Day 30
Elixir Ultima x 6
-50 Burpees + 20 Push-ups: CHECK
-Even though I felt emotionally solid and strong yesterday morning, I started falling apart in the second half of the day yesterday and the feeling extended to today morning. It was a feeling of helpless rage with regard to being “helicopter-parented” by my parents (for cultural and disability reasons which I don’t want to go too much into right now). But the main thing was that I had this thought come to me to forgive them. I did and I felt immediately lighter and my sense of good humor came back. Repeatedly telling myself that I forgive my dad and mom, made me feel even better until I started forgiving everyone else who slighted me, knowingly or unknowingly. “They were doing the best they could” was the thought which came to me regarding my family. And it doesn’t matter what they feel about my decisions henceforth but let my actions speak Independence rather than trying to convince them verbally that I can handle my life. Talk is cheap anyways and I feel a renewed push to take the next step.
-I will be taking 3 days rest before I jump to my new stack and brand new journal. It came to me today that I will start my EmperorQ journey and eventually stack it with Power Can Corrupt. It felt like an extremely confident decision.
EmperorQ will be for creating my internal power. Power Can Corrupt to build my external power.
Too many times I have flayed around not applying my knowledge to real life. And not learning from my experiences and mistakes. It has been too long and I will not use my introversion as an excuse to not go out there and make a name for myself.
Granted that Emperor is more of a solopreuner title but SubClub had upgraded it to work in a social setting when it comes to dealing with quality people and I hope to leverage that for my benefit.
So EmperorQ to master my reality (and frame) and Power Can Corrupt to master the art of persuading others to get into my reality and frame for mutual benefits.
I have long been eyeing PCC to be able to imbue in myself the 48 Laws of Power. I will also read Robert Greene’s book before I do so (and I have time since I will be starting PCC in a month’s time).
So there you have it. EmperorQ will start from the following Monday (Sunday night). Run it for a month along with The Executive to boost action taking. Then after 30 days of solidifying my internal aspect, I will empower my external actions to be congruent with my internal state of power by adding Power Can Corrupt to The Executive + EmperorQ.
Basically,
November: EmperorQ + The Executive
December: EmperorQ + Power Can Corrupt + The Executive
Like I say: “Sounds like a sound plan”