Tried the emperor zp yesterday after a nice washout,
was stuck because wanted to continue washout as am just still overall tired
But emperor is my sub and even in the test would have preferred that then wanted.
Immediately I felt like I am getting my power back.
Felt energized and after 15 minutes wondered shall I continue with another round or try later.
Had a nice nap after as rest is my priority.
Woke up had a haircut appointment, rang up the hairdresser to tell him I will be there soon.
Tells me to wait a hour, some woman walked in earlier and was still not finished.
That got me pissed, could feel the emperor surging. Told him you knew I had an appointment and should have told the other person to wait. Got told by people around me as I was raising my voice to be more humble, dont know how that makes sense, but anyhow did not want to wait an hour as that would be to late.
Wish if I could have napped more.
Ran chosen later, what the hell this brought up some anger wanted to get violent but I am the boss so I am going to always win and not do anything stupid.
Passive aggression was so high though.
Have noticed chosen makes me feel tired and weak.
Also feel like someone is stabbing me in the chest and back