Journey of Achievement (Wanted Black & Genesis)

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#10

Little update. Fell asleep yesterday, was so tired, the dreams I have are like watching a movie screen, very unusual stuff although it seems to correlate with my conscious though process.

Woke up having a wed dream, never happens to me.

Having good results from Wanted Black and the recon on this program, when it comes, I enjoy it, it does not upset me mentally or emotionally.

My custom on the other hand hits hard. Questioning my entire life and going in rollercoasters of not knowing where I’m going, when even a few days ago I had such a solid vision for the future. I know it passes but I like to keep it grounded. I do not want these mental rollercoasters.

Also caught an ear infection, It came overnight, healed a bit, then worsened, and then it just healed overnight. This is why I like to keep a reserve of energy so I can deal with things like this because even the healing process of my body delegates and resources and when there is none the healing is slow, and in general resistance towards mental emotional and physical stress goes down.

Have a feeling maybe I’m trying to carry more than I can.

I’m on a washout now anyway.

#11

Another weird thing to report is that I can get in very elevated states, and just in general I’m high energy, I get powerful results with these programs…

BUT I also have a tendency to overextend myself and get drained and all results come to a halt, I meet terrible recon and stand at the gates of the abyss.

So goal for this year and next year is certainly to ground myself in a more structured reality so I can have a greater balance of income and expenditure of energy. Although when I have at least a little bit gas left in the tank I have my ways of recharging pretty fast.

I know for a fact I do not have “you are not alone” in my custom program and still I am
executing the script. This has happened before to me where I can draw upon modules and scripts and execute them subconsciously, I can theorize about it but I will just leave this here out of interest for others.

^Actually, maybe it is part of manifesting healing partners in the Wanted Black script, that would be the only valid explanation as I am now suddenly executing it.

One more funny thing is how I become almost a beacon of manifestation for others, any energy I consciously draw within myself either through conscious practice or maybe a subliminal program others around me would absorb and utilize for themselves. Especially so with auras where I can create environments for them that enable for certain changes or to overcome certain things. How many times I ran a seduction program the exact girls I was manifesting eventually got into relationships with guys in that same environment as I did not make moves.

Because she would feel more interested in dating suddenly, and more open

Other reasons.

The relationship if based solely on these energies that I was emitting usually ends after I changed direction too. Unless there was already a natural attraction between them.

Been studying this phenomenon for a while now.

Especially with Chosen, I find I’m able to get people around me to suddenly find the courage to speak about certain things they held within, because of fear, even though they know it was holding them down.

This is all very interesting. I would say it is just awareness of life and understanding of life if you observe long enough.

For my future, I want to build a life as stated in the first post of this journal.

I do not believe in healing, as the self is always whole. But I do believe in mental alchemy, and mental changes that contribute to life changes. I do not associate my mind and its structures, it’s programming with myself, so even in the turbulence of life I can still distance myself and be at peace. However, your mind can truly erect a filter over who you are and limit your experience.

Some beliefs, programs, structures of identity, of personality, the ego as they say, your mental self will be limiting your glorious and infinite nature, the endless potential that you have to create a life that you will and love!

I will have to do a lot of shamanic journeying to get deep into the mind and root out the structures that are not conducive to what I want.

Hence I chose I Am module the support in this process.

Just letting out some thoughts in this journal.

The unfolding from Wanted Black is really nice, it makes me trust the process, and while I have set a destination, the journey is unclear, it clarifies naturally as you set the first step and begin the journey, and as you come closer to your destination the path becomes clearer and clearer, guided by your own consciousness, free will and personal decisions.

And all this, makes life so fun living^

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#12

First Philosophical Journal Entry.

Values like truth, honesty, and factual integrity,
being open to new information even if it challenges long-held beliefs. Having the courage to let go of narratives that no longer serve. Instead of rejecting the past, comprehending it from a fresh perspective, paving the path for a more enlightened and advanced narrative rooted in wisdom.

Central to this evolution is the balance between effort and love, while self-reflection and honesty form the foundation of personal growth, growth that is complemented by actionable steps.

Emotions that have previously been sidelined or suppressed pay a pivotal role in this journey.

They are not just reactions to external stimuli but powerful indicators of internal state. By recognizing, navigating, and undestanding these emotions you can begin to navigate the complexities of life… contributing positively to your personal evolution, and by extension the collective evolution of mankind and human consciousness.

#13

Some results with Wanted Black,

Over the next couple months I will work through my sexuality and figure out the issues I still have so that I can embrace my sexuality fully.

So I can fly without wings 🪽

And make all the women who share the bed with me fly without wings.

I have a good feeling that once I overcome all this Wanted Black may feel smoother and lighter.

I don’t have issues expressing the confidence it trying to instil in me, often people have remarked that they think I get a lot of girls, and while I come across genuinely confident in myself and my sexuality as a result of using Wanted Black, but I don’t yet have the experiences to fully authenticate that confidence.

Something in this script is definitely making me be honest about everything, pure rigid self-honesty.

I still don’t understand why all men want more sex or maybe I will understand as I continue this journey with Wanted Black.

In the past I had moments before where the sexual chemistry between me and a girl was so strong it felt like an orgasm even with our clothes still on. Other times I’m having sex with a girl and I feel barely aroused.

I’m not sure why that is yet and it just leaves me disappointed and confused.

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#14

Today feeling this deep surge of energy and a willingness, nay, burning desire to channel it in productive activities.

Absolutely natural.

Must be from my custom still, which I discontinued as it was just depleting me … too much to consider and reconcile in one package.

My attitude changed towards handling everything with smaller goal posts.

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#15

Ran Genesis months ago and I feel it is somehow processing now, months later. Not sure why.

Also having an inclination to stack Wanted Black with Genesis to build a strong foundation that I can use to lean upon, and to prepare myself for greater achievement.

Maybe with True Sell

Cataloguing this here,

And

More insights

I also realized I have not set yearly goals to work towards, so how can I manifest the life I desire to live if I do not have structured, solid goals to aim towards, if you do not have a goal and aim you will likely not hit the target, as there is no target, to begin with.

And while I have all this knowledge within me (back of the mind and not always available, because I learned it some time ago and then never applied it to make it part of ME) after much studying and contemplation over the past years, I have never truly put it into practice to make it second nature, to build change myself in order to apply these laws and NATURALLY, as if second nature. Meaning, you have to find knowledge, utilize it and prove to yourself by application that it is real and that it works, and then the second time you wish to achieve you will only have to subconsciously apply the same process, now having full faith and confidence in it.

And it will not require the same initial thinking process, and the feelings of doubts that will perhaps arise at times.

#16

I get an almost orgasmic feeling of nervous relaxation with literal surges of voltage flowing through my entire body when I get these breakthroughs, and I feel in part it is due to having a lot of subconscious tension that I constantly bear, simply because of inaction towards programs I ran in the past. And only seeking to explore them mentally, and what they implicate.

Knowing this, it may be time to once and for all put a stop to this and break through completely.

Getting the actual results that showcase to the world who I truly am and what I have silently worked towards (internally) will now be the main objective.

And I will have to be careful not to change direction again, but to stick with this plan and ideology, to make it real before another “change of mind” happens. When you explore things only mentally you can change mind a lot and never get anywhere, really.

This is the main objective is to solidify a lot of the subconscious, mentalities I have that are causing tension, and to step into a life that I desire. Once achieved, I will close this journal and open a new one, and with it a new chapter, asking myself “what now?”

Funny how this is clearly all from Genesis I wonder if it has been stuck processing somewhere in the depths of my mind all this time becaus I ran it months upon months ago.

#17

Tried 30 secs of Genesis just now to see if it triggers any big breakthroughs and changes, otherwise I may have to use a bit more. Not sure about this program though last time I ran it I actually noticed very little of it and that is not usual for me.

Only today I suddenly begun to process it which lead me back to this program, realising how essential and foundational it may be for me at this point in my journey.

Would be cool if I could get it in a custom :wink:with some additional modules that I want to take along for the ride…

It would look something like this

Genesis Core
Harmonic Singularity
Merger of Worlds
SPS:Nervous System
SPS:Endocrine System
Power Awareness
Divine Will
Stonelike
Stress Displacement
Ego Adsum
Everpresent
Tyrant
Dominion
Jupiter
Yggdrasil
Song of Joy
Transcendental Connection

#18

Terrible sleep even after only 30 seconds of Genesis, the processing disturbed my sleep pattern a bit.

Woke up, awake and focused but kind of exhausted psychologically at the same time.

Not too bad, quickly ate and drank some nutritious and energizing appetizers and now I’m already feeling super joyful and happy. Had some flashes of success in my mind’s eye so I think this also has some scripting to visualize success.

Actually, I’m really surprised at how well these 30 secs work for me.

Might just stick to it.

Feeling super great now :slight_smile:

One thing I have really noticed lately is how everything around me seems to have shallow breathing and breathes automatically. I have incredible breathing, and I breathe consciously, I’m also constantly aware from the moment I wake up to the moment I go to sleep and even during sleep I’m very lucid.

I take breathes as needed, but my body gets so and oxygenated that my breath stands still for a certain amount of time before I consciously have to take another one.

My breathing is deep and powerful, I use to recharge myself.

My one weakness I think is the nervous system, and this is something I will have to work on, I want to grow and strengthen this system in equal proportion to my energetic development and the development of my breathing and lungs.

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#19

Actually can’t believe how well 30 seconds of these programs is working for me. Effortless processing and execution.

Way more results than before.

Have to thank @Risky for the suggestion.

Will stick to 30 second intervals until I feel I can level up to a minute. :slight_smile:

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#20

We’ll I’m glad it works for you mate, but I didn’t invent that, thank you anyway.

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#21

Too many enhancers for my taste, try to lower them to maybe just two.

#22

What’s wrong with that?

#23

There was the rumor that two enhancers for a custom is enough.

#24

Well, I did that on purpose, combining tyrant, dominion, jupiter, divine will and yggdrasil to become to master of my reality, and enhance my ability to consciously manifest and create the life that I desire.

With Genesis as the guiding core helping me to build a proper foundation for my life in all the areas—mental, financial, social, spiritual and physical.

And create a balance and equilibrium between those so that I have equanimity and become a solid individual. If something happens in my life I can lean on any of the various areas that are unaffected to rebalance the loss.

This is equanimity in your 5 elements, how this manifest within and without. And to be wholesome you don’t want any of them lacking.

Also ego adsum and everpresent because I want to bring my entire being in the now and focus the energy here to make things happen, the past and the future I can choose to overview when I truly want to. But I should be naturally, fully and completely grounded in the now. If I’m eating I do not want to think of work and if I’m working I want to think only of work, this means I have to be fully present and conscious and focused on the activity I’m investing myself in.

My entire being mind body and spirit should be concentrated in unison completely on the activity I’m focused on. If I’m relaxing I want to relax, talking with someone be fully there with them and invest in the conversation. Right now as I’m typing this I’m just here and my mind is focused on this activity. I would like to enhance this further so that it becomes natural and subconscious… so that I master presence and being present, alongside focus and concentration. I also like to master time so maybe khronos key.

I want to be fully there, and fully enjoy the activity with my entire being.

@Deadpool by the way what are you running you come across as kind and caring.

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#25

Rn my stack is
QTKS Par + LOS
QTKS Rich + EMp
LBFH

#26

Will increase with intervals of 30 seconds.

One minute a week.

Started Genesis at 30 seconds and will increase it to one minute. Steadily accelerating the power and momentum, while still giving me time and space to rearrange my life so I can execute the script effortlessly.

After a full cycle I’d be around three minutes.

I’m feeling a trust in the process, a patience, a sense of perseverance and determination to achieve and attain, receiving satisfaction and fulfilment from each step I take towards the dreams and vision that Genesis helps me to build for myself.

Genesis is a bit introspective and contemplative, just a bit in order to dig within yourself and find your true purpose, while also building a manageable plan to slowly and gradually chip away at it. And the entire process feels super enjoyable and satisfactory.

This is still just a mental change I perceive though, and seeing how this script affects me mentally, I like it a lot.

So far the power behind it is still quite low but I want to really give myself the time to prepare and to slowly increase the power within myself and build momentum until it becomes and feels natural.

Up at 4 am this morning, by 3 pm I was totally out cold, not sleepy, just mentally exhausted, so I need to take it slow. I seem to be prone to solely mental exhaustion, something I want to improve upon as well. Few months of focusing on that should do the trick.

I’m a night owl tho so I should probably give myself sometime to reset to a early morning schedule.

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#27

Genesis is grounding.

Increased awareness of the world around me and enhanced sensitivity of my physical senses.

Had bad energy flow when I woke up, feeling a bit stuck and experiencing apathy, my emotions were not flowing well and mentally I felt tension.

A little one-minute loop instantly opened the flood gates again and the condition was swiftly reversed. I’m beginning to discover a strong direction towards finding my purpose, and I’m eager to start walking that direction and curious to see what I’ll find.

This program feels like a real journey, and a super exciting one too, and while it proposes to have a journey, I’m still consciously choosing how the journey looks like and what it will be with every decision and choice I make, it is mine personally.

Part of me feels like I do not belong to this world, but that I’m in it. I’m not here to become part of these saturnian systems of control that want to push their control on me, no, I want to be a free and sovereign agent, who knows his divine power and utilises it to create an amazing life of freedom and peace.

I have deliberately and very consciously decided not to fall into the trap of the path that we are heavily pushed into from a young age, and instead decided to prove above all else that there is another “way” a path toward greater freedom, happiness, and general experience of life.

A path of truth.

Because Genesis is a journey, and the storyline is mine, no journey like this can be finished in a few shallow months. It starts now and it must keep guiding me until I reach the destination, and for this reason Genesis must remain in my stack forever.

It should be the guiding core program for all the additions I will use in the future to make the dream come true.

It is absolutely my favourite program so far.

One minute loops are like episodes of your favourite dream, they are reminders of who you are and what you are capable of, and when you forget, when you feel disempowered again by the difficulties of the world, you can simply watch the episode again—and realising the dream once more, experiencing the higher life that comes with that.

Like when you are feeling down and your uncle gives you that encouraging speech to remind you of your dreams and desires. And reminding you that you are capable and able to achieve them, with a sense of comfort and appreciation.

So when life pushes you down, you can get back up and keep going.

But truly, when Genesis gives you that hand and you achieve something, that achievement and experience is part of you, and you are now a changed person. It is the proof of who you are, and slowly as you proof to yourself what Genesis is telling you, you will be able to draw upon the power within yourself, without the need for Genesis. As he will have become part of you after much devotion to
Him, and him to you.

Genesis is like a training wheel, a programming tool showing you your innate capabilities and empowering you to become greater and more accomplished. A journey that cannot help but leave a permanent and lasting impression on you, not just an impression though as the journey and the experiences that go along with it, will have changed you, your emotions, your life, your mentality, your capability, your power and strength of character, your wisdom and intelligence—everything you want changed can and will be changed.

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#28

Like a poem man :man: Love it.
I’m loving Genesis so far too. And I too questions my plan to remove it in a couple months. Because it’s my favourite now as well. And we’re just getting started.

You. Life. Now.

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#29

Ridiculous dreams symbolising a lot of deep fears that I seem to harbor in the depths of my mind. I’m processing a lot of changes right now and it is a little bit draining, I’m consciously and actively taking action to ensure this process is absolved soon.

I have a strong feeling this may last a few cycles, and with each cycle, the stress and tension will diminish as I become more and more congruent with the programs.

Congruence truly is the key here.

Congruence is important, because without congruence the subconscious mind will still be working against me, the subconscious needs to conform to the scripts and agree with them in order for me to naturally, effortlessly, and automatically let it rule my life and manifest the life that I desire. During recon I still manifest unfavorable outcomes and this is because of the changes in belief and mental structures that manifest outwardly and attract it’s reflection.

Leaving this here because congruence is another characteristique alongside authenticity that I will have to develop as the journey unfolds.

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