Ok, I know I said I’d post my concept of The Wanted Emperor next, but I have to get this new thing that happened with a ridiculously hot young woman down before I change my mind.
So I decided to listen to another loop of Wanted (after listening to a loop of Emperor) before taking a walk down to the store to pick up some groceries.
I had the idea to field test this combo in the wilds of my small neighborhood to see what was what, and if the effects were something I could notice right away.
Well, long story short: yes. I noticed. They were obvious. But the effects weren’t what I thought they would be.
First of all, I felt invincible. Like nothing in the world could throw me off my game mentally, emotionally, or physically.
I already have a decent amount of self-confidence, but this was like taking a shot of 3 parts James Bond swagger, 1 part No-BS-taking King Leonidas, and a healthy float of animal magnetism.
Second, I felt taller (yea, it sounds as weird as it felt) and I had a moment with myself in the bathroom mirror – it was like unconditional self-love – where even though my nose is peeling and my neck is red from my trip up the mountain, I noticed and felt completely perfect (and damn good looking) the way I am.
So that was interesting and cool to experience, but here is where the magic happened with that hot, young woman…
On my way back from the store (where I got looks from women, but it seemed like they were more intimidated than enamored), I randomly decided to go into Starbucks to test it a little more.
Nothing notable happened except more of the same: decent amount of looks but no one woman seemed comfortable with my return eye contact.
Except for when I walked out of the Starbucks.
There she was. Standing across the street at the light. Radiating pure, unadulterated sex appeal. Completely comfortable with how she filled out her tight tank top and jeans.
We made strong eye contact as I rounded the corner of Starbucks that lasted all of three-to-four seconds, and even though all my base animal instincts wanted to keep my eyes locked onto hers…
…I broke eye contact and continued down my side of the street and away from her like nothing happened. (This has to be the nonchalance of Wanted.)
But what happened next blew my damn mind.
I was almost to the end of the block, already having left her behind (mentally as well as physically) on the opposite side of the street, when she appeared next to me on my left, power walked passed me and swayed her well-proportioned hips right across my line of travel to the opposite side of me.
To say I was in disbelief would be an understatement.
I don’t walk too fast, but I also don’t walk slowly either. She had to have double-timed her little legs to catch up to and pass me like that before I reached the end of the block – she couldn’t have been much taller than 5 feet.
So there we were at the corner waiting for the light to turn for what was probably 7 seconds, but felt like 700 while my mind tried to comprehend what the hell was happening.
I looked over at her and could sense her sense me…
…and I choked.
The light turned. A beat passed. Then she stepped down into the intersection and slowly began to speed away.
She passed a guy on the phone at the other end of the intersection and I watched him literally lose his mind and become incapable of speech mid-sentence…she was that kind of fire.
Not the happy ending I would prefer, but there is a silver lining.
This experience revealed a lot about this combo of Wanted + Emperor within a short span of exposure.
It. Is. Powerful.
I’ll have to experiment with softening my gaze – I can already be a little intimidating – so this combo might’ve put it over the top.
It also revealed a limiting belief I haven’t addressed before now: that a hot, younger female would consider me too old and therefore creepy for hitting on her.
I’m not that old plus I don’t look my age, but I did just hit a milestone, so it’s messed with me a little bit.
No. It was just a moment of losing the moment and letting self-doubt enter in. Not believing what I was experiencing was perfectly meant for me.
Yet, all it took was that small sliver of doubt to make me hesitate and miss an opportunity to let whatever magic that could’ve happened happen. I could literally feel the internal gridlock between my desire to talk to her to see where it led and that limiting belief holding me back. But, it won’t happen again.
Regardless of the outcome today, I consider this test and combo a win…I got a taste of the power of these subs, some real feedback from the outside environment, and became aware of and removed a limiting story from my brain.
Not bad for a first day. And I’m excited for the possibilities these subs will help me unlock.
Next posts will cover target outcomes I have for this combo.