Day 10 ~
Listening day - Combined all 3 subs in a 15-minute loop 1 time.
Yesterday I had a headache all day, but it is that time of the month for me.
I wanted to cry but for whatever reason seemed to be holding it in until the end of the day. The crying wasn’t as much as the day before. I felt like I wanted to make myself burst into tears with no success though!
I have been thinking a lot about what I want to mostly focus on with business and where I don’t want to put my energy. A lot of people have been reaching out to me since starting this stack. I feel like that may have been overwhelming my energy a bit, but I made sure to ground myself. I was okay leaving messages alone until the next day. I remember when that would bother me.
I enjoyed morning yoga outside in the sun these past 2 days. I didn’t mind that people were walking by getting their kids off to school.
I find myself thinking a lot about how I am putting my message out to the public for potential clients, if I want to do workshops, online group stuff, website stuff, etc. I worry that I will recon if I am not taking enough action. I know for sure I don’t want to be working 1:1 all day because then I will feel like I am at a job again or maybe I won’t. This is something I am pondering with a lot.
Maybe when it’s something you love, you make your schedule and you choose the clients, then it doesn’t feel like a job as much.
It is my business after all. I am not working for someone else anymore! 
I thought about the idea of taking some clients in a metaphysical shop maybe once a week but not sure how much they charge and if it would even be worth it or not. This could be a good way of networking and making new connections in the metaphysical scene.
Yesterday I was thinking a lot about how dependent people become on “gurus” and feeling into “cult” vibes in different areas. I find it funny how much I have let that bother me when I don’t really need that to be my problem or put my attention on it. People have free will. Whatever floats people’s boats.
I enjoy being a leader who surrounds herself with like-minded people.
I imagine attracting more people like that.
They say you become like the people you most surround yourself with.
Independent or dependent individual?
I started questioning if I need more coaching/training with my business to help launch it to the next level. I have invested over $20,000 into all of it over the past 2 years.
I would probably benefit from some guidance on the messaging and website piece. My offer and pricing, marketing, etc. I just spent 7 weeks working with a coach but still have some uncertainty.
I will let that flow naturally and keep at doing my thing.
Gotta have faith <3
