Hey y’all, it’s been a while since I’ve journaled on here. Been running the Khan / WANTED stack for the past few months since WANTED’s release with tremendous results and figured it’s time to up my game into the custom realm.
I took a week long washout while hiking through the beautiful Rocky mountains, which gave me ample time to consider my next moves in life. I was without internet or cell service for much of the trip which served as a beautiful escape from the daily inundation with technology, and allowed for much needed periods of silent contemplation; a sort of re-connection with myself.
Through this reflection, I discovered a lot about myself, my strengths and my weaknesses. I’ve been particularly intrigued by looking at my life through the context of the Archetypes of the Mature Masculine: King, Warrior, Magician, Lover.
This stack will address these four archetypes from a personal standpoint.
My biggest area of weakness is by far the WARRIOR. I’ve been much more of a tactical thinker than a doer. This has it’s advantages in some situations, but has led to stagnation, paralysis by analysis, and not putting my nose to the grindstone and going after my goals. Discipline, execution, willpower, and true grit and strength are what I most need to cultivate in order to fulfill my full potential as a man.
That is why my WARRIOR KING stack will be:
SPARTAN and PCC
This combination of subs represents my EXTERNAL POWER of making things happen through will, strength, fearlessness, discipline, leadership, influence, and integration of the laws of power. I appreciate @JayFlex for showing me the value of Spartan and how this will be able to awaken and enhance that warrior spirit I’ve been searching for.
As for my LOVER KING, this will be cultivated by my custom:
HefnerQ
- KhanST4 CORE
- WANTED CORE
- Chosen of Venus
- Focused Arousal
- Seducer’s Gaze
- Gorgeous Manifestor
- Alexander’s Play
- Inner Gasoline
- Charisma & Flirting Automatic Mentor/Improver
- Instant Seducing Tactician
- Lifeblood Fable
- Long-Range Seduction
- Panther
- Natural Winner
- Furious Ascent
- ARES
- Rogue
- Sanguine
- Potentiator
- Yggdrasil
A perfect blend of modules designed to address all of my shortcomings when it comes to creating the love life of my dreams. I carefully crafted this custom for weeks, and am beyond pleased with the results. I’m someone who historically overindulged in other’s opinions (Rogue), fearful (Furious Ascent) of rejection causing shame (ARES) around my reputation (Lifeblood Fable) causing me to be overly passive (Panther), not making my intentions known (Seducer’s Gaze, Focused Arousal), and wasting many of the opportunities I’ve had with beautiful women (Potentiator). Then, when things didn’t work out I’d get in my head and beat myself up about this “failure” (Natural Winner, Sanguine). I desire a life filled with multiple (Alexander’s Play) beautiful women (Gorgeous Manifestor, Yggdrasil) who love (Chosen of Venus) and desire me (WANTED), all while building my Kingdom (Khan).
As you can see, modules were carefully selected to address shortcomings as well as desired outcomes.
This sub represents my INTERNAL POWER, not just with women, but through my inner strength, confidence, and conviction. Yes, it is focused much on the cultivation of a supreme love life, but it goes beyond that. It’s the internal strength and conviction to hold myself in the highest regard, with the highest standards for how I should be treated by others, the drive and motivation to dream big, and the utmost confidence to act on these dreams without being held back by the internal bullshit that keeps us from being our best. To let go of the perceived limits of societal and cultural conditioning to be the best man I can possibly be.
And lastly: the MAGICIAN KING. I’m a natural Magician: the intelligent, thinking, scheming, philosopher type. That’s why Stark resonated so much, and was the first sub I purchased from SubClub. For years, I’ve been overly dependent on the Magician ways at the expense of the King, Warrior, and Lover. That is why I’ve decided to focus on building up those three elements of my personality first, to strike a more divine balance before re-engaging with the Magician side of my personality. When the time is right, I have my Stark / UA / RM custom waiting in the shadows 
Many thanks to @Yazooneh , @Lion , @Leandros , @Brandon , @Azriel , @anon2351792 and anyone else who helped me with designing my custom. I’ve come so far already yet have never been this excited about the prospects of life and where this journey will take me.
