I’m here imagining how my first loop of my QTKS sub is going to go.
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I feel like I should give my mind a little break before starting the QTKS sub.
Here we go. This is a journal entry with a topic I’ve been meaning to write for sometime. It’s what came to mind after I read about @bombayduck’s thoughts when he was going through recon. I waited to write this not only due to laziness but also because I’ve been enjoying the way things have gone in my personal life over the past few weeks.
You see, about two weeks ago now I remarked that the door’s been shut on a certain pathway. It’s true that I’ve not looked back on it with any regret since then. That’s just the way life goes, sometimes. My friend told me that I’m now relieved from the issue, and I’d come to see in the following days just how right he’d be.
I entered a new sense of inner peace. That peace came about because I realized that I’d no longer be considering anyone from that community, which simplifies the set of actions I’ll be taking as long as I live in this area. In reflecting on that fact earlier today I recognized that this sense of peace is very similar to what I had after late October last year, when I had my big moment of realization about placing attention away from problems so as to not perpetuate them. Similarly, I’ve had great peace in not thinking very much about the state of my dating/romance life. Even though it’s been a bit more than a year since I move out of my parents’ place and I’m not in a relationship yet, I don’t see that as necessarily a bad thing. I’ve changed in other ways during the meantime and I rest in the knowing that things are going to work out.
Especially now that there’s a sub that clearly targets all the things I’m looking for—that sub being Wanted Black. And especially now that there’s QTKS. I’m still waiting for my QTKS sub which features WB + IC in it, but I know it’s going to work very well because it has my own voice in it. I know my mind can sometimes be very stubborn when dealing with suggestions from other people. For me to now listen to my own voice about how I am living the character that is WB and receiving all of the related great manifestations will surely massively accelerate progress. I’ll run that sub, go out there and see what happens.
In the last two weeks, I’ve mostly been chilling at home after work. A few meetups here and there, and I did see WB working its magic in some cases though not quite as dramatically as it did for some others. The next two weeks are going to have a bit more hustle, however, because my friends and I need to finalize our schedule for our next trip. That trip, which is going to be later this month, will be the most important one this entire year because I’m using it to determine whether I’d like to move to that city (which is on the other side of the country).
That’s very significant because I’ve grown up in my current area my entire life and never lived outside of it. Not for school, not for work, anything. If I were to move out of here I’d now be far away from my family, many friends, and most of what I’m familiar with—though I recognize that’s not as bad as it sounds. I’m very fortunate and grateful to have the opportunity to keep my job were I to move, because the company I work at has an office in that other city that I can transfer to.
Anyway, I still need to focus on work. I’ll admit, the personal focus and challenges I had did cause me to take a hit on my work productivity and focus. It’s now at the point where I am likely going to run a new sub for work. Thankfully, SC has a specific title that is perfect for my job. I want to stack it with my QTKS custom so I can get the QTKS boost for that title! Though I may just start running it tomorrow if the QTKS custom doesn’t come by then.
Threads summarized:
- New inner peace. I just want a good life with many fun adventures.
- Waiting for QTKS Custom, to start on new stack featuring QTKS and career-oriented subliminal.
- Finalizing next trip’s plans within these upcoming two weeks.
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Ran my career title today, amazed at how little recon I got on it. Certainly, it’s the right subliminal to run for work productivity. Think I’ll keep it around for a bit. And I’m thinking up of a custom based around it for the far-future (when we have a ZPv3 QTKS build).
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Still waiting for my custom.
Today, I have some signs of fatigue so I’m planning to sleep early. The career sub worked well, so I’m turning up the runtime of it tomorrow. Let’s see how it fares while WFH.
My QTKS Custom has arrived.
Truly Wanted
It’s time we go all in.
- Wanted Black Core
- Inner Circle Core
- Transcendental Connection
- The Spotlight
- Sexual Manifestation
- Charisma & Flirting Automatic Mentor Improver
- Subconscious Flow
- Long Range Seduction
- Power Talk
- Dragon Tongue
- Sacred Words
- Wisdom Personified
- King’s Radiance
- Direct Influencing Aura
- Anvil of Hephaestus
- SPS: Fat Burn
- Inner Voice
- Void of Creation
- Auric Overdriver
- Carpe Diem Ascended
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Today:
- Career sub (7 min)
- (Gap due to workday and not receiving sub yet)
- Truly Wanted, a QTKS Custom (3 min) — see above for module list.
The career sub worked wonderfully, I had little recon from it. My brain sure seemed very active, and I focused on my work throughout the day. This is what I expected, to have little recon. Thanks to the sub featuring the latest technology and it aligning with who I am (me being a senior in my industry), it’s working well. It’s getting me back to being the hard worker I have been for so long, especially as I strived to climb through the ranks all those years.
Anyway, so what about Truly Wanted? It arrived earlier today and I held off on running it until after the workday to minimize the risk of disruption to productivity. I ran it for 3 minutes.
I experienced recon with WB at 3 minutes, with Truly Wanted I experienced little to none. In the hangout I did with a friend afterward, I ended up finally getting on one of the online apps again. I already got a few likes from other people. There was someone who matched with my friend, but my friend wasn’t interested so he sent me her profile. I liked her, then later she liked me! Interesting stuff.
Here are some situations where I’ll be curious as to what Truly Wanted helps with:
- My social media posts (be it for my business or for my personal one). Am I going to get more followers, more engagement?
- Online app profiles (I already see signs that it’s working here)
- Work interactions. Interestingly enough I got some feedback today from my manager about being more social. I didn’t expect to use Truly Wanted in a work environment, but perhaps if I ran it before my career sub, it could make for an interesting synergy (not to mention, the career sub would now benefit from the QTKS boost).
- Overall conversation
- The events of this weekend. There are friends of friends I’m meeting on Saturday (as well as an event after-party) and a house party on Sunday.
I truly want to put myself out there.
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are you stacking it with anything?
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Rest Day.
Pretty good day at work today, I can tell that the elements of my custom are coming more into existence. It shows in the way I carry myself as well as how I talk to other people. There’s a sense of confidence that’s rapidly unfolding, too.
Tomorrow is my next run of the custom, and this time it will be a back to back run of Truly Wanted + Career Sub (a main store title). I’m curious how:
- The QTKS custom will boost the career sub, if at all. How will my work productivity be tomorrow?
- My next social media post will be received.
Listened:
- Truly Wanted (5 min)
- Career Sub (5 min)
I tested a longer runtime for TW and ran both subs back to back to see how I’d respond. Surprisingly, very little recon. I did have a desire for more sweet drinks during the day, though.
I was both personable and productive at work today. Productive, I know, given my focus on a certain challenge over multiple hours, and I successfully solved that challenge at the end of the day. I was happy with myself given that it was a Friday and I know myself to typically not be so productive at work on this day, even when working from the office.
As to the personable part…I felt more open to express myself, especially with non-work discussion. Felt natural to do so in those moments. Also, one coworker became very willing to help me out with a certain challenge I was having in research on a problem. I was stuck on finding a certain piece of information for nearly the entire day (it didn’t help that I got sidetracked by the challenge I talked about in the previous paragraph) and in the latter half of the workday I simply went up to them and asked them about what I was looking for. Lo and behold they found it in 10 seconds for me, then sent it over! Thus I got to both complete the other challenge (that I was going to have to do whether I worked on this research first) and get this major research win.
Oh also, I got on the apps 5 minutes after writing this and the first three people I selected matched with me 
I gotta tell ya, this is cool stuff!
Rest Day.
I was mostly outdoors with some friends, and it was a very lax, slow-paced day. I wasn’t one to talk much, especially as the driver of the group. However, I did enjoy it! It was different from the usual rhythm. I ended my outdoors adventures with a movie. One of my female friends did ask me whether I was traveling right now and ended it with a “
” emoji which I thought was funny. Definitely unprecedented stuff. Meanwhile, I continue using the app that I got on a few days back (the same one that my friend motivated me to set up). Some more activity on there, which is nice to see.
What I’m here to talk about today, however, isn’t much about the specific events of today as it has to do with what I’ll be doing moving forward that’s related to Truly Wanted. In the past few weeks several weeks, I had an era of inner peace (see this entry on it) which followed the conclusion of a certain thread. I became peaceful in knowing the general direction I’d have to move towards, all the while being guided by my QTKS sub (which I had not received then) which I was certain would work for me, since it uses my voice.
I still remain in knowing that the sub works for me. However, since the start of TW, thoughts of that previous pathway (and the last specific person involved) did come up again, subtly so. However, I don’t positively receive such thoughts now, because I think that pathway is just an imagined distraction. I recall what my close friend had told me—he said that for me to progress in dating I should get better at certain things. “But at the same time,” he said, “don’t do it just to get her. I know what you’re thinking. 'Do {A, B, C} and then get her. Don’t do that.” I still stand by the logical conclusions he and I came to which led to the closing of the thread; I’d reopen it only if by some chance she reached out with clear interest.
However, I have to admit my mind did consider it again because of what TW could offer me. With modules such as Wanted Black, Long Range Seduction, Direct Influencing Aura…I did think about the hypothetical scenario of what if I ran into her in real life in the future. Could I manifest that? How would she receive me while I have become Truly Wanted ( 
)? Maybe there’s some fun to be had in the best-case scenario, but I don’t think that’s a good idea. In the changes I am to go through due to TW, I’d rather be doing that with people outside communities close to me. (Not to mention, I’m currently not interested in jumping into a long-term relationship, especially with me considering a move out of the area. I’ll know for sure after the next trip whether I’d want to do such a move.) Honestly speaking, I’ve shut the door on this, but I’ve not locked it—yet, if the door opens again it won’t be because I tried to (at least based on my current understanding).
That was a lot of meandering. Essentially, what I’m getting at is that even as I develop with TW I’m still going to focus on dating people who are outside of that community, through a combination of dating apps and people I meet organically. I’m also being a bit more lenient on myself right now with dating apps, considering that I’m open to meeting more friends through such apps. That much is shown by how wide my filters are currently. An aside: I need to more diligently study that helpful resource I have for mastering online dating…
Coming up: tomorrow’s run will be Truly Wanted + AsCh. Can it manifest more opportunities for me? Will it make my development of being the Truly Wanted man even faster? I’m excited to see what it brings!
Side note on career sub
I was thinking about how that sub has creativity, cognitive and flow scripting in it. I think it’s benefitting me beyond the stated career-specific purpose! That makes me appreciate the sub more.
It seems that QTKS eliminated most recon from my entire stack.
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On day one?
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Yep! Since the first day
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I will follow your journal as I am curious how faster manifestation come in a QTKS and if it boosts regular subs.
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I feel it’s only a matter of time with this QTKS before I get what I’m looking for. This sub is integrating nicely.
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It’s my first full day back after my recent trip. I’ll say it was a very fun and memorable trip.
- Truly Wanted (3 min)
- Career Sub (5 min)
- Revelation of Dreams (30s)
I’ve got to say, this stack gets me wired quickly. I was focused hard on getting stuff done at work today, all the way into the evening. However, because I hadn’t eaten lunch my mind got so active to the point where I just had to eat. I ate a meal so large it gave me a strong food coma that felt reminiscent of a hangover. Yet once that food coma subsided I continued working.
Today I ordered several workout supplements because I intend to get back to lifting 6x/week soon. I want to work with Truly Wanted and achieve massive gains!
I know what you mean, when im hungry and fall asleep i dream of eating food and as soon as i wake up im ordering or cooking the same food i dreamed about or i feel drained
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Rest day.
Here we are, a solid 1.5 weeks since I’m back in the area. Work has kept me busy during the weekdays—since I was gone so long I had a lot to catch up on. Not to mention, there are some critical deadlines coming up. Thankfully, my subliminal stack has helped me be quite productive—sometimes a bit much for my own, given the work hours I’ve had as of late! I’ve got to relax. It’s why I intentionally kept last weekend light, and this weekend initially wasn’t going to have much until my friends and family started coming up with some ideas. So I went to a movie today and I have a few events tomorrow.
Over the past week and a half, that trip’s city has been in the back of my mind as I compared it to where I live. You see, one of the reasons that trip was important was because I wanted to see whether I’d like to live in that city. I had a very positive impression from my trip, although there are of course some tradeoffs. The weather’s not as great over there and living there would be quite expensive. However, my job has an office there and I could meet more people. It’s a place that’s known to be good for social mobility and also for dating (something which has been tough to come by over here, even with my subs). Amazingly enough, I’ve come to terms with the idea to saying bye to everyone here (it’s the region I’ve been in my entire life) were I to move out. In some big ways, I’ve framed it as a positive! Anyway, even if I want to move out of this area it will not be until sometime next year. There’s just too much else going on for now. There’s no need for me to figure out here a definitive yes/no answer; even my roommate, who had a positive view of the city at the end of the trip, has had more conflicting thoughts in the time since we’ve gotten back.
That’s OK, neither of us needs to figure it out by the end of today. We’ll let this, along with our experiences in our area, tell us closer to decision time what to do. However, I am very confident that when it’s time, I’ll make the right decision for myself.
Alright, so what am I to do here? My current stack is just as I mentioned in my run listed 9 days ago:
- Truly Wanted (QTKS Custom, 3 min)
- Career Sub (5 min)
- I’ll reveal this soon enough, when I make my custom thread asking you all for feedback on a custom design centered around this title!
- Revelation of Dreams (30s)
Tomorrow’s the AsCh day so I’ll be running TW + RoD + AsCh, likely with some specially tuned durations to emphasize TW.
More than subs, though, I’ve been thinking about what I can do to be better. Particularly, what can I do to be more interesting of a human being? To be more relatable, to be one who can connect better to others? In addressing this issue I feel I have underutilized manifestation (at least as of late). I recognize that my lists have become very sparse since early August. Oddly enough, it felt very natural to do this; It has been three years since I discovered Neville Goddard-style manifestation. (Readers can find the journal Man for Himself where I wrote about that). However, I want to get back into it to especially manifest changes in myself. This is what I now write this journal for—to deliberate over what kinds of things I want, as they can translate into manifestations.
I know what my high-level objectives are, and that’s reflected in the subs I’ve chosen. Let’s hone in on Truly Wanted, because when I think about how I want to be better I think mostly from the perspective of what’d help me from a romantic and (even) social sense.
What do I know? I mean in terms of facts and cultural knowledge. Things I can talk about with other people. Common topics of discussion. I think about this a lot especially when people bring up a certain sports team or perhaps some festival/concert/etc (so I suppose having more experiences is part of it). It makes me think, I should start watching that sport, going to concerts/etc so I can have more to talk about with others. At this current point in time I am not opposed to such things, but I wouldn’t say I have the natural inclination towards such (otherwise I wouldn’t be here writing this). One way I acted out something like this was by getting Spotify Premium so I start listening to more music, and discover the latest songs. The motivation there really is to foster more social connections. A similar line of thinking makes me think about watching more shows, reading the news (a slippery slope, that one), and other stuff that simply makes me more ‘relatable’ so to speak. It’s why I put in the module Wisdom Personified in my custom.
Through Wisdom Personified you’ll utilize all the knowledge and experience you have, including the ones you forgot you had, while being guided to rapidly develop and find new ones.
Don’t get me wrong, I’ve connected with plenty of folks over aspects of the human experience and some other deep stuff, but not everyone is going to be open to that level hence me asking for me to change like this! I also want to be part of more conversations, even if it’s just at a lighter level.
Game. There’s the online game and the in-person skills, too. I have access to a pretty good resource for online game but I simply have not utilized it enough alongside a (not-fully-developed) habit of using the online pathway. Additionally, I need to put myself out there more for the in-person skills. But like I hinted at above, it’s a bit challenging due to the idiosyncracies of my area. It’s why even though I know of in-person bootcamps that could teach such things, I would be hesitant to do them while I’m here. Still, I do want to go to many events and have fun talking to others while letting Truly Wanted shine through. But I don’t give myself much pressure on this right now. Pressure isn’t the right thing to give myself, anyways. I look to have the intrinsic motivation and energy to go out there. I need to be consistent in both my study of game and also application/practice of it. Currently how to get to that point is unclear to me.
What’s interesting is that although Truly Wanted has very little recon, it also does not have such overt results so far. That’s QTKS working in both ways, as QTKS purports to provide highly naturalized results. However there are some very particular things I’m looking for from my custom and I haven’t experienced them yet…to be fair, today marks just one month since I got the custom, and the standard listening was disrupted during my trip.
Listened:
- Truly Wanted (3 min)
- Revelation of Dreams (30s)
- Ascension Chamber (7 min)
No duration adjustments as you can see. Just did not include my career sub since that’s not needed for the weekend and I sought more focus on Truly Wanted.
Today was a good day. Slept in and got plenty of rest (RoD + a sleep supplement helping here), a good workout in and then a day of events and hangouts. I got to have more conversations about my recent trip, which got me to continue thinking more about a potential move. More on one significant factor after the section break I added below.
perhaps some festival/concert/etc — Me, yesterday’s entry
One tie in to what I wrote about yesterday occurred today, because many people I had invited to for one of my events today weren’t able to attend because they were instead at the concert nearby. It surprised us, seeing how many people were interested in that artist. Once I heard how cheap the tickets were at the time my friends purchased them, though, I wish my friends had told me about the event. Although I do not currently have much of an existing interest in that artist, I would have been willing to go to have that experience and also say that I went to one of their concerts, that I went to that stadium for an event. It could be worth discussing. And as superficial as it may seem, how else might I drum up my own interest in such things, especially things that my friends or connections may like? Am I to go through every single top artist?
I already have enough idiosyncracies and unique qualities of my own, so I do not worry about losing my individuality in the face of following my friends and others here. Rather I see it as a way to build more social cohesion.
Jokingly I told my friends, “thanks for the invite” today after they got out of the concert. One of them told me that there’s more concerts coming up so they’ll let me know about those. I do hope they do so! I’d like to explore these things and have more common experiences.
One of the biggest perceived issues in a potential move-out has been in the idea I’d say bye to everyone in this area, this area which I grew up in my entire life. However it is not so bad when I recognize that although there are a lot of people in the area I know (or know of), in a practical sense most of them don’t mean much. After my family and my top friends there’s a sharp dropoff in the value added (if you will…) by everyone else.
- There’s also some subsets I’m better off not interacting with. I’d fine saying bye to everyone in that certain ethnic community, for example!
- A lot of friends just aren’t in the social mindset. Nothing like the friends I met up with over in the city I traveled to, for example.
- I didn’t quite develop close-friend ties with my coworkers over here (for a few reasons—I do recall journaling about that last year), so not much to miss there.
- I can’t even say I’m saying bye to dating opportunities among the familiars here. This year I truly did cross off every single person I know whom I would have considered in that context.
There’s a friend of mine whom I have in mind right now as I type this. They live in this part of the country, though many hours away by car. They inspire me a lot to seek out adventure and new experiences, even if it means moving away from the familiar.