simplicity, being minimalistic , and eventually better organized , I generally from experience find that I’m far better keeping things infinitely more manageable.
It helps keep anxiety and burnout at bay. If that makes sense?
To me Hero Origins is very context specific, it has martial arts scripting haha
It was clearly made with a specific purpose in mind, a niche outcome - the virtuous fighter, for lack of a better term
Meanwhile Emperor is the closest thing to a kitchen-sink title there is, in my opinion, and it gets you feeling competent and capable in all areas of life. From social skills to career to women to internal self development.
That was my experience with it, at the very least.
I had been wondering whether I should post it but I’ve decided to do so since that result is extraordinary even though it’s related to a certain peculiarity.
Just one day before I finished my two month cycle on Phoenix I had a dream where I performed exorcisms on myself (sic!). It was a vivid dream. My body was anointed with some balms and covered with bruises during the exorcisms. What’s most peculiar, I exorcised the devil himself out of myself. Perhaps, the devil I described when I got recon on Genesis here:
I’ve been a different man since that dream (it was two days ago). There is the ancient schism in me no more. That primordial dissonance in my psyche that used to wreak havoc in my very depths. It feels as if I had finally found the missing puzzle in the jigsaw of my recovery from something that resembles schizoid personality disorder. I don’t claim I suffered from it and got miraculously healed but it very much seems so.
I feel, think and act with full psychological integrity now. I’m still a bit stranger to myself but I absolutely love the new me. I also see my inner motions and my psychological landscape much better. I finished my cycle on Phoenix only yesterday, and as we know, the sub keeps affecting you even well beyond one month after its last “application”. Let’s see what the future brings.
You mention your Shadow a lot. Maybe this is an allegory
Either way I am incredibly happy for you
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On an unrelated note looking at the code that makes up my ability to quote you I just unintentionally taught myself how to do something I wasn’t aware of. For that I thank you
Sanguine returns Wednesday, Feb. 21. It’s a bold reimagining from the mind of @Fire, one of the calmest and unshakable people I know. When deciding which products to work on, it was obvious that he should be the one, primarily because I too want to benefit from the lessons he’s discovered in remaining relaxed.
And make no mistake, he has taken on the art of relaxation as a craft, meaning he literally studies relaxation and the mind as a science.
