Decided I’d push the one shot run to Sunday, which is when I’m going for my July trip.
In other news, I’m very excited for QTKS and rebuilding MFO into v3 using it.
One shot starting now.
I ran DR ST4 + AsCh yesterday. Was planning to take a short break (~1 week) from subs.
Now I see WANTED Black has been released. Reading through it, I say it’s time to upgrade from WANTED to WANTED Black. That with MFO v3 (ft. QTKS) will make for one hell of a stack.
Due to the awesomeness I have seen from others’ Wanted Black results and the comprehensiveness of the program (based off of its description), moving forward I am dropping Khan from my stack.
Wanted Black really has everything I want in it. This part especially got me.
Wanted Black doesn’t stop at just your presence. It also significantly enhances your language and speech capabilities, transforming you into a verbal virtuoso. The influence of this transformative program empowers you to charm people with your words alone.
Stack Changes
| Before | After |
|---|---|
| Wanted | Wanted Black |
| MFO (v2) | MFO (v3) |
| Khan ST3 |
This is likely to be a highly stable long-term stack.
I’m planning to start with a solo run of WB to ramp up on handling its script and changes before throwing in MFO. Ideally, MFO is upgraded to v3 (QTKS) by the time it’s added.
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The Start of Wanted Black.
Let’s do some journaling once again. The good old practice I’ve not been consistent with for many months now. Unfortunately how that happened, while I did move away from being an overly introspective character (at least from the standpoint of how much time spent introspecting daily), I do wish I had kept up with journaling. Anyway, I digress.
Today was a special day because it was the first official day of WB (3 mins) and because of some events that occurred today. I saw WB working with people being a bit more open to me, me being more comfortable around others, and people being receptive to what I had to say. This extended to my coworkers, which was nice. A good workday, it sure was. Even though I ran WB, I had the drive to get stuff done at my job—much better than WANTED which made me too lax. That’s already a significant difference. I hope that keeps up, for if it does I will not have a problem running WB before work (as opposed to after work, which is what I was considering in light of the possibility that I may become lazy or too lax).
After work was also interesting, too. I had a special dinner for one of my friends before he moved out of the area. Here we had a lively conversation that got personal and also got me thinking. We sure talked about a lot of stuff, but this isn’t a journal whose objective is to recount everything—that’s written more for me to remember so I don’t go off on a tangent.
My friend thinks I could do well on dating apps with my photos. This much I know…especially because some of those photos were taken through the 'shoot I mentioned a few months back. However, the problem is I have been stopping myself from taking meaningful action on those apps. Now why is that? I wonder what is stopping me. It’s not very fun. I have the photos, I have the money, I have the time (I at best can say I have been busy with different stuff, but not so busy that it’d fully explain me not using the apps at all), I have access to the course that teaches me how to excel on the apps. I’m currently not on any of the apps, despite having the photos specifically for it, and a course specifically for it too. I feel as if there is something stopping me from using them.
- Someone, something…please push me towards being the person to take massive action on the apps and be successful there. Please get me to use those apps.
If there was anything stopping me right now, it’s the thread with that woman whom I mentioned above. It’s the woman with whom this happened:
I honestly do want to continue the thread with her, especially given my longstanding interest in her. I feel that if I move out of the area before trying this I would seriously regret it. And while I could in theory be on the apps and also try to talk to her, I feel that I want to get this. I want to get her. The “SP manifestation effort” I mentioned in that journal entry (which has really been ongoing prior to that entry) has shown me a lot of things—particularly really great imaginations and a point at which I had experienced such happiness in real life over experiencing the wish fulfilled.
I want to meet her. Out of all in the entire community, I’d like to be with her. And on a second look at what I know and what’s happened so far, there’s nothing that conclusively states that she’s not interested. So what I want to do next is reach out to her again, but this time I’ll be straightforward in asking for a meetup within that one message.
Truth be told, though…I wanted to charge up on Wanted Black first before meeting up with her. Maybe I’ll message her in the next few days, perhaps on the next day I run WB 
Amazingly, she got mentioned today, this time by my friend. And it’s unusual too because this is the first time my friend has ever mentioned her. Is this a synchronicity?
Bonus: we ordered some extra stuff that went over the original amount we were going for. However, our server covered that for us so we did not have to pay for it at all!
How’s that for a magical result? 
I can’t get my QTKS custom soon enough. I want the best possible stack.
Listened:
- WB (3 mins)
Damn you recon. I need to write again.
Recon just sucks.
Listened:
- Wanted Black (2 min)
- Ascension Chamber (3 min 30 sec)
This is my first time running AsCh without the entire duration.
Crazy that WB is the only sub in my stack right now and I still get recon. Guess I have to keep shortening the duration. It’s seriously messed up the flow of things recently.
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Have your tried these?
Enhanced Results Matrix:
- One almond vanilla chocolate bar + Gatorade zero blueberry flavour (A huge boost of energy. The energy feels essentially like strong pre workout. Not to be taking at night).
- 15g of MCT Oil (Bulletproof) + 100g of blueberries
- 1 scoop of Greens Supplement
- 5 minutes of red light therapy per day.
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Listened:
- Wanted Black (1 min).
No day-disrupting recon this time. Work at home was respectively productive given my workload. Looks like my listening time per day has to be pretty low. Also recognize I’ve dropped every other sub besides this one, because I feel it is by far the most important sub I want to integrate into myself right now.
Let’s see to it that I journal more often. There’s a lot more that can come out of it. Anyways, onto life updates…
The thread involving the individual I mentioned above came to a sudden end. It ended because after chatting with a close friend who’s in the same community (and so has a lot of context) I realized that I’d been willfully ignoring the signs of low interest from her, and not considering certain risks that can come from what I was trying to do. There are also certain (unfortunate) missteps that were made in the process. I know for a fact that my feelings had driven me as far as it did in my actions, and in the process of the conversation it was plainly laid out that the basis for those feelings was…not much. So what happened after the chat with my friend?
I went to bed later that night with the intention to shut the door on this story, and…move on. That’s it. Despite my longstanding interest and despite my plans earlier about continuing the conversation this week, I’m not going to be doing anything about it. There’s nothing to be done. Even though I can detail events going back years…the whole story here has abruptly ended here.
That messed with me for a few hours, because good stories don’t end like that. However, we’re talking about real life here, and real life is much dirtier and things don’t play out as smoothly and cohesively as well-written stories do. Even a good real life may not necessarily make for a good story. Being able to come to terms with that and accept that as something as part of my life in that moment (and something that can happen moving forward) was a lesson in of itself.
I woke up the next day (yesterday) thinking much less of her. I had to that day, because I had to help out another friend who was struggling with his own feelings as part of a breakup that recently occurred. Though I will say, in the idle moments during my drives to and from his area I did feel an uncomfortable feeling in my solar plexus. I may have been uncomfortable coming up against the limits of what I can do with my will in this physical reality.
While the understanding truly set in that it’s just not meant to be, I couldn’t help but think “Well, that’s just unfortunate.”
Now you are relieved. — A longtime friend.
The door’s been shut, and I now march forward. I’ve thought little of her today, which is good—my mind’s holding up well. I’ve focused on what I should do next. I’ve solidly closed the door on considering anyone in that specific community, now. Most others from there aren’t my type, and I don’t think the in-community risks are worth it. And even when considering the entire set of people I know, there’s nobody I know of that I’d consider dating. So that pushes me towards a few pathways.
- Organic: go out there, go to more events and continue meeting more people.
- Online dating.
Let’s focus on the latter pathway which I’ve been holding off on for a bit. I’ve not been on the apps for a little while but it’s time to get back on. I worried at one point about who I might become by using the apps, but now I’ve simply accepted the notion that this is what I’m being pushed towards. Maybe I am supposed to undergo the related experiences. Using the apps IS going to be fruitful thanks to the combination of the following:
- The awesome photos I got as a result of the shoot I did a few months ago.
- The resource I have on how to do well on the apps (certainly worked for a friend of mine).
- Wanted Black, which is working on my overall personality and self to maximize attractiveness.
- This will become even better once I make a QTKS version of it. That version will absolutely be focused on maximizing my results and rate of change into the WB character.
The main thing now is that I just have to do it. Spend the time going through the resource, set up my profiles and use the apps daily, don’t overexpose myself on WB, meet as many people as I can. There’s no person in real life I have to consider now. I envision that I’m going to be focusing on short-term experiences first. Honestly I want to have a lot of fun through the apps.
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Additionally, because of the end of the thread with that person, I don’t have much here that would hold me back from moving out of my area. I have the flexibility to change my job office location, and I don’t foresee the people I meet through the apps being such that I’d want to stick around here (long-distance is a hard no for me, as well). My best friend is willing to move with me to the city I have in mind. I am truly looking forward to the trip I’m doing with my friends next month because it’s at the city that I’m most interested in moving to. I’ve never been there before, so please wish me well that I enjoy the city!
So freaking glad that I’ve got the powerful tools of SC available at my disposal. Character change has been a challenge but I hope that challenge resolves much faster with the current technology. Now what I need next is that QTKS link to get my voice-embedded subliminal.
My voice embedded subliminal will be based off of Wanted Black and IC, because I want to maximize the character and physical change of WB. I wonder if @Forum_Ambassadors or anyone else would be able to take a look at my custom plan one more time before I build it?
I feel I am at a sense of peace knowing that I’m going to get what I want. I just have to put in the time and effort.
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(wink wink @AnswerGroup )
The Current Custom Plan
This custom hits all my favorite things, including:
- Being awesome with verbals (a blessing that WB includes verbal scripting)
- Physical shifting to lose fat, gain muscle
- Manifesting the right opportunities and attention.
| Module | Category | Notes |
|---|---|---|
| Wanted Black Core | Core | Seduce Reality! |
| Inner Circle Core | Core | Right people! |
| Transcendental Connection | Social/Romance | |
| The Spotlight | Social/Romance | Social Media attention for my online profiles! |
| Sexual Manifestation | Romance | Name says it all. |
| Instant Seducing Tactician | Romance | Quickly acquire info I need in relation to love interest when I meet them. (But this is likely now made redundant with WB) |
| Long Range Seduction | Romance | Confirmed that it’s not a main feature of WB |
| Power Talk | Skills | Verbals—ultimate module for complete verbal mastery (but seems to be as it relates to PCC stuff, rather than in general) |
| Dragon Tongue | Skills | Verbals-master wit, reframing situations into advantageous ones. If made redundant by Power Talk I’d love to see what else I can put here! |
| Sacred Words | Skills | Elevate my text game massively |
| Wisdom Personified | Skills | I added it because I want to have that knowledge, experience and good judgement which’ll allow me to connect better with other people (be that from pop culture, specific interests, music, etc). |
| Inner Voice | Healing/Booster | Change my entire mental landscape. |
| King’s Radiance | Aura | Powerful Aura to leave a lasting impression on others. I see it’s not strictly sexual per this support ticket response. The one aura module in this custom. |
| Direct Influencing Aura | Aura | Aura |
| Anvil of Hephaestus | Physical | Pure mass and muscle |
| SPS: Fat Burn | Physical | Sticking point in my physical change |
| Subconscious Flow | Booster (Social/Romance) | Flow state for all the actions |
| Void of Creation | Booster (Manifestation) | |
| Auric Overdriver | Booster (Aura) | |
| Carpe Diem Ascended | Booster (Action) | Incredible amounts of motivation, drive and ambition. |
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Tagging @RVconsultant, @Malkuth, @Lion & @AlexanderGraves to take a look,
P.s. I’m the worst at looking at customs/making them. I have to ask for help constantly so I don’t suggest asking me (I know you tagged Forum Ambassadors aha).
From my end however, looks like a good custom.
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What is your feedback about using Inner Circle?
Not much. I’d just like to see it amped up more. I think Inner Circle is currently a bit underpowered, to be honest. It could really benefit from a ZPv2 MAX upgrade.
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Oof, I think 3 mins of WB gave me recon. Let’s just say I’m not using my sexual energy the right way
And the thing is, I keep recovering very quickly. So it’s just annoying to waste time that way!
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Great, and I was debating substituting Instant Seducing Tactician with the “Charisma & Flirting Automatic Mentor/Improver” module.
It’s a really good custom.
It’s been a while since I was first informed about the QTKS waitlist. But I’m still holding out. I think it’ll be a game-changer. I would like to shift my reality as fast as I possibly can. I suspect my mind is stubborn with regards to a few aspects of my personality, especially when it comes to those things that’d impact the romantic department. I do see changes occurring with WB (although not at the crazy rate I’ve read about for some users on this forum). Just the interactions I had with one of my female friends whom I hadn’t seen in years yesterday as well as the followup texts from her show that.
I’m blessed to be in a position where I have the money and the resources to move me forward here. I just need to do the work. But I keep getting distracted, mainly by planning for trips and seeing how I can make the best use of the rest of the summer.
On an unrelated note, the Revelation of Dreams title caught my eye. I was thinking about sleep again in light of the odd episode yesterday night when I couldn’t fall asleep for hours. I need good sleep in order to integrate the subs as well as the physical changes as fast and as efficiently as possible. Not to mention, there’s always been an interest in lucid dreaming. An interesting synergy could arise from having Revelation of Dreams in my stack since good sleep would improve my processing and lucid dreaming would let me explore my subconscious and potentially let me manifest even faster. With a whole slot in my stack now open, I could run RoD if I wanted to. That being said, lucid dreaming has remained an elusive art since the time I tried to get good at it more than four years ago.
There’s some things I want to write here inspired by my feelings of the past week and by what @bombayduck wrote in the WB thread, but I’m busy today!
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