Ok, another update
I applied for a more regular job in customer service (currently been working at swing jobs for a few years) and was told there would be no positions available until the new year, which was a little disappointing, but Mogul would kick in eventually given time.
Now onto the surprise - a last minute job interview! Perfect time to go in on a ZP title. But which one?
Then Emperor ZP dropped. Gave it one loop, forgot about it, went out on my way.
Well…
I couldn’t understand why I had such a strong inner frame, focus on my own tasks and a feeling of “I do whatever the fuck I want”. Women also seemed to be attracted to me…
Then I remembered.
Emperor is the antidote to a narcissistic/"helicopter parent upbringing (@Grimm1390). It turns you into a fully functioning man of steel. More importantly it fits.
I’m not getting the angry, boss like domineering, get pissed off at idiots vibe from Qv2, it’s more of a walk softly, but carry a big stick flavour. No need to prove anything to anyone. I have my centre of gravity, don’t want anyone pushing me off centre with manipulation or associated bullshit.
It’s what I’ve needed for a very long time.