Something similar happened to me on the last day of the cycle and now, two days into the washout I still feel this kind of recon. Itās like some kind of regression and not being comfortable in your ānewā skin. At the same time, Iām getting the most common symptom of overexposure which is lots of vivid dreams. I suppose the washout Iām doing should deal with it nicely. Itās interesting since I didnāt get any kind of recon during the cycle but on the last day. I think we just need to keep going and if it was really too much, do a washout and maybe try another stack.
It is possible that you havenāt experienced recon on ZP. When I go through it, I usually know it and I understand why itās happening. The reasons why why I go through recon are not always the same.
Iām keeping an offline journal of my experiences with the subs. It helps to go back and read about your own experiences to understand what the subs are doing and how you can maximize your results
At any given moment, Iām usually in the midst of a mid- to long-term plan (say, 3 to 6 months time frame). So I tend to have delayed emotional reactions to the various announcements like this one.
So in 4 months time, when Iām ready to experiment with some new tracks, Iāll finally be like, āHey!!! Wait a minute!!!..ā lol
Same thing happened with ZP. Everyone was getting excited about the new programs, and I was thinking, āI am going to be listening to Dragon Reborn for the next 6 months, and then Iāll finally be able to get back to the two customs I got 3 months ago.ā
My brain naturally tends to make longer-term plans. Itāsā¦a design feature. (yeah, thatās it. a design feature⦠)
Now Letās see this part of Vadim Zealand second book
" we are looking at time travel here from a slightly different angle. Why is it that a feeling of the past sometimes bleeds through during transaction? The following gives a rough explanation of this phenomenon.
From early childhood the heart intuitively moves towards its goals through the necessary doors. In childhood we are still on life lines that would lead us to our goals. Maybe you had a childhood dream. Or maybe you were not aware of what you really wanted but your heart will have known nonetheless. And yet in life we are more influenced by destructive pendulums than we are by the dictates of the heart to say nothing of the long line of negative branches which everyone passes through due to a tendency for negativism. All this taken into account you gradually shiftedfurther and further away from those initial lines that lead to your goal.
By performing transaction you are being shifted in the opposite direction and arrive at a life line where you have been previously, only now your position in time has changed. That section of the former life line that you may have travelled along is now in the past but you have returned to the line itself. Every line has its specific inherent features, taste and tones. It is these shades that you experience in the moment of clear sight towards the end of the transaction. Do not be confused by other differences such as the way a house looks in the morning and how it looks in the evening. The contrasts between different life lines are something quite different. You will know what I mean by this when you have experienced that feeling.
This is the return to the past we are talking about, by going forward to previous life lines. It might not be quite as exotic as what you were expecting but it is real. Imagine what a huge detour you have made by straying from the path and wandering around the forest for so long. However, now is not the time for regret. Now is the time to delight in the fact that you once again are gradually returning to your own path; for the majority of people never returnā¦ā¦You may not necessarily experience the shades of a line you have been on before if the path to your goal lies via new lines you have not previously travelled through. In this case, a return to former life lines happens rarely or not at all"
Transaction technique is the same visualisation technique Neville Goddard speaks about but with energetic exercise described by Zealand
I am considering testing out the True Social supercharger (pre-Q era) today before an event while in the middle of my full ZP stack. I am theorizing that due to running both ME and AsCh in my stack for a long time now, the TS supercharger can be effective since it involves a guided visual portion (linking with my manifestation abilities) while not disrupting my stack. What do you guys think of this theory
I feel the same way. Sometimes it hits as brief anger or crazy random thoughts, but they usually donāt last very long.I also get brief flashes of good feelings letting me know Iām on the right track and donāt give up.
I think that loosing the what the sub can make someone feel is an important step toward growth
Like in a gym you donāt always workout, there is a moment where you loose the pump (except at a master level of bodybuilding but there is years before getting there) then after the pump healing occurs
So loosing what the sub has gave you is important, itās a necessary struggle to motivate the brain toward growth in the direction the sub has shown
If one is always under the stimulus of subs, the brain will learn to ignore it
It is something bound to happen that is āgetting accustomedā but I think a lot of people will wish for it to come at the latest stage it can
Writting this here for me to remember and anyone who see wisdom in it
I know that it has already been talked about or mentioned but I felt like pushing it
Now that Iāve written it I have to stick to it lmao thanks me
A metaphor that just occured to me is one of someone jumping on a trampoline, the one profiting from the fall will gain lotās of momentum and will ever rise higher at every jump, but the one smacking as fast the elastic net as he can will jump fast for sure but at a height quite ridiculous
One thing Iāve been thinking about recently, which I donāt remember being talked about as much, and itās what I think some people are also forgetting about.
I was just reading someoneās journal, whoās clearly overexposing on 3 subs, yet they donāt realize that maybe they should slow down a bit as they might be stonewalling.
I say this not out of disappointment or ātrashing their resultsā, nor am I comparing them to myself on those same subs, but almost every post in their journal indicates the same to me, that theyāre stonewalling hard but going on with a slither of hope that somehow it will magically change something.
Weird how addictive ZP subs can be for some people that they forget such concepts.
Yeah but not everyone can see his stonewalling or his reconciliation when it happens. I know I donāt and I am jealous of people who can (I do journal and follow the guidelines). So maybe you should tell him, nicely.
As much as I would love to (and I have before), what would be the point of his self improvement journey if it didnāt come with self awareness?
Thatās why I urge everyone to sometimes take a step back, and see things from an objective POV, lay out the timeline of the last few cycles, and see how your life has changed, if it didnāt change that much (if it isnāt changing positively), then you know you need to change things.
Wow, thank you. These are words of wisdom that speak to me. The last time I did a big washout my intuition spoke to me and said itās time. I now feel it may be time again soon and this time will reflect on my progress. This go round Iām working on patience. I want my sub club experience to be fast and quick, but noooooooo, The Universe has other plans and I must take my time and do it right.
Couldnāt have said it any better. You donāt need radical improvement but you have to be able to compare yourself from the year past and see at least some marginal improvement.
I also think thatās why itās so important to exercise, because itās harder for many to see improvement in things that are less tangible. With your physique/athletic skill, the results are obvious, even for someone who is perpetually doubting themselves.