Updates from today:
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awkward And distant interactions with women…once again looked like they longed for my presence from afar but act shy as hell when I’m close. It’s starting to look like instead of me being a guy that has to be worried about getting rejected by women, Women seem to be acting afraid that they’ll be rejected by me.
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I’m mentally Quantum jumping like an AI computer running scenarios about multiple areas of life, determining potential outcomes and making contingency plans for my contingency plans. The mental part of stark is really kicking in more.
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Nonchalant with sales today but I still did great. My newfound charisma truly shines through.
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I was told I’m still slimming down very fast
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I was the Life of the party in conversations with men today.
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Female manager of my department kinda sensed that I was giving her the cold shoulder due to how she acted the other day. I walked past her and a supervisor talking and only greeted the supervisor. When I walked past them another female supervisor looked my way but turned quick thinking I didn’t catch her staring when I turned my head her way. On my way back from the bathroom, caught the manager looking at me but she turned her head quickly.
Long story short she was congratulating me on sales, acting nice again and actually acting more like she was when I first started there. I really don’t care one way or the other. I only treat ppl with fairness these days. You get from me whatever you give. I’m at work to make money not friends.