My Mental Software Updates

[MAkh]

I haven’t been journaling here because of a mixture of things but I came to a realisation a lot of things I would attribute to recon is really something that I would have been thinking before the subliminals anyway

So I’ve came to just embrace listening now without any expectations

And generally I he experience is a lot better

I can listen to longer loops and I’m not really feeling the recon in the sense of anger or irritation anymore

I think a lot of it is due to khan black which has definitely addressed a lot in the background

[MAkh]

Thought I’d update for this cycle:-

Cycle day 1, 12/08/25 - GLM 1.45
Cycle day 2, 13/08/25 - Rest
Cycle day 3, 14/08/25 - KBST1 6.00
Cycle day 4, 15/08/25 - Rest
Cycle day 5, 16/08/25 - GLM 2.30, SK 5.00
Cycle day 6, 17/08/25 - Rest
Cycle day 7, 18/08/25 - KBST1 7.00

I thought I’d rotate out my WB custom for this cycle and let it bloom. It’s been almost a year that I have been running WB

Debating how to go into my next cycle now. Either make a new custom with WB or stick to this stack as WANTED is coming out very soon and it looks like something I should try

[MAkh]

Thought, ESSENCE modules for me really shine when I’ve run the title before

I noticed Lover’s Pact really quickly as I’d run Primal Romance for while earlier this year

Clear Sight not so much till I read a comment on the forum about something it does

True Shine I noticed because I had run True Social before

Magnetic Social Flow not so much till I went back to the store and read its description a couple of cycle in

[MAkh]

New custom ordered, not sure on the name yet:

Wanted Black Core
The Revelation of the Nectar Within Core
The Aligner
Serum X
Epigenetics & DNA Modulator
Deep Sleep
Enchanting Smile
Seducer’s Gaze
Moment Immortalized
Anti Recon Module
SPS: Fat Burn
ESSENCE: Lover’s Pact
ESSENCE: Clear Sight
Synergy: Apollon Unbound
Synergy APS: Head/Face
Synergy: Subconscious Mastery
Synergy: Secrets of Seduction
Synergy: Beyond Seduction
Synergy: Iron Law
Synergy: Winner Overdrive

[MAkh]

Cycle day 8, 19/08/25 - Rest

Feeling slightly irritable today. Understandable as this is the highest loop length of kbst1 I have done

Its manageable though

[MAkh]

@Jouissance

The first step to healing an emotion is feeling an emotion. Even though it’s not pleasant.

Wise words

[MAkh]

Thoughts…

A nice warm shower usually helps me pull out of some recon

I’ve observed some of my thoughts on recon start with Should… “I should already have that…” “My life should already should be like that…”

If I recognise that thought pattern I know that I should be more gentle on myself in that moment. It seems to help a bit

KBST1 is working wonderfully with Synergy: Energetic Transcendence. I’ve noticed overall better energy throughout the day and less energy slumps where I need a nap

KBST1 as I increase loop length is definitely making me hornier. I noticed this got offset when I looped GLM which gave me more control

So good synergy there

[MAkh]

Apologies for all the tags @Jouissance I seem to be finding gold any time I look at your comments. Posting these for future reference for me

@Jouissance

reconciliation is by definition “reconciliing” the differences in your past/present self

attracting a woman your past self would be interested in, but then not being proud of that present version of you attracting her, is a textbook difference that needs to be reconciled

[MAkh]

And again

@Jouissance

I love running ST1 of titles to make other titles more effective.

Khan ST1 makes Khan 2-4 more effective ofc, but also makes Emperor, ASBR, HOM, Wanted, Primal, etc more effective (sex and wealth)

EOG1 makes all wealth subs more effective.

QLST1 and DRR/DRG1 makes ALL subs more effective

Etc

[MAkh]

Curious if my custom from last cycle is blooming already

I feel great at the gym and attractive

[MAkh]

Cycle day 9, 20/08/25 - GLM 4.00, SK 5.00

I felt like I could listen longer but slow and steady works well…

GLM is reframing thoughts in my head quite quickly: “Why are you caring what they think?..” “Does that really matter?..” etc.

Its like a slow multitude of changes happening internally

Also, I would say the new anti-recon tech is working quite quickly. I’ll probably need to check again later in the day but its almost like a soothing water flowing into my soul

The words and thoughts just seem easier to manage

[MAkh]

Cycle day 11, 21/08/25 - Rest

Some intense dreams that resolved itself early last night. Like a recon that resolved itself. I couldn’t tell you what it’s about

Peaceful sleeping after that

Oura ring says I have an 84 score which is good. Seems like my sleep is getting a lot better since I got it mainly because I can see my own sleep patterns

[MAkh]

Note to self, use more commas, been reading my old entries realised I just type out my thoughts

[MAkh]

Came across this post, Jouissance just spreads gold

“Healing doesn’t make the pain go away, it makes you face it”

Stack to tackle jealousy?

Define “worse?” What if you were healing your jealousy and it was just painful? Sometimes results feel like recon, and sometimes recon IS the result. Healing doesn’t make pain go away. It makes you face it. Did you face the pain? Did you gain insights? You mentioned that you’re triggered despite them doing absolutely nothing to provoke that - that sounds like a deep insight into the nature of the problem. You’re not so ignorant of the problem that you’re blaming others for it. You also aske…

[MAkh]

I think I need to finish my run with Khan eventually, looking through the copy it looks like a lot of its objectives are things I would like to have

[MAkh]

Cycle day 12, 22/08/25 - KBST1 8.00

[MAkh]

Reference for myself:

Main Disc. Thread - The NEW Dragon Reborn RED

Run through the multi-stage program the first time, spending 1 or 2 play periods (~26 days) on each stage. During each stage, take relevant action and pay attention to how that stage is affecting your ability to take effective action (and also noticing any other important aspects). When you have completed the final stage, look back on the experiences and the effects of each stage in order to plan which stages you want to emphasize or play longer during your second, more intensive run-th…

[MAkh]

In regards to this approach I always thought that each stage should be 3 cycles minimum

But this gives me pause for thought on some multistagers

[MAkh]

More multistager tips

Main Disc. Thread - The NEW Dragon Reborn RED

You can roll through all the stages and repeat after you’ve done all four, or do each stage for two cycles.

[MAkh]

Don’t stack healing with productivity

But confidence and love can be (sanguine and love bomb)

Main Disc. Thread - The NEW Dragon Reborn RED

The only time you have to be careful in this sort of cases is stacking (mental/emotional) healing titles with productivity titles. For example, combining DRR with a title like Limitless. This is not always the case but in general productivity can take an initial hit when we are in the healing phase which is why that example combo wouldn’t work as well. But titles like Sanguine and Love Bomb could help improve results with DRR since they assist with the process through confidence and love resp…