Thanks @Seeker
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Tried the emperor zp yesterday after a nice washout,
was stuck because wanted to continue washout as am just still overall tired
But emperor is my sub and even in the test would have preferred that then wanted.
Immediately I felt like I am getting my power back.
Felt energized and after 15 minutes wondered shall I continue with another round or try later.
Had a nice nap after as rest is my priority.
Woke up had a haircut appointment, rang up the hairdresser to tell him I will be there soon.
Tells me to wait a hour, some woman walked in earlier and was still not finished.
That got me pissed, could feel the emperor surging. Told him you knew I had an appointment and should have told the other person to wait. Got told by people around me as I was raising my voice to be more humble, dont know how that makes sense, but anyhow did not want to wait an hour as that would be to late.
Wish if I could have napped more.
Ran chosen later, what the hell this brought up some anger wanted to get violent but I am the boss so I am going to always win and not do anything stupid.
Passive aggression was so high though.
Have noticed chosen makes me feel tired and weak.
Also feel like someone is stabbing me in the chest and back
Man am I glad I was in the Wanted test, can still feel its effects that I decided to add it again to my stack,
Yup it creates women to hover you, just got brushed today. Yesterday some woman was sticking her butt out to me like an open invitation but I had my mind on other things.
But I like how it makes me feel when I look at my self,
minus the bug though, the looping thoughts and convos I had with a person during spring lockdown. Dam is that a hindrance or what,the loop it seems to be normally at 3.5 but on wanted its at a 7-7.5.
I wonder if Limit destroyer Zp can take it to a 0, because it’s annoying as hell and really has no purpose going forward. Would like to run more cleaner, free from a cog in my reality.
@SaintSovereign any insights
Ran qv2 custom,
Qv2 seems so old tech. Zp kicks its ass by miles, only 15 minutes, waaaaay smoother and much better
How will Zp customs translate I am anticipating that next.
I kept anticipating ascension chamber to be out, and got Mind zp, listened to it.
Next day…
Still could not wait for the chamber so ended up doing a exercise which is similar to it.
Ended up with a dream with these cats coming out of my back. One was ginger/orange and as soon as it came out went straight into the top freezer above the fridge.
Never had such a crazy dream.
@SaintSovereign
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Was watching Eternals last night when I saw Saint droped Chosen from Within
That’s the kind of sub I been hoping for, had been feeling broken from the inside for a while, hard to say in what way.
It felt like my heart was being repaired, at same time seemed like there was something eating me up.from the inside in that area.
Felt like there was something vampiric attached to me, sucking my blood.
After a while mind felt so steady, inner calm, all the chatter gone. It felt like being on a nice holiday which I have been wanting for a long time. It was a nice feeling, a feeling which I never wanted to end.
Woke up this morning, felt stomach crunching, took a dump, oh man had pins and needles across my legs, sweating like mad all three at same time and thought this was it.
At first thought this must have been from the undercooked pizza I had from one of my fav pizza places on sunday,they took so long to make it by the time i got home saw they took it out so quick and was hungry
It was creating a funny feeling since but not that bad.
Then again hope it’s not the virus😉
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That’s really strange. Are you into vampires?
Not at all
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I ran Love Bomb this morning and I had the weirdest vision/dream right as I was beginning to fall asleep. I saw like the shadow of what could have been a cat attached to my big toe by it’s teeth, so I shook it off. 
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Funny you mentioned about the cat part from the last dream I had turns out it was linked to a decorator in the house. He was mentioning something about his ginger cat before he left and caught on to it in dream night before.
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Yeah, those cat dreams can be really disturbing. lol
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Chosen from within is becoming one of my fav subs.
@SaintSovereign can you add harmonic singulairty to it, I think that’s the missing piece
Had a longer washout after using using cfw 2-3 times. That sub is nice. Was overpowering the others in my stack of stark zp and emp zp.
Looking forward to the next update. Hopefully my custom turns into a zp preview
If not have already started 3rd cycle. Of Starkzp and Mezp like @Invictus
Was not like the first time I listened to stark zp, this time I feel like I am inside a iron man suit and using his interface screen.
Like the fluidity of stark.
But jarvis is not uploading like initially, think cfw was embedded deeply so its taking time to confugure.
Kind of missing cfw.
Whilst using mezp, a pic inside my mind came up of this person who had introduced me to a chick in last spring, did not like that guy was bit canavying.
Left it bit late to listen to the stack, maybe thought cfw with sanguine and rebirth would have been out. Wanted to start something though.
Got introduced to another person this week, the new chick reached out but then did not reply back when I acknowledged there chat. Not sure
dont really like there pic, dont like the way she does mascara.
Another weird thing the person I was introduced to back in spring keeps popping up in my thoughts whenever I get introduced to another person, even though the spring person is not worthwhile, what was strange was they started popping up inside when I was doing wanted test.
Might be worthwhile to do dragon at some point, just putting it on a back burner as you all know healing can drop productivity.
Remember on the wanted test productivity dipped like alot. Don’t wont that at moment.
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Brain has been on hyperactive mode since using Starkzp with Mezp see so many things in my minds eye like different scenarios and perspectives.
What I notice with starkzp since it’s a highiq type sub, just like highiq people you got to be selective of the company you keep cos some low IQ people get very jealous, noticed that today.
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So around 12 days ago similar to what happened to you @SaintSovereign lost my aunty.
Like just with you, she was a constant prescence in my life especially growing up, and her and my mother chat nearly every day. Cant believe she was such a protective spirit in my life, still feels like she is with me.
As a time of mourning decided not to run any subs. Until yesterday listened to cfw, what was nice about that was the inner chater went down and could feel at peace for a while, until this weird agitation feeling comes up around my chest, don’t know what that is all about.
Still in shock…
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Onto new stack listened to
Stark zp and Hom zp.
So far cant feel the effect of stark zp and the first time it was something, cant feel hom zp either.
Think cfw is still in there in some ways.
Feeling tired overall, like exhausted.
Have any of you ever run a sub and felt like the person nearest to you is executing the sub instead?
Pcc today, is there love bomb in there?
After listening to the 3rd sub in the stack Pcc thought it was light and
Listened to Me last as a number 4 booster,
Initially it brought up the next (rest) day circuit boards in my minds eye, think it was its effect with Stark.
On the second rest day, mind is way scattered. I dont know if that is from Stark @Invictus have you seen that effect on that too?
Starkzp and Hopzp late last night.
Today mind is scattered, and a feeling of sadness.
And frustration. Plus humid as hell.
Last I tried S&S before the two day break, so its effect today, can see the mild attractant had some bed sales woman be attracted but was not sure if I wanted the bed.
When I was shopping had some woman leave her husband to be close to me from really far when it looked like she had no reason to be.
Pcc zp is a nice light sub too, it’s coming out as well, the laws come across my mind out of nowhere, am using it a booster sub.
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