Day 13
I’ve never in my entire life heard as many compliments about my looks as I’ve heard recently. Women say I’m handsome and some say I’m cute. My fiancée is delighted knowing that women admire her would-be husband.
I’ve got really emotional meaning all my feelings are way more intensive and I’m much more sensitive but in a way that doesn’t take the power over them away from me. I’m experiencing and expressing my feelings and emotions way more powerfully. I got a much better insight into how my emotional world works and I’m learning how to manage it in a more “efficient” way.
The only “drawback” now is I’m not really willing to take control over my emotions and feelings and I just want to let them flow the way they want as I feel that’s the best course of action, and that may alter my emotional state pretty fast.
I don’t know if it’s recon but being so emotional makes me doubt what the rational mind has to say but questioning its voice doesn’t feel bad as it used to in the past.
Edit:
It also looks like my stack hasn’t been so taxing on me since I switched to listening to it in the evening (I listened to it in the morning before).