Gearing up for a new life on QTKS. Reviewing my custom plan one more time.
Rest Day
As far as the sub world is considered, I’m gearing up for QTKS. The soft launch (phase 2) just started today, so after I get back from work I’ll finalize my custom plan then make the order. I’ve got my credit card ready for this. Very thankful that I have the money to easily pull this off.
But how did I get to that financial prosperity? I was reminded today when a coworker’s friend and their son visited our work campus today. It was nice to chat with them and after a certain point it became a “career day” of sorts. We along with the visitors took up a meeting room and answered questions from the visitors regarding our careers. Not only that, the spotlight fell on me during a good portion of the discussion. That happened because the son was in high school and I was inquired about my stats from high school after the coworker mentioned that my stats back then were pretty crazy. It had been some time since I had to think about those stats (let alone the time or space to share them), so I enjoyed recounting them and seeing the looks of awe and receiving the compliments I got from that parent in the process.
Those stats reminded me that I put in a LOT of hard work and effort to get to where I am today. There were so many struggles I had in academia especially to get to my internships which led to the career I have to this present day. I’m at a stable point in my career, especially now that I’m at my desired level since last summer. Thanks again to CHOSEN—a subliminal which I (and it seems the rest of the SC forum) have thought very little about for sometime now—for helping me get that promotion. In the time since I’ve been at this level I’ve been doing a lot (or so I like to think) to try and address what else I want out of life. This journal has talked much about what I’ve done this year. There’s still much to be done given my present circumstances, but I digress.
I’m here to acknowledge that I’ve taken my career progression and current state for granted a bit too much. Yes, my current level is one that I’m allowed to stay at for a while. Perhaps the popular notion suggests that it’s even a level to chill at, or rest at. That was part of why I wanted to get to it—with the additional $ and no pressure to move up to the further levels after this one, I felt that by getting to this level I’d have more time and money to focus on addressing non-career stuff. It’s true, I do have more money (hence I can just drop $799 for QTKS), but as to time?
While I don’t have spend long hours at work like I was doing in the pursuit of career progression, I still have to work to maintain my current standing. I have to be smart about what I’m doing during the 9-5 period. I overlooked that and got a little too complacent for a bit this year. As recently as this past Friday I was engaged in a lot of personal stuff during the work hours (emboldened by the remote work environment). I do remember when for a while I was entertaining this idea of “even if I have to leave the company, I can find another job due to my status and what I’ll be able to put on my resume."
I do NOT want to think like that. I want to remain a respectable, smart and productive worker. I don’t have to go hard to the point where I shut off or don’t have time for other stuff. The specific job position I’m in still does confer a certain amount of responsibility on it, and it’s no small amount. After all, one can say I’m a senior in my respective field. So even if I’m not trying to get promoted again anytime soon, there’s still a fair amount of effort I need to put in because I want to keep my job and the awesome compensation that comes with it. The job position itself inherently asks that I be fairly productive. And that is something I’m willing to accept, because I do not want to downgrade my career at all.
I didn’t come this far only to come this far.
I recognize that although my current desires (basically around social/romance and adventure) seem orthogonal to my career, they are all in fact inextricably linked. My career and the success I have in it fuels a lot of the prosperity I have in my life. To list just a few things:
- Me being able to live on my own, away from my parents (and this includes the option to move across the country)
- Having the means to travel a lot
- Funding some of my interests which have gotten rather far
- A lifestyle where I don’t have to think much about budgeting
And of course, my career is giving me the money to do all I’d need to do when it comes to relationships. It’s the backbone. I know how I was when I was in the middle of my career grind. I shut out all these other concerns like “not doing many trips,” “not meeting many new people” and so on because of the career goals and the survival mentality I was in then. (The specific job I’m in has requirements on getting promoted within certain time frames at the lower levels).
If I had to go back to the career focus / survival mentality due to my own negligence I’d be pissed, especially in myself. Could I be so foolish to get to such a point? I don’t think so! I won’t even entertain that! So I’m asking myself to continue being disciplined in my career and to do well there. To truly remain in the understanding that continued career success goes hand in hand with all I want to do next. To meet/exceed the expectations of my job, while still providing myself the time, space and mental bandwidth to do everything else I want to do!
It is imperative I do all this.
A side note: I’m glad that WB (and Carpe Diem Ascended which I’m putting in the custom) has scripting which gives more motivation and drive, as opposed to Wanted which has generally given a more relaxed/laid back attitude when it comes to work.
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Made my orders for QTKS. Here’s to a new life.
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I’m here imagining how my first loop of my QTKS sub is going to go.
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I feel like I should give my mind a little break before starting the QTKS sub.
Here we go. This is a journal entry with a topic I’ve been meaning to write for sometime. It’s what came to mind after I read about @bombayduck’s thoughts when he was going through recon. I waited to write this not only due to laziness but also because I’ve been enjoying the way things have gone in my personal life over the past few weeks.
You see, about two weeks ago now I remarked that the door’s been shut on a certain pathway. It’s true that I’ve not looked back on it with any regret since then. That’s just the way life goes, sometimes. My friend told me that I’m now relieved from the issue, and I’d come to see in the following days just how right he’d be.
I entered a new sense of inner peace. That peace came about because I realized that I’d no longer be considering anyone from that community, which simplifies the set of actions I’ll be taking as long as I live in this area. In reflecting on that fact earlier today I recognized that this sense of peace is very similar to what I had after late October last year, when I had my big moment of realization about placing attention away from problems so as to not perpetuate them. Similarly, I’ve had great peace in not thinking very much about the state of my dating/romance life. Even though it’s been a bit more than a year since I move out of my parents’ place and I’m not in a relationship yet, I don’t see that as necessarily a bad thing. I’ve changed in other ways during the meantime and I rest in the knowing that things are going to work out.
Especially now that there’s a sub that clearly targets all the things I’m looking for—that sub being Wanted Black. And especially now that there’s QTKS. I’m still waiting for my QTKS sub which features WB + IC in it, but I know it’s going to work very well because it has my own voice in it. I know my mind can sometimes be very stubborn when dealing with suggestions from other people. For me to now listen to my own voice about how I am living the character that is WB and receiving all of the related great manifestations will surely massively accelerate progress. I’ll run that sub, go out there and see what happens.
In the last two weeks, I’ve mostly been chilling at home after work. A few meetups here and there, and I did see WB working its magic in some cases though not quite as dramatically as it did for some others. The next two weeks are going to have a bit more hustle, however, because my friends and I need to finalize our schedule for our next trip. That trip, which is going to be later this month, will be the most important one this entire year because I’m using it to determine whether I’d like to move to that city (which is on the other side of the country).
That’s very significant because I’ve grown up in my current area my entire life and never lived outside of it. Not for school, not for work, anything. If I were to move out of here I’d now be far away from my family, many friends, and most of what I’m familiar with—though I recognize that’s not as bad as it sounds. I’m very fortunate and grateful to have the opportunity to keep my job were I to move, because the company I work at has an office in that other city that I can transfer to.
Anyway, I still need to focus on work. I’ll admit, the personal focus and challenges I had did cause me to take a hit on my work productivity and focus. It’s now at the point where I am likely going to run a new sub for work. Thankfully, SC has a specific title that is perfect for my job. I want to stack it with my QTKS custom so I can get the QTKS boost for that title! Though I may just start running it tomorrow if the QTKS custom doesn’t come by then.
Threads summarized:
- New inner peace. I just want a good life with many fun adventures.
- Waiting for QTKS Custom, to start on new stack featuring QTKS and career-oriented subliminal.
- Finalizing next trip’s plans within these upcoming two weeks.
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Ran my career title today, amazed at how little recon I got on it. Certainly, it’s the right subliminal to run for work productivity. Think I’ll keep it around for a bit. And I’m thinking up of a custom based around it for the far-future (when we have a ZPv3 QTKS build).
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Still waiting for my custom.
Today, I have some signs of fatigue so I’m planning to sleep early. The career sub worked well, so I’m turning up the runtime of it tomorrow. Let’s see how it fares while WFH.
My QTKS Custom has arrived.
Truly Wanted
It’s time we go all in.
- Wanted Black Core
- Inner Circle Core
- Transcendental Connection
- The Spotlight
- Sexual Manifestation
- Charisma & Flirting Automatic Mentor Improver
- Subconscious Flow
- Long Range Seduction
- Power Talk
- Dragon Tongue
- Sacred Words
- Wisdom Personified
- King’s Radiance
- Direct Influencing Aura
- Anvil of Hephaestus
- SPS: Fat Burn
- Inner Voice
- Void of Creation
- Auric Overdriver
- Carpe Diem Ascended
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Today:
- Career sub (7 min)
- (Gap due to workday and not receiving sub yet)
- Truly Wanted, a QTKS Custom (3 min) — see above for module list.
The career sub worked wonderfully, I had little recon from it. My brain sure seemed very active, and I focused on my work throughout the day. This is what I expected, to have little recon. Thanks to the sub featuring the latest technology and it aligning with who I am (me being a senior in my industry), it’s working well. It’s getting me back to being the hard worker I have been for so long, especially as I strived to climb through the ranks all those years.
Anyway, so what about Truly Wanted? It arrived earlier today and I held off on running it until after the workday to minimize the risk of disruption to productivity. I ran it for 3 minutes.
I experienced recon with WB at 3 minutes, with Truly Wanted I experienced little to none. In the hangout I did with a friend afterward, I ended up finally getting on one of the online apps again. I already got a few likes from other people. There was someone who matched with my friend, but my friend wasn’t interested so he sent me her profile. I liked her, then later she liked me! Interesting stuff.
Here are some situations where I’ll be curious as to what Truly Wanted helps with:
- My social media posts (be it for my business or for my personal one). Am I going to get more followers, more engagement?
- Online app profiles (I already see signs that it’s working here)
- Work interactions. Interestingly enough I got some feedback today from my manager about being more social. I didn’t expect to use Truly Wanted in a work environment, but perhaps if I ran it before my career sub, it could make for an interesting synergy (not to mention, the career sub would now benefit from the QTKS boost).
- Overall conversation
- The events of this weekend. There are friends of friends I’m meeting on Saturday (as well as an event after-party) and a house party on Sunday.
I truly want to put myself out there.
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are you stacking it with anything?
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Rest Day.
Pretty good day at work today, I can tell that the elements of my custom are coming more into existence. It shows in the way I carry myself as well as how I talk to other people. There’s a sense of confidence that’s rapidly unfolding, too.
Tomorrow is my next run of the custom, and this time it will be a back to back run of Truly Wanted + Career Sub (a main store title). I’m curious how:
- The QTKS custom will boost the career sub, if at all. How will my work productivity be tomorrow?
- My next social media post will be received.
Listened:
- Truly Wanted (5 min)
- Career Sub (5 min)
I tested a longer runtime for TW and ran both subs back to back to see how I’d respond. Surprisingly, very little recon. I did have a desire for more sweet drinks during the day, though.
I was both personable and productive at work today. Productive, I know, given my focus on a certain challenge over multiple hours, and I successfully solved that challenge at the end of the day. I was happy with myself given that it was a Friday and I know myself to typically not be so productive at work on this day, even when working from the office.
As to the personable part…I felt more open to express myself, especially with non-work discussion. Felt natural to do so in those moments. Also, one coworker became very willing to help me out with a certain challenge I was having in research on a problem. I was stuck on finding a certain piece of information for nearly the entire day (it didn’t help that I got sidetracked by the challenge I talked about in the previous paragraph) and in the latter half of the workday I simply went up to them and asked them about what I was looking for. Lo and behold they found it in 10 seconds for me, then sent it over! Thus I got to both complete the other challenge (that I was going to have to do whether I worked on this research first) and get this major research win.
Oh also, I got on the apps 5 minutes after writing this and the first three people I selected matched with me 
I gotta tell ya, this is cool stuff!
Rest Day.
I was mostly outdoors with some friends, and it was a very lax, slow-paced day. I wasn’t one to talk much, especially as the driver of the group. However, I did enjoy it! It was different from the usual rhythm. I ended my outdoors adventures with a movie. One of my female friends did ask me whether I was traveling right now and ended it with a “
” emoji which I thought was funny. Definitely unprecedented stuff. Meanwhile, I continue using the app that I got on a few days back (the same one that my friend motivated me to set up). Some more activity on there, which is nice to see.
What I’m here to talk about today, however, isn’t much about the specific events of today as it has to do with what I’ll be doing moving forward that’s related to Truly Wanted. In the past few weeks several weeks, I had an era of inner peace (see this entry on it) which followed the conclusion of a certain thread. I became peaceful in knowing the general direction I’d have to move towards, all the while being guided by my QTKS sub (which I had not received then) which I was certain would work for me, since it uses my voice.
I still remain in knowing that the sub works for me. However, since the start of TW, thoughts of that previous pathway (and the last specific person involved) did come up again, subtly so. However, I don’t positively receive such thoughts now, because I think that pathway is just an imagined distraction. I recall what my close friend had told me—he said that for me to progress in dating I should get better at certain things. “But at the same time,” he said, “don’t do it just to get her. I know what you’re thinking. 'Do {A, B, C} and then get her. Don’t do that.” I still stand by the logical conclusions he and I came to which led to the closing of the thread; I’d reopen it only if by some chance she reached out with clear interest.
However, I have to admit my mind did consider it again because of what TW could offer me. With modules such as Wanted Black, Long Range Seduction, Direct Influencing Aura…I did think about the hypothetical scenario of what if I ran into her in real life in the future. Could I manifest that? How would she receive me while I have become Truly Wanted ( 
)? Maybe there’s some fun to be had in the best-case scenario, but I don’t think that’s a good idea. In the changes I am to go through due to TW, I’d rather be doing that with people outside communities close to me. (Not to mention, I’m currently not interested in jumping into a long-term relationship, especially with me considering a move out of the area. I’ll know for sure after the next trip whether I’d want to do such a move.) Honestly speaking, I’ve shut the door on this, but I’ve not locked it—yet, if the door opens again it won’t be because I tried to (at least based on my current understanding).
That was a lot of meandering. Essentially, what I’m getting at is that even as I develop with TW I’m still going to focus on dating people who are outside of that community, through a combination of dating apps and people I meet organically. I’m also being a bit more lenient on myself right now with dating apps, considering that I’m open to meeting more friends through such apps. That much is shown by how wide my filters are currently. An aside: I need to more diligently study that helpful resource I have for mastering online dating…
Coming up: tomorrow’s run will be Truly Wanted + AsCh. Can it manifest more opportunities for me? Will it make my development of being the Truly Wanted man even faster? I’m excited to see what it brings!
Side note on career sub
I was thinking about how that sub has creativity, cognitive and flow scripting in it. I think it’s benefitting me beyond the stated career-specific purpose! That makes me appreciate the sub more.
It seems that QTKS eliminated most recon from my entire stack.
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On day one?
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Yep! Since the first day
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I will follow your journal as I am curious how faster manifestation come in a QTKS and if it boosts regular subs.
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I feel it’s only a matter of time with this QTKS before I get what I’m looking for. This sub is integrating nicely.
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It’s my first full day back after my recent trip. I’ll say it was a very fun and memorable trip.
- Truly Wanted (3 min)
- Career Sub (5 min)
- Revelation of Dreams (30s)
I’ve got to say, this stack gets me wired quickly. I was focused hard on getting stuff done at work today, all the way into the evening. However, because I hadn’t eaten lunch my mind got so active to the point where I just had to eat. I ate a meal so large it gave me a strong food coma that felt reminiscent of a hangover. Yet once that food coma subsided I continued working.
Today I ordered several workout supplements because I intend to get back to lifting 6x/week soon. I want to work with Truly Wanted and achieve massive gains!