I just caught up with your postings. When I read that spartan part the first thing that popped into my head was “The Spartans died at the end, right?”
There won’t be any specific manifesting fears into reality scripting in there. However, it wouldn’t surprise me if the script tells your subconscious to force you to deal with that which is holding you back in whatever way is best. Some things can be dealt with internally, other things can only be dealt with externally.
I have often thought about how awful someone’s life would be if they were able to instantly manifest everything that popped into their mind. Yes, they could think of a million bucks and - poof - there it is. But have you ever considered what goes through your head for a split second when someone accidentally steps on your toes? When someone cuts in front of you in traffic? When you’ve just seen a scary movie and you’re about to go to bed and realize how quiet and dark the house really is? Imagine if all that popped into reality without delay. Yikes!
But since there is a delay, you can always program yourself by shifting your thoughts. Have an image or mantra ready and focus on that when your subconscious is showing you something non-productive. It’s how I got rid of a lot of negativity in my life.
Just don’t use that technique to keep stuff you don’t want to deal with at bay. Sometimes you just have to get through it.
Great journal by the way! I like reading your stuff.