Periodic fatigue is something I’ve dealt with a lot in the last year or so. So I haven’t tended to associate it with reconciliation. That said I did experience this back in the early days with Emperor. More often than not in this situation I would run Paragon.
My experience of reconciliation is often connected with frustration with the speed of progress or nostalgia for “better times”, the feeling of being past ones prime, how am I going to get back to this type of good situation (in the case of last night, a period in my life where I had a full library at my disposal in our living room, and me and my partner would go out to events like movie premieres or various conferences, markets etc together and there was plenty of novelty in my life to help me feel like forward progress was occuring). Last night I actually ended up spinning the energy the opposite direction using the old NLP technique, which is something I ordinarily wouldn’t think of doing. Also talked about it with my ex, got positive encouragement there. As well as just pushing through it by focusing on other things. For some reason it just seemed clearer than usual that this type of thinking was fundamentally flawed which made it easier to turn away from it. I suspect QV2 has helped with this.