Decided to start a journal/testimonial post about Ascension as I’ve been scouring the forums for a testimonial, and thought… why not actually do it yourself? This will be infrequently updated, as I’ve previously left YouTube feedback with other subliminal products and getting annoyed with numerous questions that could have been answered by simply looking at their FAQ.
Tried several hypnosis and subliminal products within my price range ($20-90), including the major Alpha Male products. Most have been helpful in their own way, but wanted to move another level. That’s where Ascension comes in. I’m also an artist, frustrated at the lack of success compared to my peers.
Playlist: Ascension x 4, with Rebirth and Ultimate Artist, ultrasonic overnight
First day running, had a crying session. I don’t cry much, but the realisation that at age 38, surviving a brutal abusive childhood in one piece physically, but not mentally caught me off guard. It felt like someone wise said to me “It’s all right now, you’ve been through the worst, you’re alive and well”. The emotional charges, nervousness, anxiety, terror pit of the stomach feelings are now gone. I feel neutral about the past now.
This subliminal is strong as fuck. Never have I felt so powerful, clear and confident in my life. I’m grounded, walking upright, with a little swagger. Other people seem intimidated by my presence - even got a much bigger security guard who pissed me off at work to back down a little, which took me aback.
Women seem to also notice my confidence - some of the more attractive ones are manifesting in front of me, while the taken ones are jealousy guarded by their boyfriends.
Coming to the realisation that I poured so much time and money doing things for other people hoping to get the payoff at the end… and never getting it. So it’s time to get selfish. It’s time to own and protect my self worth.
Ascension is motivating me to do something - anything. It’s also making me realise that I’m capable of much more in my life - if I just let go of the apron strings of my mother and venture out into life, where everybody else is. I’ve achieved success at university, but now it’s time for the real world.
I wrote down some personal realisations running the program:
- No one is going to help you
- No one will like you the way you like yourself
- No one will respect you until you respect yourself
- Family ain’t shit
- You were born alone, you’ll die alone
- You’ve got to make your own way in life.
At work, I’m noticing I can talk to women I find interesting, even talking about sexual topics. One married co-worker even kept playing with her wedding ring! Given more time, I feel I could randomly talk to women outside work.
More than one occasion, a taken woman kept staring and stealing glances at me, before embracing their boyfriend. The men see me and are guarding them as if to say “she’s mine”. I’m not into third party nonsense.
Ultimate Artist is working very well, painted what I thought was a masterpiece. Had several major setbacks where galleries would pull out last minute, or I failed to make the cut in a contest. Hoping this changes my luck.
More to come…