My Mental Software Updates

New custom ordered, not sure on the name yet:

Wanted Black Core
The Revelation of the Nectar Within Core
The Aligner
Serum X
Epigenetics & DNA Modulator
Deep Sleep
Enchanting Smile
Seducer’s Gaze
Moment Immortalized
Anti Recon Module
SPS: Fat Burn
ESSENCE: Lover’s Pact
ESSENCE: Clear Sight
Synergy: Apollon Unbound
Synergy APS: Head/Face
Synergy: Subconscious Mastery
Synergy: Secrets of Seduction
Synergy: Beyond Seduction
Synergy: Iron Law
Synergy: Winner Overdrive

Cycle day 8, 19/08/25 - Rest

Feeling slightly irritable today. Understandable as this is the highest loop length of kbst1 I have done

Its manageable though

Wise words

Thoughts…

A nice warm shower usually helps me pull out of some recon

I’ve observed some of my thoughts on recon start with Should… “I should already have that…” “My life should already should be like that…”

If I recognise that thought pattern I know that I should be more gentle on myself in that moment. It seems to help a bit

KBST1 is working wonderfully with Synergy: Energetic Transcendence. I’ve noticed overall better energy throughout the day and less energy slumps where I need a nap

KBST1 as I increase loop length is definitely making me hornier. I noticed this got offset when I looped GLM which gave me more control

So good synergy there

Apologies for all the tags @Jouissance I seem to be finding gold any time I look at your comments. Posting these for future reference for me

And again

Curious if my custom from last cycle is blooming already

I feel great at the gym and attractive

Cycle day 9, 20/08/25 - GLM 4.00, SK 5.00

I felt like I could listen longer but slow and steady works well…

GLM is reframing thoughts in my head quite quickly: “Why are you caring what they think?..” “Does that really matter?..” etc.

Its like a slow multitude of changes happening internally

Also, I would say the new anti-recon tech is working quite quickly. I’ll probably need to check again later in the day but its almost like a soothing water flowing into my soul

The words and thoughts just seem easier to manage

Cycle day 11, 21/08/25 - Rest

Some intense dreams that resolved itself early last night. Like a recon that resolved itself. I couldn’t tell you what it’s about

Peaceful sleeping after that

Oura ring says I have an 84 score which is good. Seems like my sleep is getting a lot better since I got it mainly because I can see my own sleep patterns

Note to self, use more commas, been reading my old entries realised I just type out my thoughts

Came across this post, Jouissance just spreads gold

“Healing doesn’t make the pain go away, it makes you face it”

I think I need to finish my run with Khan eventually, looking through the copy it looks like a lot of its objectives are things I would like to have

Cycle day 12, 22/08/25 - KBST1 8.00

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Reference for myself:

In regards to this approach I always thought that each stage should be 3 cycles minimum

But this gives me pause for thought on some multistagers

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More multistager tips

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Don’t stack healing with productivity

But confidence and love can be (sanguine and love bomb)

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Interesting…

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Cycle day 13, 23/08/25 - Rest

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I keep getting drawn to DRR, maybe because the healing on KBST1 has been changing me subtly already on the daily that I can see the benefits of further healing

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