I unfortunately can’t make that call for you man. That has to be your decision to make. I know how recon works and it sounds like your mind is looking for an out by getting permission from someone outside of yourself. I think deep down you know what you want to do.
I’m not gonna sugar coat it but dating apps do suck if you’re not in the top percentage. If you do want to go that route just to try it out make sure you don’t let it suck you in. Especially nowadays these dating apps have some seriously messed up algorithms and dark psychology to keep people glued to them.
I’m no longer listening to WANTED. I came to the realization that it wasn’t something I was ready for and the rest of my life was in shambles and needed focus. Women and validation from being attractive wasn’t gonna fix that for me so I pivot to something else.