Transcending Mediocrity 2 - Emperor Logbook

Now, I understand, and I feel Khan has had very similar effects on me.

I was wondering, do you try to manifest multiple things, or do you keep trying to manifest 1 thing until it succeeds?

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Right now Im playing around with stuff. Some things I write down and forget about them, some things I imagine over and over again because it is so much fun. But yeah, I do multiple things.
Btw. there are 2 things I just noticed when I thought about our conversation:

  1. This conversation itself indicates a major shift in my mind happened. Before, I wouldnt have talked about this subject so freely because of people’s (understandable) judgement. Now I really dont care.

  2. By about april this week I wrote a list of about… 50 things that I want to do. I meant this as a list of hobbies I want to be able to do and master one day. Among them were many things I never did before and I wrote everything down that came to my mind. I mostly forgot about the list and moved on.
    I just remembered that “Remote Viewing” also appears in this list.

And thank you, you inspired me to keep a journal and write every manifestation I encounter in it :slight_smile:

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Day 17 - 165 hours of listening (v3) 12th of September 2019
Voice got a lot deeper. Fear me, Im the mighty DarkVoiceVader!
And I sleep alot more than usual. I dont know if it is Emperor or my Laziness searching for an excuse, but Ill keep an eye on it.

@AMASH Just skimmed through your KHAN-Journal, which is awesome btw. and I noticed you mentioned there you “manifested girls”. It seems like you knew about this concept before, didnt you?

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I only really knew it from the sales page.

But it wasn’t a process. I just noticed a trend: before using Khan ST3 and higher, I met mostly crazy girls or girls not interested, etc. After ST3, I was consistently meeting cool girls and great women. Women who are my type.

So the sales page said we will manifest our ideal girls and ideal opportunities. I noticed that and used the same word as the sales page.

But you gave me a lot more clarifications. Thank you!

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Ah alright. I just wondered about it when I read through.
Btw are there any other great Khan-/ PS:IT-journals you recommend ?

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There are many great ones, but these came to mind first:

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Day 18 - 180 hours of listening (v3) 13th of September 2019
I had a very interesting dream tonight. My mother (I still cant belive that) talked to me about subliminals and that they are dangerous and I should stop because they were already 2 highly dangerous incidences because of them. So let me break it down here what it is that is so interesting about it.

My mother doesnt even know subliminals exist. She is a rather nervous person and she as a character inside the dream represents exactly that: My nervous side.
Second thing is, one of these two incidences never actually happened and the other… well the other was neither dangerous nor anyhow linked to the subliminals.
Remember a few days back then when I said I was sceptical because I didnt want Emperor to manifest my fears in the physical realm? That’s exactly what this dream was about. This fear.
Fear means to link things that have nothing to do with one another.
First I wasnt sure because I focused on my dreams before and that my dreams would guide me and show solutions to problems. But I doubt very strongly that one such dream would base its message on false “facts”.
The other part of the dream happened right after that, which is in context again very interesting.
I went downstairs into the cellar (subconsciousness) and there was an elder lady that tried some shit to scare me… I beat the shit out of her, to say the least.
I cant remember what it was that she tried or what I did but I know I didnt care about it at all.

So this was a very good dream and another sign that Emperor is doing its work by helping me to cleanse the cellars of my mind from those wannabe-monsters.

Edit: I have contemplated on the meaning of this dream and I think it is the dissolvement of the fear “something terrible may happen”. It reflects my thoughts lately perfectly and it is clear that this isnt compatible with the mindset of a person who creates his reality.
So this is what happened, I guess: I got confronted with the fear that there is something terrible, horrible, frightening would happen. And I went downstairs into my subconscious mind and told the poltergeist there to …go away. I know this is the signature of Emperor, because in most of my dreams that I have lately I am in a very calm mood. Usually I would get emotional in such a situation.
But here is just say once more: Get out of my way.

I like it, btw.

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Interesting dream. Seems like subliminals are working on you

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Day 18 - 186 hours of listening (v3) 13th of September 2019 - Entry 2
I still find it interesting that there is no major uhh breakdown happening. I guess it will happen soon enough, but still… You know what really gets me is how dynamic this thing is. There are still moments when I flinch, but when I am outside, I walk with pride. I talk slowly and with a deep voice (Vader again) which I feel the vibration of in my throat all the way up to my chest.
It has been just 18 days, but yeah… Im pumped for more. I think this is the groundwork for something far greater. (Or maybe it just adjust to what I am doing anyway and I have been a lazy … lately)

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Day 19 - 190 hours of listening (v3) 14th of September 2019
Remember how I said I should not post ever day? Haha…
Anyway, I am pretty confident that I can reach and hold the 15hours/day of listening. Tonight I actually stacked with Ascended Mogul and it did its thing. I woke up, not earlier but… more awake, and I am ready to torch I mean tidy up this room.
Had some thoughts popping up about how I want a better social life (because I am absolutely focused on my goals/business) and then there were thoughts of “You cant have it, you never had” etc. I quickly noticed and discarged them. Maybe Emperor will bring the rest of it to the surface and we will have a happy cry feast. Or maybe I have to put more focus either on the social aspect or on these thoughts for Emperor to break them down. Ill try the latter first, since Emperor doesnt seem to be the most social program of all…

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Day 19 - 191 hours of listening (v3) 14th of September 2019 - Entry 2
I really like how I regain this knowing that I dont have to fear anything or anybody, since I am the creator of my experience and therefor reality. It seems like it attaches itself to your root and starts working from there. From the inside out. And that’s probably why I dont see anything else yet: Because this is something that has to be dealt with first and I absolutely agree. Absolutely.

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Day 19 - 191 hours of listening (v3) 14th of September 2019 - Entry 3
I really enjoy meditating now. I did so before but now it is actually the only thing I am really doing all day. I meditate. I am far far away in weightless bliss. It has been a time since I meditated that often. Also I feel like I am able to sink very deep into the experience.

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@anon3072973

I’ve experienced the same, much deeper meditations. I also find myself needing a nap or 2 during the day…that I also call a meditation session :wink:

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Ah, I know this nap you speak of…

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Puh thanks man you just relieved me. And I thought I was lazy!

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Day 19 - 194 hours of listening (v3) 14th of September 2019 - Entry 4
Lots of entries today but I felt the need to share this. Ill make it really quick. I just had an “accident” where I bumped the back of my head. The next minutes it didnt go away and I thought I had to do something about it and worried. Then I layed down and started meditating. After a few minutes I felt most of the pain go away. This has been just a few minutes ago. I still feel a little bit of pressure but it is nothing.
I think this was a perfect opportunity to prove that I am the creator of my reality.
I just wanted to share this to remind you of your own power.

Edit: The pain is almost gone completely now

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Day 20 - 198 hours of listening (v3) 15th of September 2019
Yesterday after I wrote this I thought “Am I insane?! Im gonna die!” and started to freak out. But for very short, actually. I layed down, meditated again and the pain went away further. This morning there is very little left.
I just wanted to share 2 dreams I had.
Dream 1: A gentleman in a coffee shop didnt seem to like me and poisoned me. He said I have 1 minute left and that I cant just spill it out. But yet I was very calm and looked for a solution. Cant remember what happened after that.
Dream 2: I am in a park and on the left there are… cats? They are big and start to run towards me. I move to the right and discover some other pussycats. Jaguars, pumas, tigers, very big cats all running towards me. I dodge them (I have no idea how) and start looking for something I lost (Maybe my friend’s cat)

Yep. Was a wild night.

Edit: I think if you view your life or life in general as some sort of simulation or game where you can basically hack things and do stuff that is considered impossible, you make change far easier because you stop identifying with your character and his story.

Edit: I became so lazy… All I want to do is lay down and meditate all day lol

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I guess you were looking for a solution for about 1 minute and didn’t find one. :wink:

Are you still using the Dreams supercharger at night?

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When I remember correctly i walked away to find a solution, then met someone and completely forgot about it and… lived.
Nope, Im not rn

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@anon3072973

Nah man its not you. The program seems to relax me so much that i need a few short 15 - 20 min naps (or meditation sessions) through out the day.

Afterwards I feel great, the tired feeling goes away then after several hours it’ll come back again if i continue running Emperor.

Surprised I don’t see more people write about this.

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