Hello people of SubliminalClub,
My name is Invictus, and I’m burdened with glorious purpose.
this is the one journal you will WANT to follow, not just because it will be insightful, but also because of the entertainment you’re going to feel reading through my journey into becoming who I truly desire to be.
it has been over 4 weeks, a month to be specific since WANTED has been released, and as I stayed committed to it this whole time, running it solo most of the time, I shall give you all my one month review, followed by my plan for the immediate future with the program, so here goes:
Lifestyle & relationships: there’s a certain factor of fame here, but unlike stark, people crave your attention for different reasons, some might seek you out for advice or info, while others would want to be around you just to admire you. in the last one month, the amount of people who I have noticed clinginess from (not in a bad way) has definitely increased beyond my expectations, especially my girlfriend, who knows about my sub use and denies that anything is influencing her and she always wanted my attention as much, that wasn’t true especially during my 2 week run of emperor, however now, it’s like she can’t stay away or else she feels like she’s getting withdrawals, this is more prevalent when I’m at the gym or playing my game (takes at least 25 mins per match) but it isn’t in an annoying way. Family-wise; I’ve seen everyone become more playful and joking with me more often, less serious conversations all the time and I’ve noticed I’m less likely to refuse to do something that they asked for.
Self-esteem and confidence: ahhhh the one part that I can talk about forever, this has brought the biggest changes in me, making me embrace my flaws and even turning them into my unique attributes that are, in a way, flawless. I would say more here, but I can sum it up with the following: my ego is dead, and pride has replaced it.
Physical changes: while It has only been one month, which is not enough to see massive physical changes, i still saw some which i was happy with, such as: my skull shape changing a bit and the back of my head becoming a bit “smoother”, another is Invictus Jr. also feels a bit bigger (yes i called it my junior ) and my body seems to have gotten slightly bigger, but that could be due to the increased appetite since day 1 of using WANTED.
another thing to note, while it wasn’t a direct change, WANTED has influenced me in a way to increase my attractiveness by guiding me to buy new clothes and getting random haircuts and dying my hair, so there’s that too.
now we’re at the final part, so I’ll just state my plans from today onwards;
As i mentioned before in another topic, i will be stacking WANTED with certain binaural beats from youtube that have been modeled after performance enhancing drugs in order to achieve similar effects as taking them, i will not be mentioning the name of the channel, but i will mention the name of the compounds that i will be using the binaural of;
Androgen receptors x3 when i wake up
trestolone acetate (MENT) x3 after working
the protocol for my program will be to use these on my workout days (every day except Tuesdays and Fridays) and using WANTED on Saturdays Mondays and Wednesdays, 1 loop per day.
I will also be doing this for 4 weeks and with a training program called FST-7, which should help me bulk up and gain some muscle over the course of the next 4 weeks, which should help me see how much I can change physically in just 1 month time, after which I will take a washout period week from everything.
current weight: 70.2kg.
goal weight by the end of the 4 weeks: 73-74kg.
Let the gains begin