My mind seems to be continuously generating perspectives about Power. It just keeps happening.
And it’s making me think that the script of Dragon Reborn (or at least, my mind’s interpretation of the script) must have POWER as an important emphasis.
I sent in a support ticket last night since I felt desire to return to DR. Most likely, it was due to recon. I don’t feel confident using Stark primarily because of my direction and aim, which is to be more successful.
This creates discomfort since I have, and still am, pointing myself towards a healthier life. Stark isn’t anti-healthy. My heart just keeps going back to loving myself, respecting myself, and allowing myself to heal and feel what I need and want to.
I’m just drawn towards finding the inner peace I’ve been looking for for so long. I also realized I’ve been trying to hide this desire from myself since (I think) it’ll involve some pain and letting go. I’m seeing evidence of this in repetitious acts of not finishing things, both big and small.
I’ve just been afraid…of finishing this?? Yeah. Acceptance, letting go of family strings, all of it. It’s been my base, my identity, and I know no other.
I’m airing this, as it’s true for me. Is this normal? (what’s normal?)
This isn’t my journal. I’ve just lacked the courage to take this step. I equate it with a major loss.
l’m asking for help, yet am afraid of trusting others. A double-edged sword.
This is my listening day, and I’m listening to DR St1 now, almost finished.
Has your productivity suffered while you were on DR?
Not at all, I need to force myself to take breaks. I’ll be taking one or two weeks off, and working only a little since I don’t want my health to suffer from working like crazy. Mogul did it to me.
True.
Thanks to this post I’ve been binging Whose Line clips for the last 2 hours.
Listen to Dr st1 while sleeping and finally it reach where i was afraid and excited both times.
That time was darkest phase of my life…where i manipulate myself or some other power i don’t know
I saw dream which have water in room where i was on boat and my family call a priest to heal me
My family indeed spent too much money and time with my issues in the past
Now again I see priest in my dream which indicates Dr going into depth of my brain where i was most vulnerable
I deceived my self or i was just crazy i don’t know now… because facing that reality is going to crumble me…
I just thought that I will change if i become like that personality ( a movie character)
But i won’t become like that like a magic…i wanted to work on it…i was in my teen and I spoiled my career my life…and that good ol days
I just sit in my room all day watching movies pornography and what not
I wasted too many years of my life… I don’t know why i deceived my self…why i stuck in that zone that i will do this if i become like this…fuck me
I applaud you for the courage to delve deeply to heal and bring balance to yourself 
using a potent tool such DR st 1 .
This is connected deeply to your personal mission here on earth at this crucial time . Have compassion for your self I know it may be hard midst of healing experience. But I am certain you will get out stronger and balanced on Different level’s 
On a collective level : what you moved thru , many others experienced the same (wasting imp part of their life ) with different scenarios . And this will bring us to a topic only possible to be discussed on the subliminal club black .
I changed my mind and will change my stack.
One cycle Khan ST1 & Emperor are enough atm.
Because i need more healing i decided to buy DR. Bought it some minutes ago and will start tomorrow. @SaintSovereign Thanks for the rebate code and ASC as a gift.
New Stack atm
DRST1ZP 1loop
Rest
DRST1ZP 1loop
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Will try to run it solo.
from my journal - realy impressive results for me after one loop DRST1
I would include The Elixir Zp or Rebirth Zp but no other subs
Dragon Reborn ZP and The Elixir ZP is Therapy Squared
@Malkuth
@SubliminalUser
@subliminalguy
@Sub.Zero
I am actually surprised more folks don’t run Love Bomb ZP
Learning to love yourself changes everything
Is Dr st1 make you feel realise that you got justice now move on??
Because today I saw many dreams which shows this…
Like a lady beating hell out of my mom for things which she regular did to me 
& I am pretending to save her…
Ofcourse I don’t want this thing in real life
Yes, I was running DR along with LB and it was an excellent healing journey.