EmpERROR - Every great Khan was once an Emperor

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#349

Nice. So I suppose if you pushed in that area there’d be successes.

WANTED and especially WB are some of the most reality bending romance subs out there. You pretty much get what you’d expect like iois etc. But the interest from women can get insane. It made me understand what being a hot chick must feel like as I’ve been cat called and on some occasions even approached by women lol. That’s not to mention the physical shifting that helped me look 10 times more attractive.
WB might be a bit difficult to run if you’re in a LTR as I think that even the seductive aura you give off might make your gf jealous, but I don’t see why it cannot be done given enough time and conscious guidance. I believe there were other users who made it work in a LTR.

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#350

Absolutely. This is out there, but I think one of my colleges has a crush on me. She’s been super awkward around me.

Anyway, I might do that with WB, we’ll see. Part of me is just curious and interested in the being attractive part. Another part of me, petty part, want the sexual validation. That last part can be self- destructive. But perhaps it’ll also help me heal the sexual validation seeking. I don’t know. Like you put, it sounds fun to be the hot chick. Lol like that image above.

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#351

For me personally WB hasn’t healed the sexual validation seeking part of me yet, it just helped me get more sexual experiences. Perhaps with time WB can do that because with every cycle that im on it, I’m healing and discover something new about myself.

I would also recommend WANTED because it is super good at making you attractive and desired by women. In fact WANTED is much easier to use because absolutely every single woman likes you on it, whereas on WB I noticed most attraction only from the ones who are sexually available and ready to mingle.

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#352

My original plan after this journey was Khan and Khan Black. Thinking that Khan Black should help with the sexual validation part. :slight_smile: But we’ll see, I need to take a extended washout first after I am done, then decide.

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#353

I have finished my guided meditation/visualisation. It’s not great, but it’s fine for a proof of concept. It’s for personals use only and it’s basically to help me engage more with the Emperror scripts to ease recon or process it faster. Basically be inspiring me to take more aligned action and remember that growth is not dangerous.

Although I’m suspecting the biggest challenge for me has been limitless. :cry: I should run QL at some point. There are deeper things to be dealt with there.

I’m getting results, but I’m often in recon. Perhaps it’s that 30 sec thing once a week that’s best. But so far it’s sustainable. It was rough at 10 minutes each sub, but now I’m running it more intuitively and taking longer rests. It’s a process.

#354

Interesanté :bulb:

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#355

Why not use Emperor, Index Gate, and Dragon Reborn Limit Destroyer for a little while. Since you’ve been so damn committed to this journey, that addition would really help level you up.

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#356

I don’t know man. The recon is there, I’m getting results and recon. I just work through it.

Why would you suggest LD? Curious to hear your perspective.

#357

To take your journey deeper and further than you’ve ever gone before, and to break through the internal walls you still have that are causing recon.

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#358

But there is wisdom in seeing that you got a good thing going and staying with it.

#359

Absolutely, you got me thinking brother, thank you. I’m starting to think that it might be a good idea to run, I have the sub in my downloads.

But recon is growth for me. And I know LD will cause more recon. But it might help me pinpoint what needs to be worked on, that’s why I’m kinda interested. We’ll see…

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#360

There’s good cop bad cop. I feel I want to be more of the compassionate cop. :policeman:

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#361

Cycle 13 starts today. Using and counting cycles at this point feels like using support wheels on a bike. On one hand it’s good to have a sense of when it’s time for me to take a longer washout, at the same time I’ve taken multiple 3-5 days washouts this cycle so that doesn’t make any sense anymore.

I’m moving into a more intuitive way of listening and trusting that my judgement is sound and that I know when my judgement might be compromised by recon fog or not.

Anyway, focus and drive at work is high. I’m focused af fr fr little brother :fire:

Emperor [C13] - 01:07
IG: UPX [C13] - 01:34

Everybody is going into summer vibes, slowing down. But the fire in my belly is as strong as ever right now. Rain or shine. Competition or off- season.

People coming in late, missing meetings, going home an hour earlier. Lol I’m there, nine to five. Full focus mode.

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#362

I think khan black will help you with that. If you give it time. It’s very powerful and intended for such things.

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#363

Yes, it’s on my mind. It seems perfect for the case. :pray:

I might postpone my jump to Khan. Might just switch out Limitless for KB. I’m so grateful for Emperor and feel like I’m just getting started here.

Anyway the path forward is not yet clear. But Khan Black is on the radar, so is Khan and ASBR.

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#364

C13 - D2 - Rest

The idea of having haters is bringing me unease. This gotta be a success ceiling.

Thank you for bringing this to my awareness.

Another success ceiling I realised is that I haven’t worked on my certificates, and I believe it’s because every time someone gets a cert they get a shout out in our internal social media. A part of me don’t want to take many certificates because that means I’ll be getting many shout outs and it won’t sit well with some people, haters. And it’s kinda like I don’t want to be the spike that sticks out because they get hammered out.

I know I can, because learning is one of my natural strengths.

It’s all bullshit. And I’m glad it came to my awareness.

:expressionless::memo:🫨 :skull: 🧘‍♂

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#365

Nothing to be anxious about, mate, if you know that all of them failed to understand that they should have grown up long ago beyond the stage when all the people around them were delighted when they messed around and shit their pants.

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#366

C13 - D3 - Rest
Taking another rest day today. Recon level 2-3/5 (40-60%)

I’ve realised my issue with gaming. It’s not that I hate gaming, I enjoy it alot for an hour or so a couple times a week. But after a while, if I’m present and aware enough, a signal comes, I get bored or done but keep on playing out of habit or coping and then it gets draining.

So I’m basically ignoring my body and feelings and just keep on doing it. Like forcing yourself to drink a disgusting drink. I’m starting to learn to get more in tune with my desires and needs. Accept when I’m done and get off.

The lesson is balance, because I don’t even enjoy it as I used to do (8+ hours a day) or need it as much for coping (8+ hours a day). I have different priorities.

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#367

C13 - D4 - Rest
Another rest day. Recon level at 1-2/5. (20-40%) this fine rainy morning. Which usually feels fine, but I’m a bit ”sore” from the last few rest days and the active processing and journaling. So I’m going to give me more time to integrate.

I give myself permission to win.
I give myself permission to lead.
I won’t fear these old phantoms.
I’m going to expand.

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#368

C13 - D5 - Rest
Another rest day. Recon is around 0% this afternoon. Tomorrow I shall listen.

Great day at work, full focus mode software engineering then got invited to a barbecue for lunch. Met new people and had some laughs.

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