That’s a great question, allows me to get introspective, lol.
Much of this still rings true for me, but the comedic part is no longer there.
I’m having way too much fun and my friends genuinely think I’m addicted to sex, lol.
Of course, I turn it into a societal thing of men being sexually repressed and what not, lol.
I don’t understand how guys are not thinking about sex every 10 seconds…
I’m naturally a wild, daredevil type of guy that gets bored easily…
Wanted seems to have amplified this archetype of mine and that’s probably why my relationship with my partner gets stranger by the day.
A month ago, I told her that she can leave me if she wants and even date other guys… and since then she’s been hypersexual and unpredictable with me. I would come home and then she wouldn’t even say hi to me, she’d just aggressively grab my face and stick her tongue in my mouth (that’s as explicit as I’ll go lol). I thought that she was trying to sexually exhaust me and she really was. What ended up happening is she tried, but ended up exhausting herself way before me, lol. Sexual attraction and passionate emotions can be so insane and dynamic… I sometimes feel like I’m on a journey of just appreciating the depth in all of it.
No woman can really tame you on Wanted… that’s one of my favorite effects.
When she thinks you’re just a typical guy she can pull shit off on but then realizes after… they don’t know what they’re playing with or what they’ve gotten themselves into, lol.
You become this type of uncapturable enigma that women obsess over.
After a while you begin to really sympathize because the cycle just continues over and over… and there is no way to control it. It got to a point where last month, I was in the mindset with women of “just stay away from me, be careful” as if I was infected with something, lol.
It’s like meeting someone that makes everything else in your life freeze…
I mean that’s along the lines of what I’d guess, but I don’t really have a clue because I’m not in their shoes. When it comes to these women, the subliminal analyst part of me sometimes wonders “what the hell is going on inside your head” but then the present nonchalant me goes “I don’t really give a fuck” lol.
It’s the same with the mystery stuff, I have no idea what everyone is seeing.
I apparently have this compelling aura of mystery and I can’t even see it or modulate it.
It’s almost like you have a superpower or that story trope where the main character goes to school with his newly developed superpowers and feels like a freak, lol.
All of that had to do with me being in the “sub-user” mind frame but I’ve let it go recently.
If I could better explain this, it’s that part of me identifies as a Subliminal User and that also comes with the interest of understanding which products do what, how it’s manifesting, etc… as I’m a subliminal “nerd” so to speak and find all of that stuff interesting. I just let go of it so that I can live life presently and not be so analytical.
As for my goals with Wanted,
I’ve definitely went from no sex to complete sexual abundance, which is a pretty big thing. I guess there is more to explore in terms of quality, thrill and wildness. The reason I’m drawn back to PSZP is because I want to see how far one can go with seduction and because I’m interacting with so many women I notice that I’m not as in tune with the subtleties as I’d like to be.
I was running Emperor with Wanted and when the covid restrictions eased off, I began to see so many beautiful women everywhere, lol. This is what made me drop everything except Wanted and my progression has became more profound due to the increase in focus. Now that I think of it, Emperor is highly sexual as well so that may play apart in things… I have no clue.