Yogic Journey ~ The Art of Being Whole ♥️ 🦋

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To add:

I’ve been playing more music on the keyboard and imagining various ways I can share my voice with the world. I’ve been having flashbacks from my childhood where I was drawn to communication arts & science. I used to film myself with a camcorder in the 90s. I recorded myself singing and talking about various subjects. I loved to create commercials, media and tv shows. I learned and performed various artists material.

I was raised a Jehovah’s Witness with a father who didn’t support my worldly desires.

I almost went to university for communication studies in my early 20’s but plans changed with the arrival of my first born in 2010.

I truly believe you don’t need a degree to succeed in this field and there will be many opportunities ahead for me.

Grateful for this community.

I’m chatty today!

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Washed out from a short listening cycle.

Wasn’t working out for me the way I had expected.

Time for a change…

Symmetry — Helen of Troy (HoT) & Genesis for 21 days…

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Main Disc. Thread - Genesis ZP

While listening today for the first time I felt this sensation of heat moving through my body. I feel much more laid back right now with my 13 year old. Light hearted humour too. Where I would typically yell at him when randomly smashing the drums, I found myself being tamed by an inner voice & decided to lay on the floor in reverse savasana and breathed instead. The inner goofball is also re-emerging. Watch out world.

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Just got on my knees and fed my bf cake… I’ve never done that before

He said, “that was nice of you to do that!”

Alrighty then.

I feel stoned but I didn’t smoke anything.

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“Ideas are impressed on the subconscious through the medium of feeling. No idea can be impressed on the subconscious until it is felt, but once felt – be it good, bad or indifferent – it must be expressed. Feeling is the one and only medium through which ideas are conveyed to the subconscious. Therefore, the man who does not control his feeling may easily impress the subconscious with undesirable states. By control of feeling is not meant restraint or suppression of your feeling, but rather the disciplining of self to imagine and entertain only such feeling as contributes to your happiness. Control of your feeling is all important to a full and happy life.”

Neville Goddard, Feeling is the Secret

# These subs help make this task much easier for me!

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Main Disc. Thread - Genesis ZP

I just wanted to share how grateful I feel to be here in this community where genuine helpful advice and feedback is given. Today is my 2nd listening day of this title. Feeling the warmth moving through my body again. Feeling like everything really is going to be alright. I don’t have to hide myself from the world to heal all my crap from the past almost 36 years of my life. I’ve done more than enough healing. Why go searching for more crap. Oh right, to delay, avoid or detour from the desir…

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I feel more confident with the idea of an OnlyFans profile with my bf. Very specific things where my face or tattoos won’t be exposed for privacy reasons.

That idea floated around in my mind for years.

Sounds like something fun that won’t feel like work.

Creative way to make money.

I was brushing my teeth the night of listening to this stack for the first time, suddenly asking my bf if he would do certain things with me on OF. He is totally game!

Wow

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I feel sad for some reason.

Wonder what’s going on?!

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I feel much better today.

Felt a headache coming on with slight hunger this morning. I’m used to intermittent fasting for over 2 years now.

I don’t usually eat my first meal under after noon sometime.

The headache passed really quickly though.

I’ve noticed I am peeing more like I did with LBFH. I feel some healing going on around fear.

I did listen to LBFH once last week though.

The bladder is linked to the emotion of fear, willpower and security. This relates to the lower 3 chakras as well. This is also connected with the element of water according to Chinese Medicine Theory. The yin aspect. The feminine. The moon .

Through nourishment of the yin qualities we begin with harmonizing and balancing the body & its relationship to nature.

I am studying this in my yoga teacher training.

I am feeling this today.

[Sub.Zero]

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I’ve noticed I am peeing more like I did with LBFH.

Yeah, I’m experiencing the same on Genesis. It’s related to the energy consumption required to power Genesis auras. Our metabolism has sped up to meet those energetic requirements.

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Day 5/21 ~ listening day. Genesis & HoM.

I wonder if people actually read my journal posts.

What the point and purpose really is.

My boyfriend started subs other day & has this perception of me disrespecting him and not appreciating him or providing his needs enough. That he provides so much for me and it’s not even. He is very wealthy and has been the main financial provider for me since leaving my career to build my business.

I don’t agree though and don’t feel it’s the truth. Maybe I am wrong here.

It’s almost like he’s using a projection, a sabotage, a way to avoid and be rejected from something amazing.

Like the wounded masculine coming out and I won’t entertain it.

I’ve done so much work on myself and feel frustrated by this.

Wonder why it’s happening.

[saint]

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I wonder if people actually read my journal posts.

I have been but I’m pretty careful about commenting in people’s journals. Been trying here and there when I think I can contribute in my own way, but I’m so inexperienced with subliminals that I try to keep all of my BS thoughts in my own journal and stfu otherwise

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I was reading your journal other day actually!

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I just had a good cry as I read over my card reading shared above.

Decided to erase and write some new words on my whiteboard.

I know that part of me feels guilty to enjoy life, have fun and feel joy because I have family members who dwell in suffering. A mom who one upped me. Who made everything about herself. She didn’t know how to support me or truly be proud of me. I was someone she resented for my achievements and success because she didn’t even finish high school, had a failed marriage to my father and ended up with MS on disability.

I don’t feel good even saying this as I want the best for her and everyone in this world.

I am worthy of great things regardless of her stuff.

[Fractal_Explorer]

@7empest

My boyfriend started subs other day & has this perception of me disrespecting him and not appreciating him or providing his needs enough. That he provides so much for me and it’s not even. He is very wealthy and has been the main financial provider for me since leaving my career to build my business.

I don’t agree though and don’t feel it’s the truth. Maybe I am wrong here.

It’s almost like he’s using a projection, a sabotage, a way to avoid and be rejected from something amazing.

You said he’s running Rebirth right?

Just my viewpoint on what it could potentially be. That one gets heavy. I think you’re right it’s projection. He might be intertwined with his past now and noticing patterns that cause him harm. That sounds like a transactional belief system, like “If I do x y and z I will receive this thing in return”. He’s got a whole paradigm being turned on its head right now and in a way it’s violating his sense of safety with what it means for close relationships. Ask him where he thinks this is coming from, it sounds like a past hurt coming up.

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Yes!

Rebirth and Limit Destroyer.

Definitely sounds like a transactional belief system.

Curious what it means for his sense of safety in a close relationship.

I’ll explore this further.

He gets defensive when I try to talk about things of this nature.

Maybe I need a better way of communicating.

[Fractal_Explorer]

@7empest

He gets defensive when I try to talk about things of this nature.

Maybe I need a better way of communicating.

That’s a really tough one. It sounds like you’re already an open communicator. A very fine line between understanding people more vs having them walk on top of you. This definitely sounds more like he needs to meet you there rather than you reaching out more.

Maybe if things continue to be rough for him add the original Sanguine to the stack in place of Limit Destroyer?

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Love Bomb has been added. 5 minute loop. 🫶🏼

[Palpatine]

Good girl.

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Made me think of this:

Kneel.