I think it’s for “no fap”.
It’s been a while since I’ve made an update. Let’s do one.
My listening strategy throughout the days were as follows:
- A: Ascension + Chosen
- B: Mind’s Eye + Ascension
As you can see this is an ascension-heavy listening pattern.
First things first: Today is the last day of my extended fast. While @DarkPhilosopher will continue to go on with his experimental strategy, I will be breaking my fast tomorrow with bone broth. It has been quite an adventure these past few weeks because I scheduled my days to be as busy as possible. The hardest days were the weekends, because it was easy to get bored and distracted on those days. But I powered through. I lost a lot of weight. So much that I’m getting close to hitting my cutting goals…for the whole year.
Of course, I now have the break the fast properly. Then after that, maintain a lifestyle that enables me to keep the weight off. This will be challenging, of course. Next month features a lot of food-related events. I want to focus on cutting/maintaining through April, then switch to bulking again. What am I to do?
I have decided that after this 21-day cycle is up, I will switch out Ascension for EF ST2. Ascension has been nice. I believe it has played a factor in my fast by giving me the mental strength to go through my days. This was probably the most intense extended fast because I exercised 7 days a week and kept myself very busy and relatively active. Work of course had a lot going on. And I had to assert myself in multiple cases. Ascension helped me in all of this. I am curious to see what benefits I may get from Ascension in the washout that’s to come. With ascension being one of the lightest main titles I believe that even with just 21 days I’ll have gotten a good enough amount of programming.
With EF ST2 I aspire to continue cutting and losing fat, especially from those tough regions. EF ST2 in ZP format may be just what I need. I want to rapidly burn fat, even with all of the food-related events coming up. Not only that, I want EF ST2 to enforce a mindset in which I tend towards those healthier choices. My fast and cutting so far this year has got me far, now let’s get to the end. EF ST2’s going to be in my stack for the rest of this stack (chapter 2.5) and also here for the following stack.
On another note, I have some doubts about Ascension Chamber. After seeing the rendition of it that’s been released, it’s not quite like what I thought it’d be. Now I’m not sure what to do with Mind’s Eye ZP. Should it be carried over into the following stack? Could I drop it for the next stack and reintroduce it again when I need it? Currently the next stack candidates are:
- Chosen
- EF ST2
- ME or Khan ST1
Khan ST1 would be a 1-stack run to quickly prepare me for all the other titles I’m going to be running related to the domain and goals of Khan. Yes, even with having finished DR it could be interesting.
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The next stack I talk about above occurs mostly during Ramadan, which is a month of not only dry fasting but also about some introspection and healing. This is why I thought about running Khan ST1 that month, instead of a title in Khan’s domain which may be more action-oriented.
Fellow people partaking in the activities of that month, I would like your opinion on what a good third title may be. I’ve got the career title (Chosen), the fitness title (EF ST2), now what should be the third thing to work on?
@Invictus (tag others, too!)
if you used ME, you would supercharge it with AsC, mix that up with the religious aspect of Ramadan (I’m assuming you’re also a Muslim), and you got a pretty wild stack.
Khan St1 will make you hungry, both @GoldenTiger and @Moon would agree (since they ran it) that it makes you hungry af, so not sure if that would be a good idea.
Voting behind this too, it makes you hungry af. I’ve been loading up quite a bit.
Chapter 2 Check-In
This past Saturday marked the final run of the 21-day stack. Nearly 100% of the stack was run during my extended fast and refeeding period. My 15-day fast with a 5 day refeeding period meant that the only day I was not in a fasting-related mode was on the final listening day, when I ran Ascension and Chosen on the day I attended a relatively big event.
That’s not to say that the listening choice (time and selection) wasn’t worth it. I got great results from this one. Ascension helped me remain disciplined and have the mental strength that great water fast demands. Believe it or not, I was exercising 7 days a week during my fast, and ended up losing 20 pounds in 15 days. That is the highest rate of weight loss I’ve ever received from any technique (@Invictus @DarkPhilosopher)—only EF ST2 could potentially beat that. My willingness to show up and lift and/or run in the mornings every day throughout the fast, as well as practice a physical sport, was undoubtedly aided by Ascension and I clearly see the result of it.
Ascension helped me to show up at work and be productive daily. I had a lot of work during my EF and I was willing to put in the long hours (intentionally longer to account for lag that would come up during the fast) while working remotely to get shit done. It of course helped that the work was a distraction from food-related thoughts. However, I wasn’t sloppy with what I did. In fact, I was commended for quite a few things that I pulled off during the fast by many who weren’t aware that I was in the fast all the while. And when some of them did find out during my refeeding week, they were floored.
My parents also very much respected my fasting efforts. I wasn’t so worried about them knowing this time. I was confident in what I was doing and I looked to them to just accept it. The good friends of mine who did know about my endeavors were also encouraging!
Let’s quickly catalog some items down which may relate back to the subs I ran during the fast.
- Extreme Will (Ascension)
- Extreme Independence (Ascension)
- Leading myself (Chosen)
- Great sense of positivity about what I was doing (Chosen)
- Boosting my own results (Mind’s Eye)
- Greatly reduced doubt in myself and my ability to affect reality (all three subs)
- Gratitude (Ascension)
- Leadership (Chosen). I didn’t write much about it above, but at work, I did decide I should be leading some more efforts on the side in order to secure a higher chance of getting promoted.
I do think the stuff in Ascension carried over to the refeeding period and onwards. The confidence in myself, seeing what has already happened in just two months of this year, what I’ve accomplished, and what is to come to make me more proud of who I am and the trajectory I’m on for this year. Month-for-month I am handily beating last year’s course of events.
What’s Next?
This upcoming Wednesday will mark the beginning of Chapter 2.5, in which I will be featuring the following items:
- Chosen
- ME
- EF ST2 (New!)
- Ascension Chamber
Like I said earlier in the journal, I must develop the skill of manifestation very well in order to get to the next level of my life. AsCh is a no-brainer to include since it doesn’t take up one of the three slots. ME may very well be in my stack for three rotations, to follow Saint’s advice that (paraphrasing here) three rotations of a single title will go a long way.
Now as for EF ST2—even though I have cut a lot with the recent fast, I must keep the weight off. In fact, I’d like to lose a bit more weight. The changes here will tackle the parts of my body that historically have been harder to lose fat from. Doing that will require that I make certain lifestyle changes, and optimizations to my diet and exercise routine. This is despite events in this and next month providing an upward pressure on weight. I am looking forward to seeing what EF ST2 will do for me as I continue to take action (which includes OMAD and exercising 7 days a week).
Chpater 3
Continuing the Momentum
It’s been 27 days since the last journal entry? How? I’m not even frequenting the forums daily anymore. That’s how I know things have changed.
The stack in this current chapter is a continuation of the previous one:
- Emperor Fitness ST2
- Mind’s Eye
- Chosen
- Ascension Chamber
With this month being one of dry fasting, I’d like to continue to lose more fat. Exercising is going to be hard but certainly possible. Just need to time it to be closer to the end of the fast, so I can rehydrate and refeed not long after my lifts and runs.
I of course am continuing to work on my career. That has motivated my use of Chosen this whole time. As long as I don’t get the particular promotion I’m looking for, this is staying in my stack. Have I noticed the benefits? Yes. Some teammates have been helping me get the work opportunities I need to demonstrate that I’m ready. My manager is looking to work with me on a growth plan. I’ve been pushing through this year with an amazing sense of optimism and positivity. Seriously—month for month, I feel so much better this year than I did last year. As for my voice, I have noticed some improvements which may be coming from Chosen as well as other parts of my stack as well as the actions I have been taking, such as exercise which would improve hormones. Chosen is helping me become the optimistic leader I need to be in these times.
Mind’s Eye and Ascension Chamber, of course, are great tools for manifestation that are enabling me to increase my power consistently. I wish I could run AsCh right now, but I’m not doing that because I’m in the middle of my dry fasting window. I’m so glad that AsCh doesn’t take up a slot because this is going to be in my stack long-term, even after I take out ME. Anyway, what I want to do is figure out routines and practices beyond the list method that I can do to manifest what I want!
I received a notification that someone recently liked this message from the Mind’s Eye ZP thread, which made me ask myself how much closer I am to this. I have much lower doubt now that I shape my external reality and can manifest whatever I put my mind to. The potential is there. This sentiment guides me to switch out ME for something else once I finish three full rotations of it (which will happen at the start of chapter 3.5, since I started ME at the beginning of chapter 1.5).
Can you share any examples?
Hmm. It’s been 10 days since the last entry. Things are not as they used to be. The momentum of my journal habit has interfered with many times this year. First, it was the trip I did out of the country back in late January. Then came the extended fast I did in February. Of course, I wasn’t too hot on reestablishing daily journaling in March, as this journal had a whopping one entry from me that entire month. And now we have April, a month of dry fasting, and a month whose schedule takes me away from the usual productive flow.
Journaling needs improvement. And of course, there are some other challenges I could talk about. Here I’ll just mention fitness. EF ST2 has given the good downward pressure on weight in the midst of relatively unhealthy meals that this month has presented. I’ll be honest though, I haven’t measured my weight this month (bad, I know)—but I’m getting an extensive scan done soon so I’ll have to face the truth soon enough! Amazingly, I continue to lift 4 days a week and run at least 3 days a week. Yea, that’s down from 7—sometimes it’s just tough to do after lifts on lifting days due to energy and time constraints; I exercise in the evenings close to the time of breaking my fasts, as opposed to mornings. However, I’ve kept up the exercise game and have not lost strength so far! Let’s see where EF ST2 continues to take me.
At work, I’ve been surprisingly productive and effective. I am executing the main project fairly quickly. i thought I’d be fighting through the workday to get tasks done, but that is not the case. Even the stuff around being a leader, taking initiative, and giving direction to my peers and the wider team is getting better. I decided to tell my manager that I’d like to facilitate another team discussion which he appreciated. On top of that I’m going to try getting a project (that I didn’t work on) that’s been stagnating out to people—even more things to do.
I also have to lead myself through these times, of course. That takes me to the next event coming up. Soon, I will be telling my parents that I’m going to be moving out of my house. That this is coming up soon brought up some worries earlier today. But I realized wait a minute:
- I’m not a kid anymore
- I’m very financially well off (let’s say affording an apartment isn’t an issue)
- I’m going to be rooming with one of my best friends. Probably the best person I could be rooming with at this point in time—we had even roomed back during our college days.
- On top of all of this I’m going to be in the same region for the time being. I could visit my parents at their house every weekend in theory, (just to give a sense of the travel distance).
I was going through my manifestation lists and reviewing what I had written over the past few days and came across statements related to my parents being okay with the outcome and with me happily moving to the apartments. When I found these statements, I became more relaxed and cheerful once again. Because I know what I write manifests into reality. With Mind’s Eye, the power, accuracy, and likelihood of that have only increased, and the probability of manifesting the negative has decreased since ME has scripting to prevent myself from doing negative manifestations.
That all being said, I’m going to ask for some good luck from you all!
On "luck"
At this point, I know we all create our own 'luck." Some might even say there’s no such thing as ‘luck.’ But I digress, and used the saying above merely because its a colloquialism
Trusting that all will work out in your favor. Cheers👍
Big Update
Update for everyone (and @TheSunlightCaller, thanks for the trust): it worked out. I announced my decision. My parents were a bit taken aback by it. After I explained my decision as well as got some smart support from my siblings, my parents understood it. I know my mom was particularly a little tearful for a bit—I know neither of them wanted me to move out, but they had been expecting it to happen at some point.
The Weekend
I really like the way this weekend went. Though I can’t quite tie it back to my main stack. There is one day notable though, because I feel it has EF ST2 partially involved. How? Well, while I was dry fasting I:
- Ran (LISS Treadmill) in the morning
- Toured some places in the afternoon
- Did multiple sports later in the day
I think EF ST2 has worked on the portion of helping me tap into my energy reserves and utilize them better. Now that said, I have decided to make the switch to ST4 soon. I took a body scan on that same day and it turns out I have still a bit of fat to lose based on my percentage before I could start a pure bulking phase. I discussed the results with my friends who also does these scans and realized that hold on a minute, I still have enough fat where I could be doing body recomposition rather than a strict cutting phase! And guess what subliminal could help me do that body recomposition better…that’s right, Emperor Fitness ST4!
So Apr 21 will be the final day of stack 3a which has:
- EF ST2
- Chosen
- Mind’s Eye
And will be switched to 3b after a 5-day washout to:
- EF ST4
- Chosen
- Mind’s Eye
Experimental
I tried to use the True Social original lifecharger twice, yesterday and today due to social events. Today’s run was interesting since it was ran right after AsCh. The theory is that TS’s guided component could link in with the manifestation abilities I am developing to provide some results. I’m not sure how much it helped me at these events. What I can say, however, is that I don’t have recon right now.
Ringing the bells here everyone. I am deciding to start a washout NOW and move to a different sub. I would like suggestions for what to work on that’s good for around 1 stack run)
I’m thinking of running Primal since it’s:
- Light (so minimal days needed to absorb, like Ascension—I think 1 45-day run may be enough)
- Based on Inner State
- Would be part of the groundwork with regards to social/romantic stuff, the other life track that I’m building runs/stacks around but haven’t dipped into yet. (We can say the track focused on so far this year is career—I’m running Chosen until I get my career goal).
Seeking early comments while I go get dinner. @Invictus
Further Deliberation on the Next Sub
Today has become the first of a 4-day washout. On 04/22/22 (magical!) I will be starting my next stack, which is:
- ME
- Chosen
- ???
In yesterday’s entry, I highlighted EF ST4 as the next title to introduce. However after seeing Invictus’s results with EF during Ramadan I decided to switch things up myself. If the guy with the highest flow factor (not me—not yet anyways ) isn’t able to work with EF during Ramadan then EF isn’t going to work for me either.
That pushes running EF ST4 to starting at the beginning of Stack 4 (May 16 - June 30). However, I realize this is also a challenging time to start the EF ST4 run. When I run ST4, I want to run it across several stacks, unbroken. But I know that stack 5 is going to be a “social interlude” where I introduce my social custom (which I discussed in the customs thread and features IC + HS) and have a complete stack that gets me ready for the social track of subs.
A Personal Subliminal Roadmap
In other words, I’ve been planning out my future setup like this:
Stack 3a (just ended):
- ME
- Chosen
- EF ST2
Stack 3b (April 22 - May 15)
- ME
- Chosen
- ?
Stack 4 (May 16 - June 30)
- ME
- Option to early exit into custom as part of a “Stack 4b” because I will reach 3 stack rotations of ME in the middle of this stack (I started ME back in Stack 1b).
- Chosen
- ?
Stack 5 (July 1 - Aug 15)
- (IC + HS Custom)
- Interesting to note this is like a “social manifestation” successor to ME. That’s almost by design, since I believe manifestation is one of the most important skills to develop now.
- (Another social-related title to get me up to speed. Daredevil? Libertine? Hmm…)
- Khan ST1
Stack 6 looks like this:
- (Custom)
- Chosen (If career objective has not been met by this time) OR social sub
- EF ST4
Notice:
- Chosen has been in my stack since the beginning of the year, due to the pursuing of some career goals. I’d be willing to keep it in my stack the entire year to achieve that goal, but I can possibly achieve it halfway through. That said, I think taking a one-stack break via Stack 5 can help me achieve bloom on Chosen as well as let me integrate some social subs.
- As you can see, the “?” is what I’m stuck on right now. That EF doesn’t really work during Ramadan and would have less than two stack runs (of EF ST4) before the pause in ST5 puts me in my current spot.
The Case for Primal
What if you decide that you do not wish to leave your sexual and dating life up to external circumstances and what others dictate to you? What if you decide, that since it is your life, you should have control over it?
To me, Primal appears to be a great candidate for the current slot, perhaps going into stack 4. Here’s why I think so.
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It is a relatively light title, meaning I do not have to run it for that long to potentially feel satisfied with said run.
- For reference, I thought my 21-day Ascension run was pretty good—while I could receive more benefits with a longer run I don’t think I’d necessarily have to do that over say, running Khan which I will eventually do.
- I do acknowledge that I might need to run longer than expected (currently 45 days), but not that much longer. So it’s nice to know that I could run it through the end of stack 4. Hmm, now that I think about it, it probably would be a great idea to run this through stack 4.
- Works on the sexual self which hasn’t gotten that much subliminal development this year.
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Focuses on the inner development. I feel that I need to do this a lot when it comes to the stuff Primal focuses on. I notice that I don’t particularly feel that free to act out my primal sexual self in an outward social way that’d get me somewhere in the romantic department. I’ve looked back on my interactions and I can see that.
- This focus on the inner also puts me at ease given the current conditions which make it a bit hard to run titles that are more heavily focused on the outer (e.g. S&S, PS or Khan ST3).
- It is development for the social track. Although I originally envisioned that the first half of the year is purely career/self-focused in subs and the latter in social, I think I can do well in both aspects without having to have such a sharp division. Primal is part of getting myself set up.
- Potentially fits with Khan ST1 like pieces of a puzzle, if I were to run Khan ST1 right after stopping Primal.
What do you guys think of this strategy?
I love how well thought out your plan is for the next few months. This is inspirational. I have plans in my head but seeing them in black and white may prove for me to be the key to a better implementation to my subs.
Reading your thinking and reasons, I think it makes a lot of sense to use Primal.
What captured my attention the most was:
So, I was thinking that since you know that Ramadan is a definite factor and commitment during this time, it might be good to play a title that fits well with your experience of Ramadan.
For some people, fasting and prayer brings out a kind of a state of emotional openness and raw vulnerability; for others it might bring out a clarity of mind and thought; for some it may let them turn inward and process the past; and for others it might be a time of meditation and alignment with higher, guiding principles.
I’m just thinking about what this time and this practice might bring out of you the most, and then treating that like a ‘wave’ and using the subliminal as a surfboard to ride that wave.
This is an interesting suggestion as it ties into how I’ve been considering this month. Good on you, @Malkuth, for this idea. It is exactly the reflection I’ve done on my life and what I want to get better at next that has brought me to this point.
Recap of Previous Stacks
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@TheSunlightCaller, this one’s for you!
Stack 1a
- Paragon
- Chosen
- Emperor
Stack 1b
- ME
- Chosen
- Emperor
Stack 2a
- ME
- Chosen
- Ascension
Stack 2b
- ME
- Chosen
- EF ST2
Stack 3a (just ended!)
- ME
- Chosen
- EF ST2
As you can see, there have been two long-running parts of this year’s sub runs: ME and Chosen. ME because I need to develop my manifestation to the highest extent to achieve all my goals, and Chosen to become the leader I need to be, chiefly in work. Chosen has a clear end goal, which is to achieve a particular promotion. ME of course helps me manifest that, as well as a general base of ability. Using the suggestion from Saint that “three stack runs will go a long way” I find that I’m good after stack 4a, although there’s a good chance it’s also a part of stack 4b (note: if 4a and 4b are the same then we’d just call both parts stack 4).
That’s all good. I am not knocking the fact that I have focused on such. Going into this year I knew that manifestation is THE key skill to develop, and also that I want to get promoted this year so I don’t have to worry as much about career progression afterward; this next promotion is a key junction point in my overall career. It is good financially and also frees up more of my mind to focus on other domains, some of which have been underdeveloped not just this year but also in general. That includes…
The Second Domain
If I had to give this domain name subliminal club keywords, it would be:
- Romance
- Skills
- Social
- Status
Lately, I’ve had my mind, eye (and mind’s eye ) on this aspect, given the current month promoting a lot of reflection as well as me getting older. Simply put, I’m disappointed in the way things in this department have turned out. I have some great close friends. General social circle is OK. I can see ways in which it can expand (and even ways it’s expanding right now) but it’s a bit slow. I first theorized the idea of having a great and fully-fledged inner circle—using that exact term even before joining SC—back in late 2019 and I don’t think I’m just there yet. Of course, I have to cut myself some slack because of the way the world changed after that year…
But what’s going on with the romantic/sexual aspect? Not many great things to say here, to be honest. I don’t feel as if the opportunities come by often. I feel to take massive action, but in what way? Where’s the motivation when the time comes? What really stuck to me was when this past weekend I met this one woman at an event and at one point we were at a bar just sitting and chatting. Yea, that’s great—I enjoyed the conversation, also got complimented for my successes. That’s a marker of something good with regards to general social stuff, but I’m looking for more than that. Where was my desire, let alone showcasing of sexual intent?
The main thing I’ve tried to do related to this aspect of life in recent times has been NF, and even that hasn’t gone so well recently. Which is a shame, given the current month and all. I theorize that because I am not showing the outward expression of my primal self (because I don’t feel free to for whatever reason) that becomes the perverse inward expression that ultimately doesn’t do me much good. I really want to change that.
So here I am.
Listening Strategy
Since Primal is the newest addition to the stack and is going to be around shorter relative to the two other members (ME and Chosen), I’m doing this listening strategy which I’ve done for some of the earlier stack runs where I knew one of the titles weren’t going to be around for long (e.g. Ascension).
- A: Primal + ME
- Rest Day
- B: Primal + Chosen
This will get me the programming for Primal while staying in what I deem the upper bound for my experimentation, 8 loops in a 7-day window. (This is inspired by the listening guidelines for 1-sub stacks and 2-sub stacks which max out at 8 loops, but the standard 3-sub stack guideline has 6 loops over a 7-day window).
Chapter 3.5
Awakening The Primal Man
What if you decide that you do not wish to leave your sexual and dating life up to external circumstances and what others dictate to you? What if you decide, that since it is your life, you should have control over it?
I have decided exactly what the above talks about. While I could write a bit more about Primal and why I’m doing it, there’s plenty I’ve written about that in the few posts above. Right now, there’s one thing left to do. Let’s hop into this.
I’m listening to Primal as we speak, for the full duration. Primal, then ME. I will go to sleep not long afterward.
Listening for today:
- Primal
- ME
I want to journal daily again. Just like I was doing last year when I ran DR and then the other subs. I remember—it takes only a few days to see the benefits and appreciate it. I imagine it won’t take long for me to hop back on the train, assuming that I make it in the first few days. Journals don’t have to be long, detailed or heavily analytical for every entry. Keeping up the momentum and having the mind’s eye on the goal is the key thing.
Anyway, I listened early in the morning before I went to bed, then woke up and went through my day. For a Friday, I was very productive while working from home. I got in my element and accomplished quite a bit. Though of course, for work there’s still more I need to do that’s in addition to the kind of work I’m already good at. I’m hoping that Chosen continues to help me there; I also realize that by being so productive today I have additional time to handle my weaker spots. Having run Primal before bed I had wondered if it was going to interfere with my work productivity. Turns out it wasn’t an issue. Running before bed may have helped because sleep and dreaming helps process subs. I did have more vivid dreams on that night, though there isn’t much I can make of it (granted, a whole day has passed).
I also have felt in a way that’s more conducive to practice NF. I would like that to be the case moving forward. Have my sexual element be expressed in a healthier and more helpful way. Be really comfortable with that part of myself.
I’m curious to see how Primal synergizes with both ME and Chosen.
Listening as I write this:
- Primal
- Chosen
Today was an interesting day as I continued to look for more places I could potentially be staying at with my friend when I move out. Funny thing is, though, in my adventure of checking out places myself I haven’t found a better option than one of the first ones I and my friend toured together. It’s a wonder how sometimes the first (or one among the first few ) picks is the seeming winner. Of course, things can change with availability and whatnot. Nonetheless—or rather, precisely because of that—I consider today’s explorations to be informative and helpful.
Besides the planning for things like the above, the afternoon was fun and games. Unfortunately, I got into a sort of car accident. Fingers crossed this gets resolved through insurance quickly. It’s nothing too crazy, but I need to get my car through the body shop… That throws off some plans. Well, live and learn. I’m glad I earn enough money such that this isn’t an issue financially speaking.
Anyway, interestingly enough in my hang with friends today the topic of dating came up. I think this is the first time this particular group discussed the topic at length extensively. I had no conscious intention of discussing that myself, going into the hang. Did I manifest this from running Primal? That was quick. Anyway there’s a few takeaways from the conversation:
- In a strict sense I haven’t taken as much action in dating relative to my peeps.
- Despite that, we’re all still in the same boat. That’s not great for them, but what does it signal to me? How much action must I take, and how long will it take before I’m in an ideal relationship?
Before I can even answer those questions, my brain says hold on there buddy, not so fast. I’m running SC ZP subs which dramatically changes the equation for me.
- I mean look, I ran just one loop of Primal and I already saw stuff occur in the outer world (including above hangout which featured said conversation). There’s still more to come. I have been doing NF since the start of Primal and I want to continue that. Let the entire sexual self transform, and give myself permission to let the primal man come outside, not stay behind closed doors. These people talked all about apps but what about organic methods and approaching women in public? They just didn’t do that, and we all know how apps are rather flawed.
- I guess Chosen does help attract romantic partners who would be on the same wavelength in some sense, but I’ve been running that title since the start of the year and haven’t seen notable results in that regard. That’s fine, since I run Chosen for the career aspect. Maybe it’s because I don’t really have a sexual base? (That’s why I’m running Primal)
- ME is of course building that manifestation base to help me succeed. Manifest success in the domain being discussed. This is the secret weapon that’d get me places in life a lot faster, given the correct guidance. To be honest, I occasionally did write down stuff related to success in the domain being discussed but it irks me that most of them have yet to manifest. Notice that I say yet—I’m not going to rule them out as “they’re not going to manifest.” But the fact that they still haven’t yet while a good deal of stuff in other domains has says that I need to take a special approach and work on this in a more targeted way.
- It’s especially because of the need to target this domain specifically that I am going to build and a custom that’s purely focused on manifesting social/romantic relationships. Yea, it’s not going to have a hard alpha tile in it, because it’s not advised to put Khan ST4 in a custom. I can just run Khan ST4 in a stack. And besides, it may be helpful to have the custom be based around the goal that I should focus on (ideal relationship), rather than the method I think I need to achieve it (becoming a highly alpha individual). That’s something I can say only because of the nature of manifestation, at least based on what I’ve heard from Goddard. When I spot a method I think is going to help or work, I’ll go with it. But with the custom focused on manifestation perhaps it becomes more long-lasting and also allows my stack to be more flexible.
Building up my confidence in this regards through getting back into Neville Goddard stuff.
Listened to:
- Primal
- ME
Let’s see what my dreams show.
Yea, my dreams show I’ve got work to do. There was a scene in there where I was feeling down about stuff related to Primal. Saw the success someone I was familiar with had (in this alternate scenario, anyway—no clue what he’s up to in real life) and started walking away sadly. Some people, including my friends, noticed me as I walked away with a certain look ad one simply said, “Don’t mind him, don’t mind him.”
Primal is working on deep stuff.