Custom Q: The Stark's Power of an Inner Artist while in Ecstasy of Gold

Journals - Custom Subliminals
#1

Hello Community!

Last week I’ve received an email from Sub Club with the official Instructions, where Saint highly recommended the rest days. And, as I would have observed later, he was right.

I 've been on Q standard products from August, then in November I’ve ordered my first Q Custom title, then in December my 2nd, and these days I plan for the 3rd.
But I 've hardly taken some days off during this months, only when I was feeling very bad (I have an early journal where I mention these issues).
I have always had this mentality regarding subliminals (more years of them on youtube stuff) that more is better and that I would lose opportunity on rest days.

The Sub Club guys do a great job in subliminal research.

On Friday last week I took my first day off in weeks, then I kept on resting Saturday, Sunday and Monday morning.
On Monday morning I’ve got a great euphoria, I felt very efficient at my daily multi-tasking, my attention was clear, my head very light, I was generally grounded with a good amount of energy, I was speaking very clear with a smooth articulation (I usually don’t), great focus.
The moment I’ve noticed this behavior I was thinking that Saint was right.
Now I believe that in the past weeks I’ve reached the Stonewalling level (as he says), beyond Reconciliation, in a rapid manner since the Q Customs are supposed to be stronger than the Q standard.
So, back to Monday noon (yesterday) I thought to try again some loops: 2 loops of Custom 1 and 2 loops of Custom 2, continous without pauses between tracks (C1-C2-C1-C2). In the late evening I’ve got some fears, a little bit irritated, losing ground, not able to fully focus/organize on my evening routines so I’ve got in bed late. Today is a rest day, I feel like Monday morning. Great.
What is interesting is that I do notice these changes.

From this observation I am aware now that in my case I could start from 1 loop/day for a custom title, rest one day, and repeat. I am glad that I have a lot of room to grow, step by step, loop by loop.

I am also inspired by this Saint’s post and this friday’s post.

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#2

For the journal record, these are my actual Q Customs:

Q Custom 1: Stark, Power Can Corrupt, Invincible Presence, Earthshaker, Direct Influencing Aura, The Oath, Emperor’s Voice, Dragon Tongue, I.Q. Booster, Secrets of Akasha, The Architect, Omnidimensional.

Q Custom 2: Inner Circle, Ultimate Artist, Leader of Men, Power Unleashed, The Spotlight, Auric Overdriver, Chiron, Sacred Words, Ultimate Writer, Sexiness, Secret Source, Sultan, All-Seeing, Metamorphosis, Merger of Worlds.

I am also thinking of a third.

For the beginning I would focus on the frequency (loops per day + rest days) and on how I feel (physical, mental, emotional).

LATE UPDATE: I’ve just ordered the 3rd Custom
Q Custom 3: Ecstasy Of Gold ST4, Financial Shifter, Business Tactician, Blue Skies, Rebirth, Virtue Temperance, Aura Of Craving, Male Enhancement, Informaticon, Temptation, Focuse Arousal, Yggdrasil, Deus.

As I look behind past year, for me have been a lot lot of money on subs. Now I see it as an investment in myself.

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#3

Wow!

:+1:

I think you got a good set of customs for success!

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#4

Yes, it does feel like this, more on the rest days. There is an overwhelming internal presence of “something” great to happen.

#5

In the following weeks I will keep the next frequency formula. Let’s see how I feel on it.

Day 1: Q1 x 1 loop, Q2 x 1 loop
Day 2: rest
Day 3: Q2 x 1 loop, Q3 x 1 loop
Day 4: rest
Day 5: Q1 x 1 loop, Q3 x 1 loop
Day 6: rest

It is far less than the general instructions, I quote:

“1.5.1 For Q-Strength Subliminals:
You’ll want to listen to 2-6 hours per day for five days before taking two days off for processing. So, if you listen Monday – Friday, take Saturday and Sunday off. If you listen Sunday – Thursday, take Friday and Saturday off, and so forth. Do NOT skip these two rest days.”

Anyway, there’s enough room to improve in the next months.

#6

First big notice: the Physicality Shifter – Sexiness module is acting pretty fast and very well.
My face is starting to beautify in the way I wanted it. What I start to see now in the mirror are traits of faces which I’ve always admired in the past (actors, singers…). So, this is my celular memory of what once I wanted to be like - that’s pure insanity, of course in the best way of it :sweat_smile:
Tried some real selfies (not mirrored) and I start to like it, more appealing to see myself as others see me. Great!

Now this is a big change also in the terms of the new split protocol.
Before this split, in the first couple of weeks of Custom 2, the time period when I believe I hit the Stonewalling, I was noticing in the mirror a kind of uglyness.

I wonder if, technically speaking, this phenomenon is possible:
Stonewalling-> sending you to the opposite of what the subliminal in intended to do, as in module Sexiness->to Unsexiness.

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#7

A light reconciliation in the late of the rest day following the Q3 loop.
Anxiety, lack of grounding, restlessness.
But the mind is still clear and is holding on the positivity.
I know, I know, in Q3 I went straight to Stage 4 of Gold, plus Blue Skies which is said by Saint to be very heavy.
I think I would give Q3 more rest days.

#8

I am going to allow 2 rest days to my customs.

The reconciliation is still present:

  • doubt for the future
  • some light panic attacks
  • fear of poverty, fear of becoming homeless
  • lack of grounding
  • general fear (without cause)

Nevertheless, things are manifesting:

  • I was talking to a relative that I want to take some courses and instantly he offered to pay for them
  • people are reaching for my presence, ask for advice, are praising me
  • I am writing essays and lately my cognitive-creative connection is very fast, words and ideas come very rounded; new concepts are emerging which I have yet to put them in a easy to digest ideas for people; what I’ve noticed is that every word comes in the moment I am starting to write, from that moment they flow as they waited for me to manifest them
  • my everyday speech is getting very clear and I notice my voice a little bit deeper
  • there’s a touch of a new beautifulness on my face, hair and body

So my new split would be:

Day 1: Q1 x 1 loop, Q2 x 1 loop, Q3 x 1 loop
Day 2: rest
Day 3: rest
…
repeat

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#9

The last hour recon hit harder. Right now I doubt all my choices and am afraid of what may come. I feel that an auto-cancellation program is rising from some forgotten subconscious clusters. I have the feeling that I have created a false reality, based on some illusory beliefs. What are the beliefs anyway?

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#10

Included R.I.C.H Ultima few days ago

Day 1: RICH x 1 loop, Q1 x 1 loop, Q2 x 1 loop, Q3 x 1 loop, RICH x 1 loop
Day 2: rest
Day 3: RICH x 2 loops

Surprised to notice that RICH is not heavy on my nervous system.
I feel very light, cheerful, a lot of energy in the gym, a lot of determination to finish my job and every day tasks, a desire to find solutions to the problems, procrastination diminished, good restful sleep (6-7 hours per night).

A great plus in the gym, since started RICH I am crushing every set, every rep, 10-20% harder, it feels different, like I have ingested some preworkout booster (no change in diet or supplements).
I wonder if anybody else has also noticed this effect with RICH?

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#11

@SaintSovereign @Fire @DarkPhilosopher @Malkuth
Thanks!

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#12

It may be stonewalling or you’re just overloaded since you’re running a lot of modules at once. Here’s a topic on stonewalling and how to deal with it:

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#13

I think in that case it won’t turn you physically not-sexy, but it would give you a very strong feeling that you were not-sexy. So you would feel that way even if people had spontaneous orgasms just looking at your sexy self.

Physically shifting the other way is unlikely. And if it did, it would take a very long time. And by that time you should already be over whatever was holding you back.

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#14

@SaintSovereign actually mentioned something about this exact point in a recent (i.e., last 3-4 weeks) post. I think someone was talking about having the sense of reversed effects with Libertine Ultima. And Saint discussed why that might have happened. Busy right now, so I can’t look it up at the moment. If you don’t find it soon though, I’ll dig it out later.

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#15

Couldn’t resist. Here’s the post I was thinking of:

And now back to work.

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#16

Interesting view. Thanks!

#18

Thank you very much!
I read it, great explanation!

#19

Day 1 feels a little bit heavy. Headaches and tiredness. Anyway my night sleep is deep but lately had to go to bed late and wake up early.

I’ll take out the Rich from day 1.

I would give Day1: 3xQs, Day3: 2xRich, Day 2 - rest.

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#20

I’ve managed to pin down the heaviest track. Yesterday I haven’ had time to listen to all the Qs, so today I’ve played the Q3. A few hours after, anxiety hit, hopelessness etc

Now, I know I have “Informaticon” inside the Q3 which is defined as “Moreover, Informaticon contains a very needed part that guides you to the exact amount of repetitions you need for the current subliminal”

So I am going to dive into my intuition to allow myself to find the right path for Q3.
Q3 seems stubborn on terms of results.

On Q1 and Q2 I see a lot of results: my professional peer group praise is getting higher, I receive a lot of compliments, people are coming forth saying they want to help me in my path. It seems like a group of fans are building around me. I am getting better at “reading” other people minds and desires. Face and body are becoming more and more beautiful in my way of seeing beauty.
One good example happened yesterday: I was having a conversation on chat with big time gaps between messages, and at some point I was hoping for a specific reaction and after an hour I have received a message which was exactly as I was hoping.

I would give Q3 more space to process and narrow the rest for Q1 and Q2:
Day1: Q3 x 1 loop, RICH x 1 loop
Day2: Q1 x 2 loops, Q2 x 2 loops, RICH x 1 loop
Day3: rest
Day4: Q1 x 1 loop, Q2 x 1 loop, RICH x 1 loop

So comparing to the previous split in the 5 days range I’ll have Q3 the same amount of loops with one more day rest, Q1 and Q2 more with 1 loop each, Rich more with 2 loops.
Although the absolute rest days narrowed from 2 to 1, if my intuition is correct and Q3 was the culprit of my heavy reconciliation, it would be fine.

Let’s see how it works.
My main objective right now is to find the sweet spot in which I don’t feel beat up by reconciliation and still manage to live my life to its full potential and to integrate the plus values from all these subs.

#21

Q Custom 2: …Ultimate Artist, …, Sacred Words, Ultimate Writer

My creativity is very very high these days. I write a lot. My writing style has been already metaphoric but now I am the Metaphor. lol lol thats good

I highly recommend this combo for writers.
And of course I.Q. Booster

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