Listened:
- WB (3 mins)
Damn you recon. I need to write again.
Recon just sucks.
Listened:
- Wanted Black (2 min)
- Ascension Chamber (3 min 30 sec)
This is my first time running AsCh without the entire duration.
Crazy that WB is the only sub in my stack right now and I still get recon. Guess I have to keep shortening the duration. It’s seriously messed up the flow of things recently.
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Have your tried these?
Enhanced Results Matrix:
- One almond vanilla chocolate bar + Gatorade zero blueberry flavour (A huge boost of energy. The energy feels essentially like strong pre workout. Not to be taking at night).
- 15g of MCT Oil (Bulletproof) + 100g of blueberries
- 1 scoop of Greens Supplement
- 5 minutes of red light therapy per day.
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Listened:
- Wanted Black (1 min).
No day-disrupting recon this time. Work at home was respectively productive given my workload. Looks like my listening time per day has to be pretty low. Also recognize I’ve dropped every other sub besides this one, because I feel it is by far the most important sub I want to integrate into myself right now.
Let’s see to it that I journal more often. There’s a lot more that can come out of it. Anyways, onto life updates…
The thread involving the individual I mentioned above came to a sudden end. It ended because after chatting with a close friend who’s in the same community (and so has a lot of context) I realized that I’d been willfully ignoring the signs of low interest from her, and not considering certain risks that can come from what I was trying to do. There are also certain (unfortunate) missteps that were made in the process. I know for a fact that my feelings had driven me as far as it did in my actions, and in the process of the conversation it was plainly laid out that the basis for those feelings was…not much. So what happened after the chat with my friend?
I went to bed later that night with the intention to shut the door on this story, and…move on. That’s it. Despite my longstanding interest and despite my plans earlier about continuing the conversation this week, I’m not going to be doing anything about it. There’s nothing to be done. Even though I can detail events going back years…the whole story here has abruptly ended here.
That messed with me for a few hours, because good stories don’t end like that. However, we’re talking about real life here, and real life is much dirtier and things don’t play out as smoothly and cohesively as well-written stories do. Even a good real life may not necessarily make for a good story. Being able to come to terms with that and accept that as something as part of my life in that moment (and something that can happen moving forward) was a lesson in of itself.
I woke up the next day (yesterday) thinking much less of her. I had to that day, because I had to help out another friend who was struggling with his own feelings as part of a breakup that recently occurred. Though I will say, in the idle moments during my drives to and from his area I did feel an uncomfortable feeling in my solar plexus. I may have been uncomfortable coming up against the limits of what I can do with my will in this physical reality.
While the understanding truly set in that it’s just not meant to be, I couldn’t help but think “Well, that’s just unfortunate.”
Now you are relieved. — A longtime friend.
The door’s been shut, and I now march forward. I’ve thought little of her today, which is good—my mind’s holding up well. I’ve focused on what I should do next. I’ve solidly closed the door on considering anyone in that specific community, now. Most others from there aren’t my type, and I don’t think the in-community risks are worth it. And even when considering the entire set of people I know, there’s nobody I know of that I’d consider dating. So that pushes me towards a few pathways.
- Organic: go out there, go to more events and continue meeting more people.
- Online dating.
Let’s focus on the latter pathway which I’ve been holding off on for a bit. I’ve not been on the apps for a little while but it’s time to get back on. I worried at one point about who I might become by using the apps, but now I’ve simply accepted the notion that this is what I’m being pushed towards. Maybe I am supposed to undergo the related experiences. Using the apps IS going to be fruitful thanks to the combination of the following:
- The awesome photos I got as a result of the shoot I did a few months ago.
- The resource I have on how to do well on the apps (certainly worked for a friend of mine).
- Wanted Black, which is working on my overall personality and self to maximize attractiveness.
- This will become even better once I make a QTKS version of it. That version will absolutely be focused on maximizing my results and rate of change into the WB character.
The main thing now is that I just have to do it. Spend the time going through the resource, set up my profiles and use the apps daily, don’t overexpose myself on WB, meet as many people as I can. There’s no person in real life I have to consider now. I envision that I’m going to be focusing on short-term experiences first. Honestly I want to have a lot of fun through the apps.
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Additionally, because of the end of the thread with that person, I don’t have much here that would hold me back from moving out of my area. I have the flexibility to change my job office location, and I don’t foresee the people I meet through the apps being such that I’d want to stick around here (long-distance is a hard no for me, as well). My best friend is willing to move with me to the city I have in mind. I am truly looking forward to the trip I’m doing with my friends next month because it’s at the city that I’m most interested in moving to. I’ve never been there before, so please wish me well that I enjoy the city!
So freaking glad that I’ve got the powerful tools of SC available at my disposal. Character change has been a challenge but I hope that challenge resolves much faster with the current technology. Now what I need next is that QTKS link to get my voice-embedded subliminal.
My voice embedded subliminal will be based off of Wanted Black and IC, because I want to maximize the character and physical change of WB. I wonder if @Forum_Ambassadors or anyone else would be able to take a look at my custom plan one more time before I build it?
I feel I am at a sense of peace knowing that I’m going to get what I want. I just have to put in the time and effort.
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(wink wink @AnswerGroup 
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The Current Custom Plan
This custom hits all my favorite things, including:
- Being awesome with verbals (a blessing that WB includes verbal scripting)
- Physical shifting to lose fat, gain muscle
- Manifesting the right opportunities and attention.
| Module | Category | Notes |
|---|---|---|
| Wanted Black Core | Core | Seduce Reality! |
| Inner Circle Core | Core | Right people! |
| Transcendental Connection | Social/Romance | |
| The Spotlight | Social/Romance | Social Media attention for my online profiles! |
| Sexual Manifestation | Romance | Name says it all. |
| Instant Seducing Tactician | Romance | Quickly acquire info I need in relation to love interest when I meet them. (But this is likely now made redundant with WB) |
| Long Range Seduction | Romance | Confirmed that it’s not a main feature of WB |
| Power Talk | Skills | Verbals—ultimate module for complete verbal mastery (but seems to be as it relates to PCC stuff, rather than in general) |
| Dragon Tongue | Skills | Verbals-master wit, reframing situations into advantageous ones. If made redundant by Power Talk I’d love to see what else I can put here! |
| Sacred Words | Skills | Elevate my text game massively |
| Wisdom Personified | Skills | I added it because I want to have that knowledge, experience and good judgement which’ll allow me to connect better with other people (be that from pop culture, specific interests, music, etc). |
| Inner Voice | Healing/Booster | Change my entire mental landscape. |
| King’s Radiance | Aura | Powerful Aura to leave a lasting impression on others. I see it’s not strictly sexual per this support ticket response. The one aura module in this custom. |
| Direct Influencing Aura | Aura | Aura |
| Anvil of Hephaestus | Physical | Pure mass and muscle |
| SPS: Fat Burn | Physical | Sticking point in my physical change |
| Subconscious Flow | Booster (Social/Romance) | Flow state for all the actions |
| Void of Creation | Booster (Manifestation) | |
| Auric Overdriver | Booster (Aura) | |
| Carpe Diem Ascended | Booster (Action) | Incredible amounts of motivation, drive and ambition. |
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Tagging @RVconsultant, @Malkuth, @Lion & @AlexanderGraves to take a look,
P.s. I’m the worst at looking at customs/making them. I have to ask for help constantly so I don’t suggest asking me (I know you tagged Forum Ambassadors aha).
From my end however, looks like a good custom.
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What is your feedback about using Inner Circle?
Not much. I’d just like to see it amped up more. I think Inner Circle is currently a bit underpowered, to be honest. It could really benefit from a ZPv2 MAX upgrade.
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Oof, I think 3 mins of WB gave me recon. Let’s just say I’m not using my sexual energy the right way 
And the thing is, I keep recovering very quickly. So it’s just annoying to waste time that way!
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Great, and I was debating substituting Instant Seducing Tactician with the “Charisma & Flirting Automatic Mentor/Improver” module.
It’s a really good custom.
It’s been a while since I was first informed about the QTKS waitlist. But I’m still holding out. I think it’ll be a game-changer. I would like to shift my reality as fast as I possibly can. I suspect my mind is stubborn with regards to a few aspects of my personality, especially when it comes to those things that’d impact the romantic department. I do see changes occurring with WB (although not at the crazy rate I’ve read about for some users on this forum). Just the interactions I had with one of my female friends whom I hadn’t seen in years yesterday as well as the followup texts from her show that.
I’m blessed to be in a position where I have the money and the resources to move me forward here. I just need to do the work. But I keep getting distracted, mainly by planning for trips and seeing how I can make the best use of the rest of the summer.
On an unrelated note, the Revelation of Dreams title caught my eye. I was thinking about sleep again in light of the odd episode yesterday night when I couldn’t fall asleep for hours. I need good sleep in order to integrate the subs as well as the physical changes as fast and as efficiently as possible. Not to mention, there’s always been an interest in lucid dreaming. An interesting synergy could arise from having Revelation of Dreams in my stack since good sleep would improve my processing and lucid dreaming would let me explore my subconscious and potentially let me manifest even faster. With a whole slot in my stack now open, I could run RoD if I wanted to. That being said, lucid dreaming has remained an elusive art since the time I tried to get good at it more than four years ago.
There’s some things I want to write here inspired by my feelings of the past week and by what @bombayduck wrote in the WB thread, but I’m busy today!
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Gearing up for a new life on QTKS. Reviewing my custom plan one more time.
Rest Day
As far as the sub world is considered, I’m gearing up for QTKS. The soft launch (phase 2) just started today, so after I get back from work I’ll finalize my custom plan then make the order. I’ve got my credit card ready for this. Very thankful that I have the money to easily pull this off.
But how did I get to that financial prosperity? I was reminded today when a coworker’s friend and their son visited our work campus today. It was nice to chat with them and after a certain point it became a “career day” of sorts. We along with the visitors took up a meeting room and answered questions from the visitors regarding our careers. Not only that, the spotlight fell on me during a good portion of the discussion. That happened because the son was in high school and I was inquired about my stats from high school after the coworker mentioned that my stats back then were pretty crazy. It had been some time since I had to think about those stats (let alone the time or space to share them), so I enjoyed recounting them and seeing the looks of awe and receiving the compliments I got from that parent in the process.
Those stats reminded me that I put in a LOT of hard work and effort to get to where I am today. There were so many struggles I had in academia especially to get to my internships which led to the career I have to this present day. I’m at a stable point in my career, especially now that I’m at my desired level since last summer. Thanks again to CHOSEN—a subliminal which I (and it seems the rest of the SC forum) have thought very little about for sometime now—for helping me get that promotion. In the time since I’ve been at this level I’ve been doing a lot (or so I like to think) to try and address what else I want out of life. This journal has talked much about what I’ve done this year. There’s still much to be done given my present circumstances, but I digress.
I’m here to acknowledge that I’ve taken my career progression and current state for granted a bit too much. Yes, my current level is one that I’m allowed to stay at for a while. Perhaps the popular notion suggests that it’s even a level to chill at, or rest at. That was part of why I wanted to get to it—with the additional $ and no pressure to move up to the further levels after this one, I felt that by getting to this level I’d have more time and money to focus on addressing non-career stuff. It’s true, I do have more money (hence I can just drop $799 for QTKS), but as to time?
While I don’t have spend long hours at work like I was doing in the pursuit of career progression, I still have to work to maintain my current standing. I have to be smart about what I’m doing during the 9-5 period. I overlooked that and got a little too complacent for a bit this year. As recently as this past Friday I was engaged in a lot of personal stuff during the work hours (emboldened by the remote work environment). I do remember when for a while I was entertaining this idea of “even if I have to leave the company, I can find another job due to my status and what I’ll be able to put on my resume."
I do NOT want to think like that. I want to remain a respectable, smart and productive worker. I don’t have to go hard to the point where I shut off or don’t have time for other stuff. The specific job position I’m in still does confer a certain amount of responsibility on it, and it’s no small amount. After all, one can say I’m a senior in my respective field. So even if I’m not trying to get promoted again anytime soon, there’s still a fair amount of effort I need to put in because I want to keep my job and the awesome compensation that comes with it. The job position itself inherently asks that I be fairly productive. And that is something I’m willing to accept, because I do not want to downgrade my career at all.
I didn’t come this far only to come this far.
I recognize that although my current desires (basically around social/romance and adventure) seem orthogonal to my career, they are all in fact inextricably linked. My career and the success I have in it fuels a lot of the prosperity I have in my life. To list just a few things:
- Me being able to live on my own, away from my parents (and this includes the option to move across the country)
- Having the means to travel a lot
- Funding some of my interests which have gotten rather far
- A lifestyle where I don’t have to think much about budgeting
And of course, my career is giving me the money to do all I’d need to do when it comes to relationships. It’s the backbone. I know how I was when I was in the middle of my career grind. I shut out all these other concerns like “not doing many trips,” “not meeting many new people” and so on because of the career goals and the survival mentality I was in then. (The specific job I’m in has requirements on getting promoted within certain time frames at the lower levels).
If I had to go back to the career focus / survival mentality due to my own negligence I’d be pissed, especially in myself. Could I be so foolish to get to such a point? I don’t think so! I won’t even entertain that! So I’m asking myself to continue being disciplined in my career and to do well there. To truly remain in the understanding that continued career success goes hand in hand with all I want to do next. To meet/exceed the expectations of my job, while still providing myself the time, space and mental bandwidth to do everything else I want to do!
It is imperative I do all this.
A side note: I’m glad that WB (and Carpe Diem Ascended which I’m putting in the custom) has scripting which gives more motivation and drive, as opposed to Wanted which has generally given a more relaxed/laid back attitude when it comes to work.
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Made my orders for QTKS. Here’s to a new life.
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I’m here imagining how my first loop of my QTKS sub is going to go.
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I feel like I should give my mind a little break before starting the QTKS sub.