LOLL 
I am almost certain that there is a man out there who is so obsessed with testosterone, that to enter his social circle you need to have a minimum ng/dl level.
The thought of it cracks me up, lmao.
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Is it possible to have an unhealthy obsession with health?
#huh #what
To some people itâs a chore and an inconvenient hassle.
To other people (like me) it provides insane amounts of dopamine.
I get more dopamine from eating something healthy, than I do eating cookies or a bag of chips. I get far more gratification.
This is hard for people to wrap their head around because it seems contradictive to nature.
Itâs because of how I frame it in my mind.
If youâve ever played a video game and beat the final boss, you felt an incredible dopamine release because you did something amazing. You accomplished something and progressed in the video game. You leveled up. You experience satisfaction.
When I eat ordinary meals or do something âmundaneâ like drink water, I literally release incredible amounts of dopamine simply through my perception and the way it makes me feel. Itâs all mental/placebo.
I know that through increasing my vitality, Iâm improving my overall QoL. Every ingestion makes me stronger, healthier and more full of vitality in a self-love feedback loop surging through all of my cells.
I canât sabotage or sacrifice it for anything. People constantly insinuate to me that âoh that must be hard to be so strict and healthy like thatâ. They donât get it, because theyâre still operating from their indoctrinated viewpoint of poor health and poor nutrition programming. They are essentially products wired for self-depletion and medical dependence.
On the contrary, it is incredibly difficult for me to eat unhealthy. I donât even think that I could force myself. Itâs just the way I have it down in my mind, I donât know how to explain.
When I see people eating trash, it registers in my mind âwhy in the world are you doing thatâ, like I donât understand the thought process.
From an ROI standpoint, the goal is to feel better, get better, experience better, have more energy, be vibrant and be awesome, while kicking ass. I would reckon that this is naturally what everyone would want.
I want more and more and more, without limit. Itâs like a game I play that offers me endless dopamine and real life benefits⌠and I keep going further and further getting even more dopamine. It elevates your well-being and enriches you on a deep level.
If I were to stuff my mouth with cake and whatever GMO processed trash is out there these days, then Iâm literally losing. Iâm choosing to lose, lol. Iâm deciding that I want a lower quality of life. The thought doesnât feel good. Itâs not good for your mind nor your body. There is also the guilt and shame after, like who wants that. I donât understand peopleâs rationale, like they self-sabotage their own health and then cry after once the ramifications of self-abuse come to fruition. Itâs like âwhat did you expect?â. Too much caffeine and low IQ. Lack of foresight and understanding. Low-level thinkers usually donât get very far, in my opinion. LOL
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So have you always had that dopamine feedback?
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This goes back to what I was saying earlier.
If you donât do that, then you are going to be a product, relative to the goal post around you⌠which is abysmally low. Freakishly low. Disturbingly low to the point that it is disrespectful to nature and makes you question the audacity, temerity and unmitiged gall of the self-loathing entity that set it.
You need to set the new standard and set it very high. You have to separate yourself.
If you donât, then you will lose. Itâs competition.
This applies to health. If you donât improve your health - youâre getting lapped.
Youâre getting smoked. Youâre low on the leaderboard and low on the percentiles.
Real life is the ultimate video game.
High QoL is only reserved for the people who want to level up in the game.
This applies to any domain of life:
Wealth, Spirituality, Purpose, Fitness, Health, Sex Life, etc.
You have to stop caring what people think, what people expect, what people believe.
You just have to pick up the sword and conquer your own life. Nobody is going to do it for you and you only have 1 life. Donât regret shit, itâs your responsibility to live life to your fullest capacity and potential without giving half of an inch of a fuck about anything.
The moment you ever find that you arenât, youâre losing.
âIâm gonna try /mopeyfaceâ is a defeatist mindset. Half of these people have already lost from out the gate. You can only verbally comfort them and instill a temporary sense of false hope but the reality is that everyoneâs capacity to devastate the challenges of life is upon them - and only them.
Most people care too much about other people, thatâs why theyâre losing.
The sense of self has been castrated through various means. Traumatic beliefs, traumatic experiences and traumatic indoctrination. The sense of self is rummaging through a muddied swamp of limitation and inadequacy.
Fear of rejection, Fear of being unworthy, low self-esteem, shame, lack of confidence, etc. Everything is based upon what other people or society thinks about them. They are a slave to a sick society and incompetent standard. They donât realize how much power they have, in that with every person lies untapped potential on the level of the greatest people in human history. The difference between those people and these people is the capacity to give a fuck. Lol.
Sometimes you have to get your ass kicked and ping-ponged by life for a good couple years until you finally decide that enough is enough and switch gears into a state that actually makes you feel like youâre living.
I have explored everything to extreme and I will develop limitlessly into every area to extreme. You have to set the standards and find your own fulfillments. Play your own game and dominate.
You have to level up in every area. If one area is lacking you will lose.
Sit up straight and stay sharp.
You need to be the video game character that has level 90+ in every area, lmao. The moment you settle for anything less, you are losing.
Even talking like this motivates me and instills me with ambition to voraciously progress. This whole post is dopamine to me on the level of sex.
People just donât understand man. Lol.
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(iâm like 60% trolling in these posts lol)
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Not at all, lol.
I used to eat like complete shit and crave KFC chicken. I used to binge eat McDonalds.
Spicy Cheetos. Cinnamon Toast Crunch. Ice cream sandwiches. Hershey chocolates. Cake. Pizza.
(all off the top lol)
I used to be in not very good health from years of self-abuse. Like below average, bad.
Everything I say is from experience, Iâve been on both sides of the spectrum.
You have to do:
You need a practice, medium or tool involving the subconscious mind which affects your perceptions and beliefs. It manifests unique to you.
The way I think, is non-typical⌠itâs not just cultivated randomly. Iâve basically programmed myself for health and the way I opinionate my attitudes towards health is based on my beliefs/perceptions.
My programming doesnât allow me to be compatible with poor-health.
Itâs all in the subconscious mind.
Similarly to how you program someone with a go-getter, millionaire type of mindset.
Itâs like that, but for health.
Not sure if this makes sense, lol.
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Makes perfect sense. Iâve been abusing my body with energy drinks and caffeine for the past two weeks because I donât have that alignment within myself. âWhatâs a little bit more abuse on this body? It doesnât matter anywayâ. Yeah not there yet. Iâm not kfc and McDonaldâs bad, but Iâve still got my vices.
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The flagrant disrespect. I am vehemently appalled. Iâm shocked.
LMAO
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I troll way too much somethings legitimately wrong with me, lmao
I sometimes text people randomly going âyou did this to meâ and theyâre like wtf
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Might run Genesis ZP, what itâs lookinâ like
From 2024-2025 I planned to run LotS and see how freaky I can get,
I have to follow my intuitions above all else, I canât force anything
I must go into the rabbitholes of testosteroen optimization, otherwise the gods of anabolism will smite my insignificant yet plump and well-defined ass
I greatly fear them, for in a heartbeat they may invoke a cataboliclysm on human kind.
the fate of the world rests on my deltoids. I must fulfill my purpose and become more anabolic,
stay natty, stay strong.
amen brothers
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I sensed a great degree of vehemence in her refusal
the Allfather has sent me on a mission,
i must leave no Valkyrie unbedded. None
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what else do I write in hereâŚlast night I realized that sweet pea is a quadruple entendre
Might not
(idk)
didnât realize how wild this sounded⌠LMAO
I remember when someone once asked âwhy is working out importantâ on this forum and I went into a full cognitive dissonance.
I literally could not compute the question. I was very rude and regret this response as it was very inappropriate for the forum. Luckily the moderators were lenient and didnât ban me. I am incredibly grateful and also reformed.
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an extremely innocent and caring individual such as myself, deserves to experience the highest levels of anabolism
I have relinquished the mortal temptations and devoted myself to all that is pure and holy
with great sacrifice, comes great testosterone
amen brothers
may you be blessed by the gods of anabolism and be rewarded with the highest hypertrophies
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Catholicism, buddhism, hinduism, shintoism, judaism, anabolism⌠all the same shit.
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