Billions & The Ecstasy Of Gold - A Journal

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#38

Washout Day 3

Had a phone call with a psychic today, it was pretty freaky.

She knew a lot of stuff.

Had a great day at work today. Productive. Happy. Energetically I’m almost 100% recovered.

Being sick has been a blessing - it reminded how great it is to sleep at 830 or 930pm instead of 1030/1130.

Made a big sale with a really difficult prospect that I’m proud of myself for making.

My FAVOURITE scenario happened today on that sales call.

I have this question that I always ask before pitching… “If you love what you see, are you ready to get started today?”

I just LOVE it when they straight up tell me they won’t close today no matter what, then sign up right on the spot, after hearing the pitch.

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#39

Washout Day 3 Continued

As for healing money beliefs, I can report a tremendous sense of calm about my financial situation.

When we first got those sales coming in more regularly, I was actually MORE scared, because now I had something to lose.

Every day I’ve been hopping on to sales calls afraid, thinking

“Is this the day my sales streak ends and I go back to closing 5% of the calls I’m on?”

But that fear is disappearing, and I know that I’ll be successful. Like, I KNOW it.

I’m stressing out LESS about HOW it’ll happen. And now I’m more so CURIOUS how it’ll happen… but I’m starting to know, without stress, it’ll happen.

This is resulting in me having less anxiety over my actions because I know they’ll get me to my goals.

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#40

Day 3 washout cont’d

Not going to go too deep into what the psychic said because it’s not all that relevant to subclub, EXCEPT for one thing I just realized.

She says I’m more money obsessed than almost anyone else she’s ever read. Off the charts. Total obsession. And I’m going to get ALL of it. I’ll hit all my goals. But without even talking to me much she was quick to call out how I’m sacrificing so much for this business and most other areas of my life have fallen off completely, but I completely love it, and that I wouldn’t get jealous if my girlfriend had eyes for someone else but I would get jealous if a client left me for someone else. LOL.

I’m now certain she was sensing the energy of the subliminals and the real changes it made to my psyche. That’s what PROVES to me these changes are REAL and permanent, not just a high. Because wow, she’s right, I really am obsessed with money, and I mean that only in a 100% positive way… I’m just laser focused, and don’t stop thinking about it for a day. I don’t “forget” about work or “take days off” on the weekends… I do stop working on the weekends… but the reason I stop working on the weekends is because its my JOB to recover, and if I work weekends I’m less effective on monday… lol

Thank you sub club

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#41

Listened to dreams on the life-charger app that subclub made. Last night I was almost flying in my dreams! More like… floating while running.

#42

Day 5 washout (will do at least 7 days)

Will continue the washout beyond 5 days. Feels good. The healing is blooming without inducing more recon from more loops. Results continue to shine.

In a few days, maybe day 7 or 8 of my washout, I’ll probably test out my mogul/rich custom for a loop, alongside EOG, and now that EOG has wiped away so many limiting beliefs, I wonder what it’ll feel like to run mogul/rich again…

I believe the reason why EOG was so effective was because it actually cleared blocks and allowed Mogul/RICH to bloom, not EOG results themselves, so listening to Mogul/RICH now that I’m cleared could have some INTENSE benefits…

Should be interesting!

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#43

Notes on my girlfriend’s experience with one loop of seductress

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#44

Washout day 6.

Long post, but this is the major review of my entire stage 1 cycle 1 experience, end of washout included.

I feel more and more stable with every day of the washout that passes.

My sense of peace is growing.

Day 5 of the washout was like taking off the training wheels and riding on my own for the first time.

It was a little wobbly yesterday, the bike shook a little more than it did last week…

But I feel comfortable without the training wheels now.

I’m waking up clear, focused on big activities that are the most important to profit. I’ve been reading business book like a student, mining for wisdom - a new experience for me.

When I reintroduce EOG 1 for the second cycle, I’ll target the much more nuanced and subtle beliefs still holding me back rather than the general fears I had just a month ago.

When I now read the “why will I fail at achieving my money goals” journaling exercise I completed at the start of the cycle, I laugh at how black and white my fears are.

A combination of paraphrasing and exact quoting of that exercise…

“BUSINESS IS HARD!”
“I SUCK”
“I’LL LOSE IT ALL.”

I updated those fears now with more realistic practical challenges… the limitations of my business model, the complexity of fulfilling while growing at scale, the challenges involved with constant innovation - looking for exponential not linear growth.

Next cycle, I look forward to running a few loops of my Mogul/Rich custom, and will even test out HOM, alongside EOG ST 1… just to see how far I can push myself in terms of wealth subliminals.

If HOM is well received by my subconscious, it might make sense to add a very small amount of HOM loops for short term benefits, instead of Mog/Rich

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#45

Washout Day 6 - End Of Washout.

Will Listen to Mogul/RICH custom tonight.

EOG has even taken root in the sexual/social part of my mind and started healing beliefs related to how money effects attraction.

Before: “Money doesn’t make you more attractive, it doesn’t matter, I’ll just learn pick up tricks!”

After: “Money definitely will make you a more attractive man and live a more attractive lifestyle. You’re free to be yourself more. You’re free to pursue what and who you want. Wealth puts you in attractive social circles, literally and figuratively. Pick up is for losers compared to being friends with the richest and most successful people in the world, and having them naturally be attracted to you over time as they see you and interact with you regularly - continually watching you succeed, is MUCH better than going out and chasing girls getting rejected. EOG + Wanted would be like Great Gatsby, a whole socialite society that thinks you’re the bees knees. Luckily, I’ll be a wealthy man one day, and I can’t wait to be the type of person that everyone in my social circle wishes they could be with because of a combination of my personality AND my lifestyle, both operating at 100%”

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#46

Day 1, listened to mogul/rich last night.

Pros:
-extremely productive today (and much more often since starting eog).

  • Didnt take advantage of downtime to nap today despite being exhausted.
  • mowed the lawn which I had been procrastinating for a bit since recovering from being sick. It was a relief to have a nagging task off my chest.
  • Used every minute of the day to my advantage!
  • Had a finance review call last night, cut over $150/mo of softwares/expenses we didnt need!
  • Had good sales calls today

Cons:

  • Woke up several times last night… VERY unusual since starting EOG, but my zoom call went on until 10pm so that might be the real culprit.
  • Is it bad to say I “only” had one closing? Seems like I had 4 or 5 stronnnggg possibilities. 2 might still come around, and 2 said they were a 10/10 on it but even if they tried buying it, their card would be declined. RICH was working on me but not them :o
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#47

One thing that I thought was just natural, but in reality, is a shared experience I have with @ksub (who’s also running EOG)

I’m working on my credit score and trying to figure out how to improve it! Maybe financing a motorcycle will be cool AND a good way to improve my credit :o

Lol, go EOG, changing the way I think and sheet

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#48

These thoughts too. More comfortable spending money. Not afraid to take myself out to eat by myself or go to a movie by myself or buy my girlfriend/family dinner. Not really looking to change my outfit right now, but I am looking at a motorcycle, which is “look cool and do whatever I want and have fun without worrying about money.”

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#49

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#50

Messaged a motorcycle school ajd they told me I can schedule a refresher lesson once I update my motorcycle license! Very easy. Just doing a simple multiple choice test… EOG helping me focus on passions without fearing around money, so long as I can actually afford them. (I’m not buying planes or anything).

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#51

Listened to mogul 2 days ago.

Been in recon since then.

I notice a big difference.

Because of the reasons below, when I listen to mogul currently, i feel unnecessarily stressed. I’ve had two nights in a row of bad sleep, whereas I have had a perfect sleep every night since starting eog.

These may be manifestations of my specific situation, not the subs as a whole. Idk.

Mogul has me obsessing over the day to day of the business. Thats not the most productive activity. I should be focusing on the future of the business as much as the present. It seems that EOG has a similar effect in terms of its “Way Of ROI” module scripting, however, EOG’s way of ROI scripting is 1+ year focused while mogul’s is under 6 months focused.

Eog has me obsessing over my 30-year financial future… that long term perspective reminds me that rome wasn’t built as a day.

Where as on mogul, it feels like I’m trying to build rome in under 7 days, hustling hard until it’s completely done.

Eventually, the transition to EOG… the transition to having a team of workers helping me build rome, rather than doing it all myself, is more productive. Mogul helped me build the prototype and inspire people to help me, but to take best advantage of their help and stop being a solopreneur, eog is the best fit, not mogul

For me, Mogul is manifesting as

  • short term
  • frenetic
  • urgent
  • long hours
  • pressure to perform quickly
  • motivated to leave current situation for better situation financially
  • “hustle culture”
  • finding works for works sake, never ok to spend money
  • perfect subliminal for someone building a business for all the above reasons. These are NECESSARY ^

For me, EOG is manifesting as

  • long term
  • calm
  • prioritizes quality decisions and quality moods to think with, feel good think good
  • no pressure to perform because with quality decisions you will definitely get there
  • more about leveraging
  • no pressure, because no scarcity… already rich, just waiting for it to happen
  • Perfect subliminal for someone who has already built something and now needs more intelligent decisions, not more hours worked. Pay someone else to do the work, he much HARDER thing to do (requiring more intelligence) is designing the role in a way that actually works.
  • hard work isn’t stressful. Driven by internal desire to succeed and accomplish a specific task, if no specific task, its fine to relax and celebrate and even spend money, because of abundance mindset
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#52

Third night in a row I’ve jeopardized my sleep by staying up late, since running mogul/rich.

I’ve come to a plan for my next cycle.

Next cycle, I’ll listen to EOG stage 2.

Then, the cycle after that, I’ll listen to EOG stages 1 and 2 simultaneously.

From there, we’ll see.

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#53

I have to say though. Today might’ve been the first day since starting my agency that I had a full 12 hour day. I think before that the most I’d done is 10. And today felt REMARKABLY calm about it. Just had a line up of tasks and wanted to get them done. No stress or hustle culture. Just a sense of feeling that what I was doing was important. Calm - but important.

So I’m not in recon-hell or anything!

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#54

End of 4 day washout

Today: EoG ST2 - 5 mins

So, after an 18-ish day cycle of EOG 1 solo, I did a 6 day washout. I ended that washout with one loop of my mogul/rich custom. Then I did a 4 day washout.

Now I’m on to eog 2.

I had a hard time deciding whether to do stage 2 or 1 but realized how drastically my mindset changed this cycle and how I feel ready to move on. I’ll revisit eog 1 many times. It is amazing, like a detailed, gripping novel… the more times you read it the more you get out of it.

After listening to ST2 today, I turned a sales audiobook on, easily digested the material, and instantly applied it to my next sales call. I think @ksub also identified eog 2 to help with the finding of and application of helpful information.

Its cool because I was listening to the book before, and getting nothing out of it, but then I paused, listened to EOG, and went back to the book, and instantly paid more attention and had more insights.

It was really a night and day difference after the sub.

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#55

Bookmarked this post as inspiration for my next stack

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#56

Two surprises from reading the description of stage 1.

First, the mention if removing negative manifestations. I think thats powerful. And i can see why my sales skills shot up so dramatically… eog hadnt yet taught anything new (except for comfort with money) but it DID remove things that were bad and old. So improvement came from removing negatives.

And the other thing was the very last line in stage 1…

“Imagine feeling the freedom of being able to buy whatever you want without having to look at your bank account.”

THAT HIT HARD

I spent a lot of money on myself in stage 1. Got a taste of what that was like. And stage one REALLY helps you feel that freedom, in a not reckless but not careful way. However, I wanted to focus on making more money to maje the freedom of stage 1 an even deeoper reality, which is why I switched to stage 2.

Even though I didnt know that was a direct feature of eog 1… could just feel it happening

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#57

Another thing from stage 1 description.

“Negative thinking detrimental to productivity will be removed.”

That’s very specific.

Whereas limitless executive ADDS productivity… EOG 1 REMOVES blockages to productivity. Again, probably why I saw such instant results on it right away… I have a history of working on adding productivity skills, but no history removing productivity blocks…

For my sales skills AND my productivity, it was like EOG 1 broke the flood gates, and unleashed the dam I had been building up and that had been dying to get out but couldnt

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