You will become one, even if you are not in a leadership position and likely you will be promoted to a leadership position. I just asked myself if all this effort towards helping others was serving me as I was doing it selflessly and without much gain from it, beyond emotional satisfaction.
(I was getting manifestations for positions I would maybe have been able to get, but I think it would have quickly become obvious that I’m too inexperienced, positions that I was absolutely not ready nor prepared for). And I have to be honest with myself if I want to actually step into such a position in the future.
I would love to have a coaching business, but I need more resources and growth, knowledge and experience first to prepare for that. So I will surely return to it when a necessary foundation is build.
I want to build character and become an equanimous and stable person.