From Genesis page–
What you just mentioned is also reconciliation, and it does not have to be mind-wrecking, it may just simply be mental analysis and contemplation as to why you do not enjoy adventure, and delving deep within yourself trying to understand the underlying cause which may be rooted in a trauma that happened in the past.
An obvious result from Limit Destroyer, you faced your internal fear head-on and now it loses power over you, you took action despite not feeling like it as you preferred to lay in bed, to be in your comfort zone, but as you keep heading this direction of comfortlessness, you may even begin to appreciate it, and over time feel more and more encouraged, heck even excited to divert from your comfort zone, and to look forward to the thrill of adventure.
I’m now also beginning to understand this more myself after acting upon the Wanted manifestations, this experience and event changed me, it is a new experience, added to the biblioso of my subconscious mind and it’s vast memory bank that subconsciously affirms each day, who I am, and what I am capable of defined by all the experiences I ever had, and the perceptions I have of them.
If I want to have authentic confidence, and not just display it, I have to garner true and real experiences that prove to myself that I am true to myself.
For example, if you want to become a master salesman, you simply have to trust in yourself and begin practicing sales, improve at the craft, and achieve at it, these achievements are then stored in your subconscious mind as memory that now defines your confidence you can authentically showcase, knowing it is actually true, as you really have done it.
All emotions are unconditional in their essence, but we conjure them, if we feel confident at a certain skill because we know we are good at it, if you feel self-confident, you may even feel confident at a practice you are completely new to, and it will this confidence surging through your body you will likely exceed the expectations of the more skilled practitioners around you.
From emotions, we draw power. How often have you seen people do simple things and suck at it because they lack trust and confidence in themselves, not allowing themselves to actually give themselves fully, and focus on the action with faith in themselves and the knowing they will execute it perfectly–and in doing so align the whole nervous system and the entire body to output the perfect movements essential to the envisioned outcome.
This is one of my true flaws, I love to figure things out and truly understand it, but I have not put everything into practice to really make something out of my life, and in doing so build the subconscious rapport that truly proves who I am to the outside world.
So this will be one of my tasks in the coming years, to slowly and carefully move into the life that I deep within deserve but am not aligned with yet.