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Week 3 from 1 April to 7 April

• new week , new opportunities for growth expansion and love , let’s proceed …

• smth strange happened to me , I have that automatic thought I will succeed recured in my mind around 5 times then a question aroused within my mind and recured repeatedly " what’s your sign /evidence that you will succeed ?! " I don’t know what to answer but the feeling of assurance confidence in my body was the only answer available .

any one who declares their right is given it. You literally need to say: I declare my right. I return my power. I acquire the power of all my previous incarnations.
Words, however, are not enough. Words are so often empty talk. There is one subtle detail here. For your words to be heard, you have to use that archaic rudiment of which you are already aware: the plait.
Make your declaration using the plait just as you did when you were composing your own reality and Power will hear you. Do this, whenever you feel it is necessary. From the book tufti the priestess

• did a lot of cleaning and organising files . Didn’t do That much since 2 month’s ago . And I am planning my next business steps .

• today instead of eog st1 inserted stark with rich.

• I feel so much energy although it’s 3am but I am energetic . Part of that maybe that I rested well this day after busy week .

• my mode of visualisation : I am able visualise well if I am talkative in the scene . This will help me to build the scene well in my mind .

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D15 rich EOG st1 1/4
D16 Ascension chamber 2/4
D17 rich EOG st1 3/4
D18
D19 rich stark 5/4
D20
D21 rich EOG st1 7/4

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Week 4 from 8 April to 15 /April

• the start of this week also is the start of the washout period… I don’t feel good in particular I am not satisfied with different life aspects .

• tried scenario writing … but I was in low mood . Didn’t work out well .

• I have a deep focused long rebirthing practice .

• passion needs to be rejuvenated .

• I was in continuous praying in the past 4 days for a solution to particular proplem …

• is drinking coffee aleivates recon.. I didn’t drink coffee from around 4 days . Every now and then I restrain myself from drinking coffee . Today I found it hard and recon was as hell … so I have my coffee and here I am . Writing in the forum and imagining beautiful scenarios in my mind .

• telepathy I know I have a connection with a woman on my radar as a potential wife . Meeting her was a syncronicity that emperor HOM helped in it . That’s why I am not interested to play HOM because it will push me to take the initiative toward this women . And I feel I am not ready . Although I wish that I am ready to be with her and get to know her more .

• find myself listening to a lot of tarot reading on YouTube lately … I love the storyline aspects of tarot reading .

• there was a change in my voice in the past two days . I don’t know how to describe it but it was powerful …(related to stark I guess let’s see that in stark thread)

• when night comes and when I am in a certain places with definitive vibe … My mind goes on automatic positive thoughts while feeling it on my body for example … I am awesome and I know that … I am powerful beyond measure , I feel power within me
  … I feel power building up within me … I have an infinite reservoir of power… I am awessssome .I love that feeling of power …

• the anxiety for the coming meeting disappeared … I know that everything will go well …

• that pain I feel I release it and melt it within my Power That is building up … it disappeared I did this around 5 times as i was sitting … lets see when ever this pain happens I will say the same thing … Let the pain I feel melt in my own power

• as I was driving back home , I found myself looking at these properties , villas ,3 star motels & caffes and restaurants nearly everything my eyes fall on and I ask " what it feels like to own this and that ?! Sometimes I feel tingling and sometimes I just keep asking the question unstoppable , And other question also keep arising " what it looks like to own That ?! This answer comes as me imagining the paper that proof of me owning these things available in my home office … I think this is EOG St 1 …

• my business thinking and focus is scattered. Because my loneliness challenge … I need to solve it asap because this is hindering me a lot …

• astrology in my natal chart Pluto is in second house with scorpion . The key area of the second house are possessions and assets … and Scorpion known about secrets … a lot of my friends don’t know everything about the properties owned by the family if one knows one property he doesn’t know about the others … And I don’t like to talk about it … Even with Governmental authorities like what I wrote here but calling it rebellious personality maybe scorpion traits in the second house with Pluto
  Continuing the discussion from Expand beyond measure:

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The singer said smth revealing he said there is nothing I fear from I pay my taxes , not a business man who needs to be out of lights but deep down I don’t believe the government deserve by any way or form to look at what I own f*** them . This is my rebellious personality where it shows best . Let’s see where this goes .

The house of Pluto and it’s aspects are more important. It’s house shows where you seek power … And here we are with direct quotes from my past journal

Continuing the discussion from Expand beyond measure:

@sid

I equate power with money abundance of it and physical vitality

Hey @Malkuth & @AlexanderGraves , what’s your opinion about the Pluto second house with scorpion

• two high energy encounters while sleeping 1)one entity and my body felt immovable but the vibe looked like my brother vibe loving and caring , the other one is 2) out of body experience and I was moving in high speed to different places known and unknown

• I will put my mind and beliefs in a tough experience which is thinking about all the things I own . Why tough because I learned from a young age that when you say I own or I have smth you make it smaller little and disappear from your life . But as I read that quote from quantum warrior I decided to think deeply and througly at every thing I already own especially wealth and money related . Because I don’t have that negative belief when I think about my abundance of health and friends I can easily Focus on that .

[Malkuth]

@sid

Hey @Malkuth & @AlexSQ , what’s your opinion about the Pluto second house with scorpion

I’m slowly making my way to explore and understand the Outer Planets (Uranus, Neptune, and Pluto). These planets move more slowly, and so they are held in common by much larger groups of people. They are less personal.

Pluto in Scorpio for example. Everyone born within a 12 year period has Pluto in Scorpio; though the particular House placements for those individuals will still be different depending on the time of birth.

Pluto is about power, and the sense of cosmic significance (and, relatedly, insignificance). The Cosmic, Grand Scale of things. But again, it’s about how an entire generation relates to, perceives, and experiences power. Not just you personally.

So the people born in your generation will have a tendency to experience POWER in terms of the deep, instinctual, human realities. The powerful, secret, underlying truths.

And you, in particular, will find that this way of relating to power seems to really impact how you establish Substantial, Material, Tangible Presence, Value, and Self-Esteem in your life (the domain of life activites that is comprised by the 2nd House).

Scorpio is the Sorcerer, the Psychoanalyst, the Therapist, The Detective/Investigator, The Sexologist. The one who faces the secrets and truths that ‘polite’ people will try to ignore or hide under the rug. There’s a courageous brazenness to Scorpio. “Let’s just dig it up and face it.” And this will be how you relate to both power and Value.

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@Malkuth

have a tendency to experience POWER in terms of the deep, instinctual, human realities. The powerful, secret, underlying truths

I didn’t understand that fully if possible please give an example .

@Malkuth

And you, in particular, will find that this way of relating to power seems

What is that way relating to power

For example QL will help me become powerful more than Khan or emperor , because it focuses on learning underlining truths .

Another example Inner circle and power can corrupt will help be to be or feel more powerful than godlike masculinity for example because iC and PCC Focus more on human realities .

Will that mean that survival instinct will increase my feeling of invincibility better and directly than Khan . Because I relate to power in terms of " deep instinctual"

It means if I want to enhance the realities of the second house where possessions and assets and financial situation I use subs like and related to power indirectly like I mentioned above and not Focus solely on eog and rich am I getting it right … thats actually my way of thinking because I see a lot of rich people and they focus mostly on values rather than money itself . Or like law if attraction literature focus on the goal it self and the money will come to support you .

[Malkuth]

I think you may be looking at it backwards. Your own judgment, experiences, and self-awareness come first, and then you use astrology to gain clarity or to open up additional insights.

So let’s start from this:

How do you define power? Who do you feel is powerful and why? And when you think of being powerful yourself, what do you imagine that might look like?

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I am totally new to astrology and Natal chart analysis all I know and focused on before is the sun sign . And when I read about Pluto and found It’s related to power

I shared what I wrote before because I was astonished

@sid

I equate power with money abundance of it and physical vitality

That’s why I looking it backward

@Malkuth

How do you define power?

The ability to be independent in making your own decisions without outer influence or being obliged to do smth you don’t want .

@Malkuth

Who do you feel is powerful and why?

Basic power is any one who can use and focus his mind toward what he wants and goes for it .

Any one who is capable of being in highest physical vitality is so powerfullllll

@Malkuth

And when you think of being powerful yourself

After long walk I feel the most powerful , after doing my breathing sessions and my body feels tingling and full of vitality I feel powerful .

When I am able to benefit and help another no Matter how that help looks like I feel powerful

@Malkuth

what do you imagine that might look like?

Large circle of influencers (not social media influencer) of society who are working on every layer of society governmtal employees , business owners , etc . Who I can contact and achieve smth with and through them .

Is to be able to satisfy all my needs . Without lag

[Malkuth]

Well, maybe I am the one who is backwards.

So you equate power with money and with physical vitality. Also with societal influence on every layer of society.

My questions need to be a little clearer.

Let’s try this one:

What do you think is very IMPORTANT in life. And who are some of the most important people you can think of?

What are some thinks that make you feel that a person or a situation is very important and meaningful?

[sid]

Important questions I need to think about them carefully

@Malkuth

What do you think is very IMPORTANT in life

Reputation …

I was going to answer health but I found that I am carless and not discipline about my health . But I am always careful about my reputation and not put myself in subsecting situations . Also I am restraining from everything that affect my reputation either in business practice or my personal life .

@Malkuth

And who are some of the most important people you can think of

I don’t know in particular … but people who are always available and can answer my calls without delay

@Malkuth

What are some thinks that make you feel that a person or a situation is very important and meaningful?

If it affects the health of the people (very important)
If it have a long term effect (meaningful)

[Malkuth]

Based on your responses, it does not look like you are fixated or stuck with regard to issues of power. You have a relatively natural and relaxed sense of what power and importance mean in your life; and that sense seems to be more or less based on and aligned with what you are trying to do and build in your life. You don’t seem to be bothered about power right now.

So this may not be a time where you see the Pluto in Scorpio in the 2nd House effects in a very crystal-clear or extreme way. This does not seem to be a time in which you need to do anything particuarly pressing or urgent about this area.

On the other hand, it can always be valuable to reflect on what these symbols might mean for you in your life.

Here are some reflections from the great Steven Forrest. These are screen grabs from my heavily highlighted copy of his book, The Inner Sky.

If you want to learn more about Pluto, I’d recommend him as one very solid source.

Firstly, the general picture of Pluto:

Secondly, here’s a paragraph that captures the essence of Pluto:

As with all things astrological, cultivate wisdom, balance, and discernment, and these ‘astrological’ forces will tend to take care of themselves; even if you don’t study them.

This is similar to how if you exercise, eat well, live well, and get enough sleep, most of the time your blood and internal organs will benefit and function well, even if you don’t specifically study them or think about them.

[sid]

Week 5 from 16 April to 22 /April

• brain wash your self into success … A thought is happening to me and I know how to do that .

• busy week and sales started rolling again powerfully . It was held a bit . Due to some celebration in the country and people Focus There buying power to other things .

• as I write the above the word " buying power " made me think that when people made purchase they are using the power they have . Power loves power . I just think loudly in this cycle I use Emperor and eog St 3 .

• big sale happened today . Eog St 3 manifested around 4 opportunities of sales one of them with big amount . And beautiful review about the business . When I compare to rich I found that the number of opportunities are higher on eog St 3 . Let’s keep noticing that .

• was down in certain times this day … I still need and looking for huge number of sales … To take my life to a next step … but with this pace I think I am 5 months to another radical change in my life .
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• Vadim Zealand technique positive slides using it . It’s awesome .

• this is important and I think it’s related to emperor , I am excited or looking forward to see the numbers of my business and I am excited to the process of accounting because it shows me the situation daily . Not just this I am looking forward to more sales more work . (This doesn’t happen with stark ) with stark I usually (can see my numbers and what is the sales situation by the end of the month procrastinating the accounting work I am responsible for )

• there is increase in risk taking ( I will not say how I discovered and noticed that because will cause unnecessary chaos )

• with the current numbers I think that in this month we can surpass the past month numbers and have another high . Will be awesome this happens .

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This post will be an archive for all dreams in the journey

Dreams in the journey

15 - first time I dreamt with fast cars and being on yacht and having my family sitting on what seems to be rich restaurant near the sea . I was carefree . 23/4

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Week 6 from 23 April to 30 /April

• let’s hope to have more sales in that week . I was thinking to share my real numbers in the past 6 months and take the community opinion on the best way to triple these numbers .

• yesterday and today we’re very hard regarding relationship aspect . My attachment to this women is unbearable . I should tell her about my feelings toward her and not be on the fence.

• ahh what the fu**** is this syncronicity . Awesome . I live near the beach and hotels . I have that dream to be in the entertainment industry disco , animation team and such things . Today I found a one looking for a partner for an established animation team and have deals with hotels and discos . First discussion was awesome . We will soon have a face to face meeting were we discuss everything in great detail…

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I will share an eye opening post soon it’s all related to numbers . Rich and eog St 3 fans stay tuned … It takes me time to write it because I will share my real business numbers and it’s relationship to the stacks I played …

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Hey guys let’s have some fun there is one who I wished he was here in the forum to see the results he was asking about concrete results from rich and eog … As I said before my journey was rich is above 1 year and half and results with it included a lot of episodes of crying crying and I still cry if you want to see about you will find it in expand beyond measure thread … So here we are the real business numbers from 9 months ago till May …
I share this because I want to have the perspective of everyone about my stack where I think of listening to rich and eog sta 3 only …

Let’s start with the basics … This is a new brand in the town never opened before and they didn’t have tv adv like other brands that operate over 15 years in the town … It’s considered a luxurious item … Not every day use …

Opportunity manifeted through HOM and rich … So the following subs are the operation time listening

Sept : was half month only because we started operation in the second half . My stack was stark , mogul and rich … Stark was helpful in people loving me especially employers and other businesses owners near me and having good impression …

October : 14 rich and 3 HOm 1 stark and 2 lovebomv … if we compared the results of October and Feb were I played 14 rich and eog St 1 5 times we found increase in the numbers …

Nov : from this month we increased the marketing budget .

March and April number increase because of opening the second branch .

May numbers because we are still in the first 10 days on the month so no worry

So what do you think of the following … Rich EOG st 3 and 1 will increase sales … What are the other things you notice that I may didn’t see . If continued that stack for 1 year what do you think the results look like …

And can I achieve these predictions with the mentioned stack (eog st1 rich EOG st3

[sid]

LBFH is awesssssssssome keep injecting it on your stack and cycles … More about my experience later …

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There is that inner feelings / knowingness . That the coming months will be highly profitable for me in terms of money … I know this

Success after sucess and I am creating a f*** beautiful future for my family, step after step and I am paving the road toward a successful family empire . I am changing the self image of every family member the small fam and large one that we are able to build and operate and sustain big business that influence and affect our community …

• thats my purpose of doing business I am showing my family that we are able to become smth more smth magnificent . That we can shape and create our reality. I am making every one of them proud . That’s my purpose… I am not only a cycle breaker I am also a starter for creating a different more beautiful story that family coming generation will till with amzment and aww …

[sid]

I heared an advice that said to achieve your full potential the life that meant for you … Find smth sweet and follow it till you die even if it will make you die … This advice touched me because it came from a professional body builder and people asked him why you take hormonal substance although you know it will affect you negatively … While following your excitement , the song and music that you only can hear . You are on your way to mastery

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Today I crafted a good deal with it I will enter service industry or (business without stock ) … we are in the process of preparing the papers of This company … It was working from 7 months ago and I bought half of the company from one of the partners … and we are entering the season of this industry in our town starting from June .

Business after business , deal after deal and I am creating in reality the image in my mind of what a successful business man looks like.

This is the image in my mind

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and its getting me closer to what defines a business man for me , a man who is the recognised agent for different products and services and these business are successful in terms of cashflow , while having a big successful relationships with people in different positions of power . Let’s proceed

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May numbers because we are still in the first 10 days on the month so no worry

1 week before end of May and we exceeded our numbers of last month awesome progress …

By the way I said it before … eog St 3 is power house manifestation more than rich …

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D1 6 rom rich
D2 7
D3 8 Ascension chamber
D4 9 love bomb ecstasy of gold st 3 emperor 3 minutes
D5 10
D6 11 love bomb rich Rom 3 minutes
D7 12
D8 13 rich EOG st 3
D9 14 Ascension chamber
D10 15 lBFH rom
D11 16
D12 17 lBFH rich
D13 18
D14 19 lBFH EOG st 3
D15 20-5 Ascension chamber
D16. 21-5 EOG st 3 *2 lBFH
D17
D18 23/5 EOG st 3 2 lBFH
D19
D20 25/5 Genesis zp v22
D21
26-27-28-29 washout period

3 rich 7 eog St 3 (rom 3 , 8 lBFH , stark , Genesis zp 2) total 24 loops