It could, in fact be R E C O N C I L I A T I O N.
If you ran Heartsong and came to the realization that he wasn’t good for you, but later, began to question that notion, there could be a part of you that thinks you NEED him for some reason, even though you consciously realize that he’s not good for you. Sometimes, we stay in relationships (or pursue people) for the WRONG reason and it’s hard to let go of those things because we believe it defines us. If that’s the case, then it could be reconciliation. I’d consider waiting a bit and seeing if it passes (a few days) before making any judgment calls.