I appreciate the break down, it seems more like we’re in a lab or magitek forge the way you put everything, plus the terminator thing ( I mean frfr who hasn’t watched it😂) but yeah I can see everyone’s point, I don’t think I’m afraid of change, I think I’m just annoyed that I’ve been for the last week or tryna self reflect the best I could when I had time and when my emotions or productivity wasn’t in the gutter to really nail what actions I need to take for certain things to happen, and what subs do I need to switch and sacrifice to get more acute results for what’s needed for the next month and a half, along with tryna not sacrifice too much of what I want( which tbh are just things I need but need slightly less at this very moment).
It seems like like every day I follow the same routine, I go to sleep late as hell, staying up till like 5-7 am, get up, sometimes I wake up early enough to not completely hate life, other times I’m already saying fuck it, then head into work which while the area I have isn’t hard as long as the people don’t fuck with me, it still reminds me of how management royally fucked me over especially the director. Then I have idea after idea about how to create billion dollar franchises, some I write down others I don’t but for the most are still in my head waiting for me to write them down, then I sit procrastinate hoping to figure out a way to properly eliminate the procrastination since it’s the main cause of my stunted growth along with lack of focus. Then I come back home repeating the process ( of course there’s a lot more, like the cookie girl, Magick ect, and everything has gotten better with subs, but not much, but I’m not bout to include everything cause I’m not gonna talk ya ear off brother)
Then goals, so many goals, mainly huge as fuck ones. Most I want keep to myself and manifest people, a personal army of people for that way I won’t go truly insane