Reflections of Apollo

Running all Qv2 now. Not sure I can still run SanguineQ on the side, or even RebirthQ.

Qv2 feels heavier, and my instincts tells me to take it easy. We’ll see in a week or two, once I get acclimated.

Not feeling too pleasant right now. Slight brain fog and fatigue. I guess info overload? Qv2 feels more substantial. I understand it’s sleeker and yet it feels oddly denser, or more powerful.

Let’s try again on day 2 of all Qv2.

To add, libido is not as high, but I’m chalking this up with recon.

Remember that I AM 's cousin is in there, so feeling more or being more emotional, would make sense to me.

See above.

You have status in my eyes.

Qv2 is serious.

:grin:

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Thank you my friend, so I AM is in Khan. That’s why… and probably blue skies too…

Anyway I feel it. Qv2 seems to be more substantial.

I’m taking a lighter approach this time. Nothing on the side, no rebirth, no sanguine, no EF until I get some equilibrium

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Day: 23

Dragon Reborn ST 3

Khan ST 1

Stark

I’m still sticking to my Qv1 routine of 3 loops each today, but if I find it’s too much, I may need to dial that down to two loops. This will be the first time I’ll be doing that, as far as I remember.

I’m on my 2nd loop of DR ST3, so far I still feel like I’m a little bit out of it. I can function just fine, just not too aware or in the moment if that makes sense… it’s though as if I feel like I’m on autopilot.

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QV2 is easier to listen to physically for me but feels WAAY denser.
I think with the reduction in core alpha scripting more of the actual non-core script can be repeated or something like that. That’s my guess since it feels similar to terminus.

So you sticking with QV1 until you get settled?

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Oh no, I meant I’m sticking with my old Qv1 routine of 3x loop each, but I’m full blast on Qv2, now that all my majors are available.

I didn’t at first because I wanted to maintain my ratio.

Yes it feels denser. I just bought EF and sadly I won’t be able to incorporate it right now, not when I’m feeling a bit overwhelmed by Qv2’s density.

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Day: 24

Dragon Reborn ST 3

Khan ST 1

Stark

I don’t feel like journaling much these days, still feeling… peculiar. I’m not exhausted per se, just not very energetic. I suppose lethargic would be the closest word to how I feel right now.

No sadness, no negativity, just a lack of energy. Running on autopilot, mostly.

I suppose this almost “heavy” feeling means I’m still getting used to Qv2. Still simplifying things and not running other subs not included in my major stack.

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that sounds like how Khan Stage 1 effects a few people in the beginning.

My theory is if your stacking it -it will take longer to process out the ‘meh’ factor in it.

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Yes “meh” feeling for sure. I’m cutting back on the others, and observe for a week or two. Wish I could run PCC or Spartan with this stack but I am not sure it’s a good idea, not at this point.

So far it’s Stark that’s doing the heavy lifting, the two other subs I’m running along with it are focused on healing. This would have been the perfect job for EQ, but that would just prolong the process.

I’m banking on Stark being well equipped with PCC, I recognize now it’s invaluable for folks who trusts easily like I do.

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Hi @Apollo, I notice it when forum members are sensitive to energy. It is completely normal to feel apathetic and lethargic right now.

Sure, Khan Total Breakdown may contribute to this as well, but from where I’m sitting I’m aware it is the microcosmic and collective energies. There is no need to be concerned, the emotions you are feeling or rather experiences you are having will fade over time.

The closer we get to the upcoming full moon in Scorpio the easier it’ll get. Not to mention that after this full moon a whole new Era will open for us.

Also, Qv2 is interesting, I’m noticing the effects of Khan on the foreground, yet Stark (which I listened to last week for two loops) is surfacing as well.

Delayed execution… mhm.

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Brilliant as always @Hermit, I enjoy reading your posts. On a sidenote a friend that’s also astrologically inclined mentioned that this full moon is coming up, although when she mentioned it, there was this vague reminder not to be “too friendly” but it’s only banter and her way to tell me to behave… haha…

Yes, I feel this lethargy. Provided there’s no recon, on Qv1 Stark I’m a lot more social, a lot more inclined to joke around and help out, but on Qv2, I find I’m retreating into my shell for the moment. Not out of shyness or being bashful, but I feel like I just don’t want to speak as much.

All the while I was only thinking it’s Qv2, so this could be a factor.

There is this gentleman I watch on YT for his astrological interpretations, but sadly he hasn’t been posting much lately, and I wasn’t up to speed about the influences we have now.

I will keep this in mind, and ride this out. Thank you for sharing this with me.

I’m very much looking forward to this my friend.

@Apollo

How about a rest day?

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Thanks brother, I’ll keep this in mind. I admit, I only took one full rest day this week. I forgot what tempted me, but I recall I ran something on a Saturday.

Just to note, I ran R.I.C.H v2 yesterday, and I received a rather unexpected income today.

Since I began running SC subs, starting with EQ and PS late last year, I’ve seen a steady growth. The push is there, the drive amplified, but the worry has been dwindling slowly, and good riddance, it wasn’t useful, and only took its toll on my well-being.

Negative circumstances has a way of affecting the mindset. It’s a weed, and SC is helping me remove it, and pave the way for better and grander ideas.

I am looking forward to the next stage. I want utter financial abundance.

EQ has this in spades, but I’m hoping Stark does as well.

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Tried to run EF4. I couldn’t. I’m tempted to try Spartan, but I’ll find out next week if this is feasible.

Took a few hours of rest before I feel I can run my Ultima for the day. Diamond v2.

@Apollo

You’re not smoking any more right?

How about a new avatar? I wonder if the smoking in your avatar might be the kind of stimulus you might want to avoid.

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