Tested another loop yesterday
Caveat: this might be interacting with my stack to contribute to some of these effects but these tests were RM as the first sub of the sub with a day rest in between.
This sub masters the line between creative potential of chaos and the order structure of execution, strategy, and multi-faceted discipline incredibly well.
Further updates
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There is an insane burst of creativity -it’s like pure chaos tempered with logic and execution. I’ve never experienced anything like it. It’s like this sense of molding the world with my hands, or like my vision can be made real and a stamp on the world.
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There is Emperor X 5+ confidence for assertion and self expression and Emperor x5 + push and drive to make things happen both things that need to get done, things that are important accumulatively or with compound effects, and things that matter and making them happen, creating them now.
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I experience increasing further sense of freedom in my thinking, what’s possible and how I can do things. I can’t believe how solid I thought things were, even stuff like the layout of my room, or how I relate to people.
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Strong, strong sense of bringing creations to reality-like fantasy with making it real.
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There is a confidence in my identity and what I can offer and a push to make it happen on this.
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I’m having this sudden leaps in synthesizing interests
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The level of confidence on this is Khan Stage 4 like-I feel ZERO fear around anyone
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I’m sharing way more and expressing what I want-some recon around over-talking at one point but this mellowed out. People seem extremely drawn into what I say and deeply interested. I get the sense I could revolutionize the world on this. Stark tests had me have a sense I could create something massively impact-full -but there is a confidence and self belief on this that is next level. Perhaps faith unyielding model.
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A surprising Emperor like effect-of my standards for myself and the work I do/put out, to be raised much higher-not just in the results I produce but in my choice of what I put effort into
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Definitely feeling more deeply, both exuberance of life but also -this could be recon- anxiety and darkness- I felt a container around it that after a certain point.
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I cannot sit still on this, even if I am daydreaming, I’m getting something else done. This is stronger-anti procrastination for me than any other Ultima or sub (before I crash though). There is a drive here but also a pull/flow or inspired movement towards doing things.
There is something very unique about this sub and I will continue to report when I notice or discern new things, I am taking a week off though starting today .
I’m not sure how I want to integrate it into my stack when I resume
I will say though:
Even though this sub feels smoother during the run-I crash HARD about 6 hours after, and the recon sense when I crash is very strong. Not a direct correlation to running this sub because I’ve been in a crazy, barely getting a minute to myself, time period with what’s going on in my life. But it does feel this sub is very, very strong.
I’m very excited for subs to get this tech upgrade, and also hope/wonder if Ultimas can get an option/upgrade version of this tech because it is more instantaneous to me than Ultima, let alone with the smaller script, and that would be a solution to Ultima booster effect without Ultrasonic.
but I’ve seen you post quite a bit about your stack being heavy and saw that you have 9 subs over three customs, that’s definitely heavy. When I saw that I thought wtf? (I didn’t realise they were customs aha).
kicking me in the 
on a semi-daily basis.
