Great song…and album. I only ever wanted to rule over myself… that’s larger and grander than any physical kingdom on Earth…
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May someone sum up their total experience with the new Khan ST1? Please and thanks.
@4LESS glorious answer below. I didn’t want to post too soon, but I will add response soon.
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Let me get back to you in a few months
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In comparison to the previous version, less anger outburst but a few minor, and just recently a bigger depressive episode (ca 3 days). However I dealt with it better than I´d have in the past and definetly released a big chunk of negative mental patterns.
The NSE works subtle but noticeable, having little aha-moments throughout everyday life.
Sometimes noticing this feeling of carelessness, being less movable by others will, responding and acting more mature (noticed this yesterday in traffic), a tad more respectful while at the same time less concerned with others opinions, more self centered (literally). I appreciate masculinity more, which translates into having more respect and understanding for my father. He is very immature in many ways, but he has a good heart and took responsibility, worked his ass of to give us a good life.
Was able to track down the rootcause of my insecuritys and fear of betrayal back to a certain event in my childhood. Interestingly I knew it to be important for years now, but wasn´t really able to connect what happened to my default pattern in dealing with other people.
Basically I went from being bold, brave and high in status to being brutally betrayed and socially isolated as a child, which lead to unhealthy patterns in regards to dealing with other people.
Even with knowing about it I wasn´t able to properly dissolve it, as I haven´t really had any alternative in regards to feel powerful in myself.
This might sound so banal, but being very confident and dominant doesn´t have to include treating others like lesser beings and I´m glad that Khan is helping me to dissolve this pattern.
But at the same time I allow others less access to my personal space and time, this exerts itself in very subtle ways. For example one of my social workers I meet up with from time to time sometimes tries to spread his flyers and I was simply not having it this time. Saying no once has to be enough.
That is something that becomes increasingly important to me. It doesn´t matter how unimportant the situation seems, if you don´t want to something, just don´t do it.
Not talking about laziness, my discipline has been elevated permanently, but everytime we allow somebody else to cross our boundaries for a false sense of social acceptance, we hurt ourselves.
A Khan lives free from all social expectations and imposed constrictions, he is the center of his universe, society is bending to him.
Resolving a big limiting belief in regards to dominance and women/female energy.
You are not forcing your dominance on a woman. You are dominant which makes her gravitate torwards you, as female energy desires to be taken and lead. She is basically allowing you to dominate her, as the natural polarity to your conquering energy.
Crazy how this got completely warped, this whole feminist crap destroyed and overcomplicated one of the most basic and normal human desires there is.
Desiring, appreciating and leading female energy doesn´t make you a creep or simp, it just makes you a masculine man. A healthy man.
The longer I am on TB I just want to become an absolute unit, mentally, physically, financially and spiritually, but controlling and channeling it torwards excellence. Power without control is useless.
Most “men” are just children in mens bodys.
Discussed physical excercise with my social worker (dude is around 30) and he seriously said to me “Yeah I don´t think everybody has to do sports…”
“Yeah because you´re a lazy pig” was my answer.
Definetly more expressive of what I think, at the same time more thoughtful of what I share with whom.
An older acquaintance of mine send me pictures of a handgun and a few rifles, asking which one he should buy.
In the past I´d have made a decision for him, but now I´d rather have him being confident in his ability to decide which firearm is the right for him, so I´ve encouraged him to make his own decision.
It´s overall very maturing and pushing me torwards more self-accountability and uncovering a libertarian mindset that I´ve actually always possessed.
Let people be free to do whatever they want, but be unwavering and ready to fight for your individual freedom at all times. Had some microloops of Spartan over the last week and they stack beautfiully.
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Very good
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Im on my 5th washout day (decided to take a full washout because i have something today and i want to be recon free, will keep running stage 2 don’t worry) and the recon is much worst during the washout , even now on the last day i feel a little anxious and uncomfortable
Yesterday i was angry and irritated all day long and today i feel anxiety and lack of confidence and shakiness
I feel small, when i listened to the loops every other day i felt bigger than the world but now i feel smaller than the little girls on the bus
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Run one loop to amend it.
Another thing is, remember that recon reveals our limits, blockages and traumas to us.
To me it looks like a lack of self-control and low self-esteem. Things TB is meant to eradicate.
After running DR for one year, and some other healing titles for another year, I don’t get “general recon” like yourself at all anymore. The only recon I get is triggered by specific issues (all of them “external”), gets easily resolved, and it’s never triggered by the same issue again.
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Yes i will run a loop today, i will also (maybe, not decided yet) cycle between the the first and second stages, heal build heal build and when i feel ready i will move into the next stages
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I’ve just embarked on TB but at its core it’s eradicating this possibility:
" [I]n nooks all over the earth sit men who are waiting, scarcely knowing in what way they are waiting, much less that they are waiting in vain. Occasionally the call that awakens– that accident which gives the “permission to act — comes too late, when the best youth and strength for action has already been used up by sitting still; and many have found to their horror when they ‘leaped up’ that their limbs had gone to sleep and their spirit had become too heavy. ‘It is too late,’ they said to themselves, having lost their faith in themselves and henceforth forever useless."
Friedrich Nietzsche
@James as you’re Nietzsche’s fan.
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I experiencing a bigger love to human history, not only traditional history but also ancient history and pre history
I just have a strong desire to know the big events of history and how they influenced this era
I read about the first civilization and the first empire in all of human history and i just love imagining how were the life of the people there, what they did with their free times and what they believed in
I also read about how Genghis Khan ended the golden age of islam and i just love how an all powerful nation becomes nothing and gets overpowered by the new all powerful nation
Reading history made me realise that every empire and nation have an end, meaning the USA, Russia and China will too come to an end one day and it’s absurd to think about it, most people won’t believe they will come to an end, will it happen in our life time or in the next 500 years? Who knows
But the thing that fascinated me the most is the fact that the ottoman empire was founded at the year 1299 and ended after the first world war, it’s amazing, this empire who started with swords and bows ended in a time with tanks and aireplanes
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I vividly remember watching or listening to Tony Robbins back in the late 80s and early 90s. He would talk about personal power all the time but for whatever reason I didn’t appreciate what he meant. With title such as Khan Love & War I now very much understand the gravity of what he was talking about. I now understand the differences of a lot of things but especially how important this process with TB is so necessary for the future of whomever runs Khan.
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Something just clicked for me today. I have no idea how to describe what I’m feeling but a lot of shit makes sense now
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Has anyone tried this yet with the new KHAN?
I think I’m gonna try 5 min of Total Breakdown + 5 min of Total Reprogramming.
The recon shouln’t be to much of an overkill, since I have ran all KHAN stages for many months in the past.
I just wonder how the new KHAN’s TB script will work in synergy with the Reprogramming at the same time.
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Only one way to find out
Sort of sounds a bit similar to stacking TB with Emperor.
Began implementing things to finally deal with my adhd (going to refrain from mentioning them because im not a doctor) and its been working quite well . I’ve been taking way more action this past month and its quite shocking that i was never doing enough because ive been doing all of the things ive been talking about doing and just being disappointed at how minuscule these things really were.
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Preach
Since starting this new TB, I’ve quit smoking/vaping, and gotten off the last microdose of sleeping pill.
Been on both of those for 5+ years.
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Wow that’s powerful, I guess that’s the fruit of your labors on this program
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That and irrational confidence
Now that you said that… I will preach some more lol. Check this video:
I was watching this earlier today. I’ve always derived my confidence not necessarily from being the best of the best, but not really struggling with any disability or deformity.
Im 5’11, yeah im not that tall but im not like 3’11 like some people in the world. Id say im like good looking but Im like almost balding so I keep a short bald fade. Yeah I mean we wish we could be 6’4 so we can get all the girls and blah blah, but thats not how it works. Nobody got it perfect. Thats okay. It could be 100000X worse.
Just listen to this dude and you’ll realize how shameful you should be for complaining about something beyond your control.
This dude radiates a powerful sense of masculinity. Just accepting it all and choosing to put in the work to control all he can control.
Thought I’d share this. Cause gratitude is truly everything.
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