I wasn’t aware that we had one in our community.
Don’t feel bad. I ask myself all the time if I’m toxic , problematic, or unhealthy in any way. I would have given anything to feel this way thirty or fourty years ago. I could have avoided a lot of self inflicted headaches and difficulties not just for myself but a a vast majority of people I have known or interacted with. There are whole days I am surprised no one ever just beat my ass. I definitely deserved it often.
I think that’s oddly why I started embracing minimalism. I know it’s a weird analogy but I have felt that part of self control and maturing is understanding that just because you have the ability to do or have something doesn’t mean you should. For your own sanity that means having restraint. I think may have explained the same thing twice. Not being rude. I’m just really tired
I thought for a long time I wanted to do various hobbies such as impov comedy and jiu-jitsu. I have tried jiu-jitsu it’s not for me. I also have zero interest in putting in the effort. They both just sounded good in my head.
