@Alphamale’s questions and comments

[Alphamale]

I thinky axiety and tiredness is from paragon complete which I ran the day before yesterday.
I am more satisfied with it being the paragon reconciliation, since it heals you on a physical level.
Today is Wednesday and I listened to 1 loop of libertine and one loop of Emperor Black on Saturday.
So this was my listening schedule.
Last night I also got thirsty when sleeping. Maybe that is paragon complete.
I hope so.

• Listen to your stack
• Don’t

Should I?

[Alphamale]

I decided to listen to full loops
And here is the recon
Anyways
I am getting sunlight for 30 minutes I guess.
And I think recon is faded.
So I’ll listen again

[Alphamale]

Well reocn is faded
Since I came back to people and Kinda feel no recon.
Sunlight work wonders for recon.
I am at the point where I feel I CAN go to work and start grinding
So I will listen to my loops

[Alphamale]

Currently listening to WANTED emperimental, next will be Emperor Black.

[Alphamale]

Main Disc. Thread - Wanted ZP Experimental

Why people get touchy on WANTED? Reconciliation is sooo smooth on ZP v2. All of a sudden you realize you have been reconciling and everything seems smaller and a chunk of clarity adds to your perception. For me when recon is lifted, my view’s resolution gets higher.

[Alphamale]

Main Disc. Thread -- Emperor Black: Twilight of the Gods (Q Module available!)

Guys I usually experience recon on 2nd rest day AKA listening day. It’s not harsh recon, manageable. The last listening day it was before I went under the sun and now it started after I had 30 minutes of sun exposure. When I came back I experienced mild recon in form of anxiety attack in the chest. And consequently it was triggering hostile/defensive thoughts. Like I don’t wash the dishes(I create reasons in my head like I am talking to the guy, sth like rubbing the karmic glue they put on me by…

Minutes after the anxiety faded, now another very very very(even unnoticeable) mild undertone of anxiety starts again and also a mild headache.
It’s so flactuating, the headaches comes and gones, I wanna write it’s gone and again it comes a bit haha, I just wanna add that a bit of tiredness is also added.
I also had a bad sleep last night.
Dropped paragon sleep🤦

[Alphamale]

Main Disc. Thread -- Emperor Black: Twilight of the Gods (Q Module available!)

I realized that the sensations I feel sometimes in my throat area is that globus sensation. Which can be caused by stress and anxiety. Last night I listened to a full loop of EOG ST1 and today at 4:30, when I went down for a nap, it started. After observing it closely I realized that after the vanishing of this sensation, I felt a calm and tranquility in my whole body, like something was healed. I write this here since I have Emperor Black in my stack.

My results on EOG sr1, Emperor Black and WANTED

[Alphamale]

Main Disc. Thread -- Emperor Black: Twilight of the Gods (Q Module available!)

The intricacies, people willing to help you and chances are crazy on EOG ST1, Emperor Black, WANTED stack. I took off my airpods for detoxing myself of music dopamine and then I was thinking about putting my phone down and stop watching Instagram videos and all of a sudden I encountered a motivational video which told to put your phone down and make this your last video. And I did it. After starting Emperor Black there is a feeling of connectedness between events and your desires and thoughts.…

[Alphamale]

I am feeling neck pain on EOG ST1 as @AlexanderGraves mentioned.
And it’s pretty noticeable, especially if I move my neck.
But it’s recon, what to do🤷

[AlexanderGraves]

Wait.

It will vanish.

You can also meditate. Work out. Etc.
It’s recon. It goes away. Sit through it. Embrace it.

[Alphamale]

Honestly I am a bit frustrated
It’s not recon frustration, ut’s the fact that no matter what sub I run, I can’t have discipline.
I hope EOG resolve it.

[AlexanderGraves]

I feel like you should stop trying to add for now, and subtract bad things first.

So, healing.

EoG is healing but only about money (mostly)

I would’ve went with LBFH and elixir.

Then again, I was the same in the beginning

[Alphamale]

@AlexanderGraves

Then again, I was the same in the beginning

You mean you were also undisciplined and better now?

Regarding ST1, I think it also has healing regarding productivity but not sure. Since the description mostly says what you wrote.

I think I need cognitive enhancement, I cannot focus and stuff.
But no problem, I won’t jump to QL again. I think it has cognitive enhancement scripting.

[Alphamale]

@AlexanderGraves how long was the neck pain for you

[AlexanderGraves]

It happened multiple times and was at different length. Don’t be crazy about it. It goes away.

[AlexanderGraves]

@Alphamale

You mean you were also undisciplined and better now?

Yes, but idk if it was EoG, I ran multiple subs, and productivity comes naturally once you found your purpose anyway.

[Alphamale]

Yes it went away largely

[Alphamale]

@AlexanderGraves

and productivity comes naturally once you found your purpose anyway.

Yes
I think I found it, it’s psychology I guess. I am attending classes. And am very attentive. I don’t like accounting😏

I think Emperor Black and EOG ST1 had shared contribution to this.
On Emperor Black I dived deep amd got the cpurage to go after what comes to my mind(crazy things) and EOG ST1 gave me that calm feeling that of I go after attending psychology classes and don’t obsess with making money, I won’t die of hunger.

[Alphamale]

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[Alphamale]

Main Disc. Thread -- Emperor Black: Twilight of the Gods (Q Module available!)

The amount of respect, will and reality bending AND building on this sub is mind blowing. And real results and congruence come after the rest day(when you are listening to the third sub in your stack). Sometes you just do the impossible. Se people just reject you at first and then just do the work. And you are soo unstifled and calm. People with weaker confidence INSTANTLY fall under your spell and … It’s just crazy.