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Lol what a question, obviously not solo 
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Hey, sometimes you gotta treat yourself. Go to a hotel for you’re self-extraction of nectar. 
My neighbor randomly invited me to go to this rave which turned out to be Nocturnal Wonderland. I always told myself I wanted to go to this one and he got us in on crew/staff positions through his girls mom.
Free drinks and the like. This girl comes up to me and nose flicks me. I laughed and she started dancing on me. We’re vibing and it turns out she has a 10.5 million tik tok fan base lol.
We just left and she got my number, seeing if we can hang out rn.
P.S we made out a couple times and she was biting my arm saying I fluster her
I told her that I used to play the guitar and she said that if I played a Black Sabbath song, she’s gonna get pregnant. Wanted Black, mane.
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Describe “heavy recon”…?
The 30 seconds definitely executed a bit of the script.
I feel calm, composed, and chill in a way. 3 minutes has more pop though.
Manifestation maybe 30 minutes later, a girl texted me, and we chatted a bit, the seduction scripting was definitely working here as the conversation quickly became sexual (and with that I mean she was very eager to show me the pictures of her doing lingerie modeling). She invited me to her hotel, initially, I was a bit reluctant because I actually don’t like casual sex that much, but I thought why not maybe I can learn something as I’m not so experienced anyway.
This has been new to me for awhile now where I don’t really shy away from experiences a lot. I tend to be good in the market as far as romance in concerned but I’m not super experienced as I did a few one night stands in the past and the sex was never really good.
And my last girlfriend which I had amazing sex eventually became a trauma, since then I just didn’t really fixate on romance anymore and got occupied with other things in life.
We had sex twice and she said she felt sore in the morning so she gave me a blowy and then I just went home lol
She had a great time with me but I didn’t get much out of it for some reason. Didn’t really feel the chemistry I think.
Actually, I’m a bit disappointed…
Last time I ran 5 mins a very hot Ukrainian girl couldn’t stop touching me and was totally into me. And I also constantly had on the back of my mind the idea to be adventurous and this led to some very interesting situations… To say the least. I was talking to a male friend of mine and this ukrainian girl was a bit obsessive so I turned her down and before I knew it time passed and I was home again.
But we had great chemistry.
Had a great night though, very adventurous, and eventually I got home and
Even found this bottle of liquor in my house in the middle of the night saying “the taste of adventure”
Time stood still for a moment and I was reminded again of the interconnectedness of everything.
Maybe I should just go on a few adventures this year and explore my sexuality a bit because I might just have a strong belief that I need connection, and emotional bonding to have exhilarating sexual experiences, which is why one-night stands have never really worked for me.
Now I feel drained and will go to sleep 
Sorry if this is confusing because I’m mixing two stories but I need to recharge now haha
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I think people would love to hear it. If it’s too much NSFW details hide it so you can toggle to view.
Anyway, recon is subjective. I felt hungry all the time, so imagine feeling hungry all the time. I also felt alot if anxiety and stress. It probably wouldn’t have been as bad if I could just chill, but I have a family life that depend on me.
Amazing success, did u use microloop or 3-5 mins loop?
Haha I kept it pretty civil.
I rather figure out how can improve my sexual experience with women.
So that will be on the task list for this year.
If you experience stress and anxiety it’s probably because you are afraid of something in the script and it does not feel comfortable to you.
For me sexual programs are also a little difficult because I’m inexperienced as I stated above so it does cause a little bit of stress, hence why I also decided to have this experience so that I can overcome that. In the past I would of probably stayed home.
It’s part of the script though manifesting new positive experiences. If my experience last night is not prove of that I do not know what is, also you can read back in this thread where I was doing 5 to 15 minutes and where I stated that I have this urge to get new experiences.
So a good week later it already begun manifesting.
But I gave it some time.
I feel like if the script triggers discomfort and fear you just need to give it a little bit of time and eventually you will take actions that help you face and overcome those fears through new experiences.
Now I’m probably not gonna run it for another week and then maybe go on a new adventure we’ll see what happens, I’ve been chatting with some other girls who wanted to meet up but for the next few days I want to focus on some other things.
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That’s probably what’s happening, as I’m in a relationship, plus I’ve had my trauma with dating girls, being dumped etc, so it’s probably pulling those up again and forcing me to confront them now with the apparent looks and approval I was getting.
Oh, so you are in a relationship that’s actually great because now you can begin to change that.
How would you look at all those past experiences when your girlfriend is obsessively in love with you and affirms to you every day how amazing you are?
Let’s see how that evolves for you.
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Lol 30s has crazy manifestation . Sticking to this then
This man’s whole post is a humble brag. 
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LMFAO
What do you mean a humble brag?
Honestly, I am because I did not feel like the sexual experience left me with a “woah” …
I wonder if this program has some kind of self-honesty scripting because I seem to be going through a lot of honest self-assessment of my sexuality and the problems I still face with it, and if I want to (free will), I can actively seek to overcome those problems with new experiences.
Well, I’ll just keep using Wanted Black, I know my goal is to have super intense and blissful sexual encounters like the ones some people here often talk about.
That’s why I was a little disappointed. I think I might have to manifest myself a girl that I have crazy chemistry with, because I know when we vibe doing regular activities that will translate into very good sex. And the energy of this girl last night maybe just wasn’t my thing.
Seems like I’m going through some reconciliation with all of this lol
Well this too shall pass as they say, let’s see if I can manifest my goal of having a more blissful encounter.
Something that leaves me awestruck.
I can’t seem to just bond with a new girl overnight, it will probably need to be someone that I wish to grow a connection with.
I should probably carry this over to my private journal.
And the hotel wifi did not even work so I had to go down to the receptionist at 3 am and without hesitation he quickly gave me the private wifi instead, I then grabbed some sweets sitting in a big glass pot on the receptionist table and went my way back to the hotel room.
Same thing happened in the train, I bought my ticket online but was logged out to the train service app and coincidentally I consumed all my 4g this month so I could not show the QR code for my ticket. The train conductor, a women also did not hesitate or ask any questions but she quickly smiled and nodded that it was all fine.
Two weeks back running wanted black I came from the city and hopped on a train back home. The toilet on the trained was flagged with a warning but I did not care so I opened the door anyway, I put the paper in my pocket and used the toiletry, as I went out of the toilet the young train conductor came my way and I thought I was fucked because I took the paper sign warning me about something that was actually glued to the door as to prevent people using it.
She asked me “did you just use the toilet” I just responded honestly, in my innocence I felt I might be able to work something out. Well, what a turn off events, she said she could not open the door and that it was stuck so she put a sign on there warning people that the toilet was out of order.
I winked and told her I fixed it for her, she was very thankful and blushed and could not believe her eyes because she was trying to fix that that automated door all day, and I just clicked the button and opened it like it was never broken. I did hide the sign in my pocket as I never read it, I just had to pee badly you know so I didn’t care to read anything. If it opens it works was my thought process lol
I thought maybe I was going to get thrown off the train for doing that as it was clearly a warning sign of sorts but eventually I was thanked for fixing the door lol.
I told her I should be hired by this train company as a specialised door fixer.
When she passed by to check our tickets we struck a very interesting conversation, she was on her last shift and the last stop was exactly where I had to get off. She seemed very interested.
The entire series of events was just a total manifestation.
She wished us goodnight. I could of probably taken it further but wasn’t comfortable with it at the time.
Just shows how profound the manifestation scripting in this program is.
And I don’t even feel like I’m strongly executing this program because today I have brain tension and little bit of pressure in the brain. And I’m questioning a lot of my sexuality.
These are not the only manifestations I had, there are more but I didn’t care to mention all of time as I never pulled anything off last time maybe out of an little bit of a fear because I’m inexperienced in this department.
Because another time it was a hot lady 10 years older than me and with 2 children, who was telling me all about her new appartement and how she broke up with her boyfriend two years ago and that she’s been single ever since, I had the impression she just wanted me to come with her to “check out her new appartement”
But I’m like almost 23 now so the children put me off lol
And she was really hot too
This stuff only happens on wanted too
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Interesting. Because my last loop a couple days ago was 30 seconds. But usually, 15 minutes heretofore.
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Thanx for answering
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That’s the thing, if you have this hole for validation inside of you, even if people say blatantly how awesome you’re are, you don’t believe them. It’s insane how our minds can filter things to maintain a reality that fits our subconscious limiting beliefs etc.
Yeah, so my goal is that even if I am not looking for sexual partners I still have validation and insecurities when it comes to sexuality. So I’m planning at some point to run the healing badass combo Khan/DR.
Right now Genesis/DR:LD is working magic.
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I hope you figure it out, everyone deserves wholeness 
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Is this the first sub you’ve run?