Day 4 - Processing
The other day I mentioned flipping my priority from focusing on business and money for most of the day (read: stressing about it most of the day) to one that prioritizes forced blocks of disconnection from even thinking about business and money.
Well, something is shifting.
For example, I find that I’m able to relax more while not at my desk, which in turn is allowing my creative problem solving to improve (i.e. the parking spot situation above that turned into cash) in both work and non-work contexts, and I expect this to improve.
It’s also allowing more of me to shine through in interactions because of the reduced overall stress. Not that I don’t care as much about wealth and success anymore, in fact, just the opposite.
Now, I care so much about realizing my vision of success that I’m deliberately creating a new lifestyle to support it, and one that more closely mirrors the future I see for myself.
And with that said, a few pleasantly unexpected things happened today too…
- an upstairs neighbor (cute young woman), got all bright-eyed and a little chatty as we walked passed each other – where beforehand she’d pass with her head down, maybe giving a cursory glance – she stopped walking and gave me her full attention as I engaged her for a minute, giving me good energy. So, we’ll see if anything comes of that
- as I was running, this beautiful brunette walking her boxer gave me similar smiling eyes and a sexy smirk as we made eye-contact – she knew what she was working with – but I couldn’t stop, I was on a mission, plus I was too busy sucking wind to come up with something on the spot
- on that same run, a fit woman that was running up ahead of me about 30 feet (she passed me as I rounded a corner and I didn’t try too hard to pass her as I was just enjoying the run at that point
) – well she came to a full stop and assumed a straight-legged, bent over position until I passed her…I want to say she was looking at something but I have no f’ing clue
- she also gave me those bright smiling eyes and a big smile, mouthing “hi” as I passed her going back in the opposite direction
So naturally, I wondered, “Why is this happening now?”
And the answer is: I intended it to.
I won’t say the “it” that I intend, but it’s definitely an experiment in guiding the playboy scripting that Stark has in it (which seems to be blooming nicely).
And now that I’ve experienced a taste of it, the next thing on my mind is making moves in the moment instead of watching opportunities pass by saying “hi” – similar to how I feel towards business and money now.
I’m no longer of the mind that I have to focus solely on, and achieve, my definition of financial success before I can enjoy more romantic partners and enjoy Life overall for that matter. That was a limited mindset I fell into…
…and now, I feel like limits don’t suit me