That’s probably what’s happening, as I’m in a relationship, plus I’ve had my trauma with dating girls, being dumped etc, so it’s probably pulling those up again and forcing me to confront them now with the apparent looks and approval I was getting.
Oh, so you are in a relationship that’s actually great because now you can begin to change that.
How would you look at all those past experiences when your girlfriend is obsessively in love with you and affirms to you every day how amazing you are?
Let’s see how that evolves for you.
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Lol 30s has crazy manifestation . Sticking to this then
This man’s whole post is a humble brag. 
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LMFAO
What do you mean a humble brag?
Honestly, I am because I did not feel like the sexual experience left me with a “woah” …
I wonder if this program has some kind of self-honesty scripting because I seem to be going through a lot of honest self-assessment of my sexuality and the problems I still face with it, and if I want to (free will), I can actively seek to overcome those problems with new experiences.
Well, I’ll just keep using Wanted Black, I know my goal is to have super intense and blissful sexual encounters like the ones some people here often talk about.
That’s why I was a little disappointed. I think I might have to manifest myself a girl that I have crazy chemistry with, because I know when we vibe doing regular activities that will translate into very good sex. And the energy of this girl last night maybe just wasn’t my thing.
Seems like I’m going through some reconciliation with all of this lol
Well this too shall pass as they say, let’s see if I can manifest my goal of having a more blissful encounter.
Something that leaves me awestruck.
I can’t seem to just bond with a new girl overnight, it will probably need to be someone that I wish to grow a connection with.
I should probably carry this over to my private journal.
And the hotel wifi did not even work so I had to go down to the receptionist at 3 am and without hesitation he quickly gave me the private wifi instead, I then grabbed some sweets sitting in a big glass pot on the receptionist table and went my way back to the hotel room.
Same thing happened in the train, I bought my ticket online but was logged out to the train service app and coincidentally I consumed all my 4g this month so I could not show the QR code for my ticket. The train conductor, a women also did not hesitate or ask any questions but she quickly smiled and nodded that it was all fine.
Two weeks back running wanted black I came from the city and hopped on a train back home. The toilet on the trained was flagged with a warning but I did not care so I opened the door anyway, I put the paper in my pocket and used the toiletry, as I went out of the toilet the young train conductor came my way and I thought I was fucked because I took the paper sign warning me about something that was actually glued to the door as to prevent people using it.
She asked me “did you just use the toilet” I just responded honestly, in my innocence I felt I might be able to work something out. Well, what a turn off events, she said she could not open the door and that it was stuck so she put a sign on there warning people that the toilet was out of order.
I winked and told her I fixed it for her, she was very thankful and blushed and could not believe her eyes because she was trying to fix that that automated door all day, and I just clicked the button and opened it like it was never broken. I did hide the sign in my pocket as I never read it, I just had to pee badly you know so I didn’t care to read anything. If it opens it works was my thought process lol
I thought maybe I was going to get thrown off the train for doing that as it was clearly a warning sign of sorts but eventually I was thanked for fixing the door lol.
I told her I should be hired by this train company as a specialised door fixer.
When she passed by to check our tickets we struck a very interesting conversation, she was on her last shift and the last stop was exactly where I had to get off. She seemed very interested.
The entire series of events was just a total manifestation.
She wished us goodnight. I could of probably taken it further but wasn’t comfortable with it at the time.
Just shows how profound the manifestation scripting in this program is.
And I don’t even feel like I’m strongly executing this program because today I have brain tension and little bit of pressure in the brain. And I’m questioning a lot of my sexuality.
These are not the only manifestations I had, there are more but I didn’t care to mention all of time as I never pulled anything off last time maybe out of an little bit of a fear because I’m inexperienced in this department.
Because another time it was a hot lady 10 years older than me and with 2 children, who was telling me all about her new appartement and how she broke up with her boyfriend two years ago and that she’s been single ever since, I had the impression she just wanted me to come with her to “check out her new appartement”
But I’m like almost 23 now so the children put me off lol
And she was really hot too
This stuff only happens on wanted too
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Interesting. Because my last loop a couple days ago was 30 seconds. But usually, 15 minutes heretofore.
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Thanx for answering
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That’s the thing, if you have this hole for validation inside of you, even if people say blatantly how awesome you’re are, you don’t believe them. It’s insane how our minds can filter things to maintain a reality that fits our subconscious limiting beliefs etc.
Yeah, so my goal is that even if I am not looking for sexual partners I still have validation and insecurities when it comes to sexuality. So I’m planning at some point to run the healing badass combo Khan/DR.
Right now Genesis/DR:LD is working magic.
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I hope you figure it out, everyone deserves wholeness 
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Is this the first sub you’ve run?
No just first time with Wanted Black
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Is really WB plus Chosen quite a bad combination or in other words they are not that compatible?
Should be fine.
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I was stacking these and apparently I’m a humble braggart lol
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WB + Chosen + Primal is probably too much I am guessing
Thing with chosen I noticed unless you are in a leadership position, I felt it wasn’t worthwhile to truly fit it in my stack as I was spending (wasting) a lot of time leading others without being exchanged value. While I should be focused on earning more income and gaining more freedom.
It is great though, it gave me a lot of contentment and appreciation from others because of what I did for them, and how they felt I always came at the right time to provide the right advice but it wasn’t serving my financials goals as I did it freely and was not expecting an exchange for it. Maybe if I had a coaching business and monetised it, it would have been truly amazing!
So I think I will replace it with Genesis now.
I love Chosen though, it also manifested positions for me where I could step into a leadership role but to be absolutely honest, while I came across as competent, confident and very fitting for those positions, I have absolutely zero life experience to back it up.
And this is maybe why I felt like an imposter a little bit.
So I realised it is better to gain some experience first, in many areas of my life, and I’ve been feeling drawn to Genesis now.
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I have never been a leader in my job so probably I’ll rather stick to WB only with Primal. But not rn I am just thinking about this stack
You will become one, even if you are not in a leadership position and likely you will be promoted to a leadership position. I just asked myself if all this effort towards helping others was serving me as I was doing it selflessly and without much gain from it, beyond emotional satisfaction.
(I was getting manifestations for positions I would maybe have been able to get, but I think it would have quickly become obvious that I’m too inexperienced, positions that I was absolutely not ready nor prepared for). And I have to be honest with myself if I want to actually step into such a position in the future.
I would love to have a coaching business, but I need more resources and growth, knowledge and experience first to prepare for that. So I will surely return to it when a necessary foundation is build.
I want to build character and become an equanimous and stable person.
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This should be in some kind of official guide. Freaking excellent advice.
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